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JJ Maybank has always been reckless, gorgeous, and untouchable- until Rafe Cameron decides he’s done watching from the shadows.
What starts with stalking, dark fantasies, and a hunger Rafe can’t name spirals into something even more dangerous: a possessive, violent kind of love neither of them can survive without. JJ is flirty, chaotic, and aching for something real. Rafe is closeted, brutal, and protective enough to kill for the boy he’s wanted for years.
From the Outer Banks to the redwoods of Northern California, they run, fight, fuck, and try to build a life from the ashes of everything they torched to get free. But love this feral leaves bite marks- and no one touches JJ but Rafe.
Dark, slow-burn, explicit M/M. Stalking, violence, dominant/submissive tension, psychological fixation, mutual destruction and devotion.
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After developing a borderline obsessive interest in JJ Maybanks, Rafe rescues him from danger and takes him on the run with a bag full of drugs, a gun and a plan to keep him safe. They flee to a remote cabin where they get high, get close and eventually get revenge. The most notorious Kook and the wildest Pogue. Two hedonists with an appetite for chaos.
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JJ and Rafe are drug dealers whose lives spiral into chaos following a drug-induced psychotic episode. Both diagnosed with a litany of mental health disorders—BPD, bipolar disorder, ADHD—they find themselves in a psychiatric ward, confronting their inner demons and the trauma of abusive childhoods.
Their relationship evolves from frenemies to lovers, marked by obsessive protectiveness, vulnerability, and dark humour. As they navigate therapy, psych meds, and the challenges of recovery, they grapple with guilt over past actions, including a violent incident that led to a fatality.
Through shared experiences and mutual support, JJ and Rafe embark on a slow-burning journey toward healing, confronting the shadows of their past while forging a path to a hopeful future.
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Mar 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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Ilya pulls back first, breathing hard, eyes blazing down at Shane. He drags a thumb across Shane’s swollen lips. “Is your first time with a man?”
Shane huffs a wrecked laugh, chest rising and falling fast. “Definitely not.”
Ilya’s grin is sharp and almost feral. “Good. I want to hear you.”
Shane is a year younger than Ilya and they play for the same team.
But what if Shane was a bit wilder, less afraid to experiment sexually, and a bit more of a typical ice hockey guy?
Get ready for teammates to friends to friends with benefits to lovers.
(Please note that while Shane/Hayden are tagged it’s not because they’re dating, it’s because they’re 18/19 and a little bit curious and I’m a believer in over-tagging. Also from Ch4 out it’s full of explicit sex so if that’s not for you then I am sorry.)
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I (26M) want to invite man I sleep with (26M) to my house to spend the weekend. Help me not ruin it.
Or: Ilya Rozanov goes to the internet for dating advice
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Shane Hollander has everything he’s ever wanted.
Drafted by the Montreal Metros and about to start his rookie season. What he doesn’t know is that home is quietly collapsing beneath him.His parents, drowning in bad investments and worse judgment, turned to the one man you never owe money to, Ilya Rozanov, a rising figure in the criminal underworld. Ilya built his empire by understanding people’s wants…and turning them into leverage.
When the final payment date arrives, the Hollander house is silent. No money. No options.
So Ilya makes his own.
With ice-cold logic and an obsession already brewing under the surface, he claims Shane—not his family—as collateral.
Shane walks into his living room expecting dinner, and walks out bound by a contract he never signed.He keeps his career—for now. Ilya knows Shane’s talent is an investment, a resource too valuable to waste.
Shane still travels with his team, skates under bright arena lights, and racks up points…but the freedom ends there.And Ilya is never far away.
Publicly, he is Shane’s mysterious “benefactor.”
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