HeavyMetal_Lily



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  1. Summary

    Simply all of my chatfics in a series

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  2. Summary

    A collection of Chuuya angst fics because it's delicious

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  3. Summary

    All of my BSD fics in a series

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  4. Summary

    My series of soukoku relationship reveals
    (May include some other ships)

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    What if Dazai and Chuuya knew each other before they were 15, what if they met in the lab as children

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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    Ivan has been seeing his fellow actor, Till, for a little over three months now, and he still feels like he is in a dream. After fantasizing about dating his beloved sunbae since the moment they introduced themselves, Ivan should be completely content with his current situation.

    Except he isn't. Because Till insists that they keep their relationship a secret.

    They've only had dates at their homes. They need to steal kisses when no one is around. They can't talk about their relationship with anyone. Ivan can't help but begin to wonder if Till is actually ashamed of him. Then one offhanded comment sends him spiraling.

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    30 Jun 2025

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    PEAK ACTOR AU IVANTILL

  2. Rec 2

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    If there was one thing in the world Dazai hated, it was the holidays. Followed closely by organized sports and perhaps the concept of love itself.

    Or when Dazai gets in trouble with the law for what should be the last time, one person in town stands up for him. Chuuya pleads with the judge to give Dazai a probation period to prove he can be better. It is the holidays, after-all. This is how Dazai ends up coaching youth basketball and helping Chuuya spread holiday cheer in exchange for his freedom. Eight crazy nights of hallmark inspired shenanigans to see if Dazai can, in fact, change his wicked ways.

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    30 Nov 2024

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    BSD X EIGHT CRAZY NIGHTS 😍😍😍😍😍😍

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    Where Dazai is practicing his vows and puts the wedding ring on a branch without thinking, except it's not really a branch. It's a finger.

    And Chuuya really just wants to die. Again.

    Please.

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    13 Sep 2024

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    Skk x corpsebride

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    Married Soukoku dealing with biological and chosen family

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    05 Aug 2024

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    Soukoku meeting their families again

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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

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    21 May 2024

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