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"Are you sure you want your first time to be with a 33 year old, though?" What is even happening right now? When did this become an inevitability?
"Any 33 year old? No. You? Yeah. Yeah I do. I trust you."
"Oh. Umm. And you're sure I can't ask Eddie? Wait! Are you sure you don’t want Eddie to do it instead?" May throws her crumpled-up straw wrapper at his face. "Okay, okay. Yes, I'll do it.” He can feel his face go soft. “May, I..."
"If you say you're honored I'm trusting you, I'm going to dump this coffee on your head."
"Understood. So...when's your birthday, exactly?" Buck smiles and tilts his head. "I'll get you a cake and everything."
"Just get me an orgasm or two; that's all the gift I need."
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02 Nov 2025
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When Eddie Diaz joins the 118, Buck is unsettled by the newcomer’s calm confidence and quiet capability.
What starts as irritation quickly spirals into hostility, until one thoughtless remark cuts deeper than Buck ever intended.
Eddie retreats behind walls he swore he’d left behind, and Buck is left facing the damage he’s done—and the silence that follows.
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27 Oct 2025
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"Welcome home, kid," Bobby greeted, upon seeing that bright shiny soul for the very first time. As large and as full of life as Buck had been in his time on earth.
"Bobby," Buck gasped out, an addicting joy that quickly exploded tenfold as Buck noticed everyone else that was there to welcome him in to eternity. "Eddie, Maddie!"
Or: how one by one Bobby’s family reunited with him in paradise.
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24 Oct 2025
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After the "incident in the kitchen" at the end of season 8, Buck has to come to terms with Eddie's growing abusive tendencies over the years, the fact that they increase in the face of Eddie's grief over Bobby's death, and the fact that the 118 is no longer Buck's home. Along the way, he figures out what he wants home and family to truly mean, with some help from Tommy, Ravi, Athena, and the Deluca family.
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17 Oct 2025
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In the end, it wasn't anyone from the 118 who pulled Buck out of his depression-fueled haze. Not Maddie. Not Athena or May or Harry. Not Tommy, or even Buck himself.
It was fucking Sal DeLuca.
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10 Oct 2025
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Evan and Tommy have been engaged for almost a year and have given up on the stress of planning a wedding. They decide they are ready to just be husbands and decide to have a courthouse wedding.
The 118 however, have other ideas about that plan.
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03 Oct 2025
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“Buck,” Ravi begins, and Buck steels himself. “I’m going to ask you something very straightforward, and I want you to answer it directly. No dancing around it.”
“Okay?”
“What do you want to do?”
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After some encouragement from Ravi, Buck calls Tommy to discuss their relationship issues
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01 Oct 2025
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I Know My Pain is Such an Imposition(So I'm Leaving Out the Side Door) by Minimoon46
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 Sep 2025
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"I went in today to look at open transfers because Colton is moving to Kansas City in late June and Buckley just put in a transfer request a few days ago,” Sal said.
They had been texting yesterday. Evan had said he was hanging in there.
“The others. Hen. Howie. Ravi-Ravi Panniker. Any of them?” Tommy said, mind desperately trying to figure out if this was a group thing.
If it wasn’t a group thing-
“No. I looked three times over. Buck is the only transfer prospect from the 118,” Sal said.
-The alarm bells turned to klaxons.
Last summer, under Gerrard, Evan had found the 118 to be hell. He hated going into work, he came home tense and fell into Tommy’s waiting arms for long hugs. He didn’t love the job under a man like Gerrard, and he hated that fact. Evan lived for firefighting, but not under Gerrard. He had had the transfer paperwork. Tommy had encouraged him to use it.
Evan had always said not without his family. He had been firm on that. He’d shoulder this emotional drain of losing his love for a good chunk of his job before he left his family.
(Sal sees Buck's transfer request on the LAFD transfer website. Tommy know implicitly what it means and it's nothing good)
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25 Sep 2025
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Nearly a decade after Christopher asked his grandparents to take him to Texas he meets a face from the past. After ten years of no contact with anyone in LA, Chris finally prepares to come home.
