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And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there you may be also.
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06 Oct 2024
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As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.
What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?
(It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)
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- Part 1 of talk
- Language:
- English
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- 194,739
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- 19/19
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- 5,839
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18 Sep 2024
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it only takes one summer to: retire, go on holiday, try fishing, get half-stabbed to death in the aftermath of a fallen global crime conglomerate, fake your death, get nostalgic for an ex, show up unannounced, get answers.
[complete.]
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- Part 1 of these mortifying ordeals
- Language:
- English
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- 116,772
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 564
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- 1,833
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10 Apr 2022
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I'll Be Seeing You by CloverCreative
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender, Avatar: Legend of Korra
25 Jun 2023
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In which the timing is never quite right, until it is? Exploring a series of moments throughout the years as Toph and Sokka help each other navigate their complicated lives in Republic City, and perhaps figure out their feelings for each other along the way.
Other pairings and main characters included. Mature Themes explored. Explicit Rating to be safe, but nothing overly gratuitous. Canon Universe. Inspired by Billie Holiday's "I'll Be Seeing You" - And when the night is new, I'll be looking at the moon, but I'll be seeing you.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 201,454
- Chapters:
- 24/24
- Comments:
- 680
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- 597
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- 129
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- 27,771
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28 Sep 2021
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In Vino by Tenillypo
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
11 Sep 2021
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Near the end of the Clone Wars, a drunken encounter prompts Anakin and Obi-Wan to confront some long buried truths as they fight for their lives—and for each other.
(aka, the one where Obi-Wan's dick saves the galaxy)
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- Part 1 of In Vino
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,916
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 40
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- 434
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- 7,150
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15 Sep 2021
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The briefing was simple: ‘Stand guard over the Michael Sword until the battle is ready to commence. Await further instructions.’
Castiel doesn’t mind working security duty; he was briefed shortly after the initial salvation of the Sword from the pit, and again before taking up his position. He knows what to do. However, it’s easy to forget that the green room isn’t real. Time moves differently there, the space ever-changing to make a prison of mountains, cathedrals, salt flats, orchards, and whatever Castiel was led to believe about Heaven’s greatest weapon—Dean Winchester is something entirely unexpected.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 85,217
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Collections:
- 12
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- 1,201
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Bookmarked by Heyimsilverrr
10 Jul 2021
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Newly-human Cas is sick, and Dean is in full-doctor mode. Still, all he can do for Cas never feels like enough after everything Cas has given up for him.
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- Part 2 of J&K Creator Fest
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05 Jul 2021
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gorging myself on you, still can't get full (insatiable) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
26 Jun 2021
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"Fine, whatever. Love you too, asshole. I hope you enjoy your walk home with your stupid, grainy bread. Taking Nature's Own a little too much to heart, but sure," Dean tells him, flashing him a sarcastic smile and swiveling around in the aisle to march away. He throws out something over his shoulder, careless and barbed. "I'm not paying for that shitty cardboard."
Dean's three aisles over when he realizes what, precisely, he said. Thankfully, when he comes to this conclusion, he's holding a box of poptarts, so when he fumbles and drops them to the floor, it's not a huge mess. He stares down at the slightly dented box of Brown Sugar Poptarts, and he has a very swift and very unshakeable crisis right there and then.
Love you too, asshole.
No, no, no. Why would he say that? Why would he do that? In the middle of the goddamn grocery store while arguing about bread? That's not—that can't be how it happens. That can't be.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,182
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 15
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- 619
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02 Jul 2021
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all the skeletons you hide (show me yours, I’ll show you mine) by amidnightsurgery
Fandoms: Supernatural
17 Apr 2021
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Castiel thought about the things he knew were true. First, he was in love with Dean, had loved him for years. Second, Dean didn’t return his feelings. Dean couldn’t return his feelings. Castiel knew that Dean loved him, of course, but Dean loved him like a brother, like family. Third, Dean treated hunting as a calling. He’d told Castiel before that he knew he’d die on a hunt someday as though that was his destiny. Hunting wasn’t something Dean would readily give up.
Yet it was clear that Dean also loved Jack. He’d stepped up and acted as Jack’s father without anyone asking him to and it was a role he was well-suited to. And Castiel had found his thoughts wandering back to that one afternoon he still wished he could change, to watching Dean rake leaves in the yard of a suburban house as though there was nowhere else in the world he’d rather be.
It was that memory that had led Castiel to carefully say, “Dean, if you wanted to, you could live with Jack and I.”
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This fic is a baby!Jack au with Cas and Dean coparenting a child while pointedly avoiding admitting their feelings for each other! There's a lot of domestic fluff, a little bit of angst, and even a ghost hunt thrown in for some fun (and plot).Series
- Part 1 of all the skeletons verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,362
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 121
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- 2,140
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- 501
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- 24,130
Bookmarked by Heyimsilverrr
02 Jul 2021
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Cas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting.
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Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him?
Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic.
It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.
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- Part 1 of Cursed Metaphors
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,727
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- 1/1
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- 11
- Comments:
- 982
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- 10,938
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Bookmarked by Heyimsilverrr
23 Jun 2021
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The walls bleed black again, and Castiel is deposited back into the room he was snatched from in a far more undignified manner than he left it.