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- Part 5 of Bad Things Happen Bingo (CYOB round 1)
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24 Sep 2025
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When Eddie announces that he and Chris are coming back to LA and they need the house back, Buck takes that opportunity to leave LA for a little while. Alone on the road and ignoring most messages he receives from the people left behind, he learns how to deal with losing Bobby and how to move forward with half of his friendships falling apart over it.
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24 Sep 2025
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Of all the outcomes Buck had considered, the reality was both better and worse.
“Well Mr. Buckley, you are pregnant! Congratulations. You are about 9 weeks along.” Buck didn’t hear anything else the doctor had to say. His mind when blank, completely zoning out. Should he be happy? Sad? To be honest all he could feel at that moment was fear.- Language:
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13 Sep 2025
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When Chimney walked through the firehouse doors, head held high with a cocky walk to match, Buck felt his heart drop to the floor. He knew Chimney was back in town, he just hadn't realised the man would be back at work so soon. With every 'welcome back' and friendly hug the paramedic received from various firefighters, the tension between him and Buck grew and grew. Buck had no idea what Chimney would do when they finally came face to face again, given that the last time they spoke ended with a black eye.
___________________________A.K.A I'm pissed that they brushed over the punch so this happened.
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12 Sep 2025
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The walls were closing in but he wasn’t strong enough to hold them back. As much as he wanted to clean up the mess he'd made of his life he just couldn’t find the strength. There was no way out... it was just too late. There was only one thing left to do.
He tidied the apartment as best he could, donated his clothes to goodwill, emptied his fridge and gave the leftovers to the homeless. All that was left was the hardest part. Writing the letter... The last piece of him his family would have, but they probably wouldn't want. He grabbed the pen and paper and began.Bookmarked by Hel_Spawn
12 Sep 2025
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After overhearing the younger members of The Party sharing wildly inaccurate information about sex, the older members take it upon themselves to educate them properly before any disastrous mistakes are made.
“They were talking about…sex. And Mike was telling Lucas that a girl can’t get pregnant if she's on top. Because of gravity.”
Eddie chokes on air and Argyle slaps his back. “You’re fucking joking!” Even as a gay man he knows how wrong that is.
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10 Sep 2025
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The lightning strike left Buck with more than just residual math skills, but it takes him a while (and the help of some friends) to figure them out.
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27 Aug 2025
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That’s what feels so good about this thing with Josh. There’s no performance. There’s no grand image to live up to. Josh already knows that Eddie kind of sucks and he isn’t afraid to tell him as much. He knows that Eddie oversteps and snaps and represses his emotions. He also knows that Eddie is hurting in ways he can’t put into words—that he has been all his life—and instead of being gentle about it he’s offering a solution, clear and blunt: come to my house and fuck me like a man.
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- Part 2 of eddiejosh mustache verse
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25 Aug 2025
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Jenny just wanted to take a peaceful hike in Topanga.
Instead, she fell into a crevice and broke both her legs, only to find herself trapped mid-air with two very hot firefighters.Now, injured and high on pain, she's stuck in the middle of a live-action rom-com at 10,000 feet.
Honestly? Best worst hike of her life.For the 911 Hiatus Positivity Event prompt "Outsider POV"
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- Part 7 of 911 Hiatus Positivity Event
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13 Aug 2025
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He lost the man who adopted him.
He's best friend left right after the funeral The 118 became nothing but just a number.
But Evan Nash still had something left to give—
A promise to himself,
A gift to the world.
Her name is Robyn, and she’ll never know a world where she wasn’t loved.
Even if it means raising her in silence.Bookmarked by Hel_Spawn
09 Aug 2025
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Buck and Tommy are excited to finally pick out what flavour they want for their wedding cake. When the room is double-booked, they end up running into someone they know from their past. Someone they both know.
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27 Jul 2025
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so when you look at me, you better look hard and look twice by buckybunnyteeth
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
14 Jul 2018
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or 8 different ways people find out about Reid's sexuality.
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15 Jul 2025