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His face is hot when he pulls the beer away from his mouth, a rising sense of panic fluttering in his chest. He has thought these things, known them, of course, but it feels so different now because Dean will know. He is going to look at Castiel and know exactly how he feels, what he thinks. That is...distressing.
Perhaps Dean will avoid it. He is very good at doing those things. When faced with something he simply doesn't want to acknowledge, that's his first method of handling the situation, and Castiel is sure that it will go this way again. He is banking on it, in fact.
It will be fine. He has Jack. Sam will be here, a welcome presence and a perfect buffer.
It's all going to be fine.
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- Part 2 of Cursed Metaphors
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,219
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 234
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- 4,430
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- 699
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- 49,643
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23 Jun 2021
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Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back.
He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales.
"Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time.
By nightfall, Cas is gone.
- Language:
- English
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- 95,090
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 4
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- 1,072
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- 6,461
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- 2,065
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- 121,225
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12 Jun 2021
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Dr. Dean Winchester, professor of Mechanical Engineering, was full of confidence in his own abilities when he decided to purchase a fixer-upper house to rehab and remodel on his own. Now, standing in the middle of his new house and praying the floors won’t cave in, he’s realizing that determination and academic brilliance might only take him so far this time. The bigger problem: his overconfidence in the face of other people’s doubts (ahem, Sam) means that asking for help now will mean swallowing a whole lot of pride…and he’d rather not.
Hiring a secret contractor to do the work without telling anyone seems like the perfect solution.
Accidentally hiring an amazingly hot secret contractor wasn’t part of the plan.
And when Sam overhears a conversation and starts connecting dots, a snap decision and another lie on top the first leads to a ridiculous balancing act of fake stories, pretend relationships, and one hell of a renovation tale.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 51,456
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 431
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- 2,305
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- 733
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- 31,777
Bookmarked by Heyimsilverrr
10 Jun 2021
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Two Deans, one Cas - it's not as sexy as it sounds
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An ethics lesson from Hell
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The one where Dean from the past meets Dean in the present. They're not sure they like each other very much.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 146,941
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 1,280
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- 3,403
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- 1,070
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- 110,914
Bookmarked by Heyimsilverrr
08 Jun 2021
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What started as a collection of drabbles exploring the idea that Dean and Cas had a sexual relationship prior to 15x18. Now has a plot of its own. Very angsty due to canon-compliance.
Not every chapter is explicit; they are tagged individually. Each chapter is around 2k words.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,521
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 156
- Kudos:
- 619
- Bookmarks:
- 140
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- 12,201
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08 Jun 2021
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Eternally single professor Castiel is quiet, nerdy, and keeps to his research. The one indulgence that he allows himself is spending hours on YouTube bingeing the vlogs of a handsome, reckless archaeologist. Hunter styles himself as a bit of an Indiana Jones type, and he reminds Castiel of the adventurous, free person he longs to be. Plus, he’s super hot.
Imagine Castiel’s surprise when he meets the new archaeology professor at the Humanities potluck.
This is his chance—he is finally in the same room as Dean “Hunter” Winchester!
Unfortunately, the best interaction shy, awkward Castiel can manage is to steal his new colleague’s Tupperware.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 35,898
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 862
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- 3,734
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- 882
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- 45,398
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08 Jun 2021
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Happiness is(n't) in the Having by Nayeliq1
Fandoms: Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
12 May 2021
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It's not a decision. Not more than the immobility was that had frozen his muscles before and made it impossible to move. It isn't a thought that drives him to throw himself at Cas, between Cas and this supernatural entity he knows he can't defeat. He's done it before he even knows he moved at all, arms wrapped around the angel as tightly as possible. It was more like a reflex, an instinct, maybe. There was nothing else to be done, so why not do something insanely stupid?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 92,289
- Chapters:
- 24/24
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 791
- Kudos:
- 1,186
- Bookmarks:
- 313
- Hits:
- 32,771
Bookmarked by Heyimsilverrr
07 Jun 2021
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After his humanity is restored, Dean wakes up in bed with Castiel, a wedding ring, and no memory of the past twelve years.
(Extra archived in 2025! The original fic is from 2014)
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- Part 1 of The Path of Fireflies
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 64,397
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 1,286
- Kudos:
- 6,501
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- 2,243
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- 145,966
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07 Jun 2021
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Dean Winchester and Castiel retire from hunting to raise baby Jack. Dean struggles to allow himself the things he truly wants.
Jack is two, Castiel and Dean are idiots, and Sam's gotta solve everyone's problems.
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- Part 1 of it’s brighter now (babyjackverse)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,051
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 274
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- 5,345
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- 904
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- 54,333
Bookmarked by Heyimsilverrr
07 Jun 2021
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Gone, gone. He can’t feel his hands. Gone, gone.
Is there a word for the absence of an echo? When you call into a vast, dark space and expect an answer, even just a reflection of your own voice, but nothing will call back to you? These are Dean’s thoughts. This is the world.
Wall at his back. Shuddering. Gone. Hands numb, shaking. Bereft of tears. Cas gone. Which means love gone. Forever.
Wall at his back and he can’t stop trembling. Numb. It could be seconds, or minutes, or hours. It feels like years. Time dissolves around him, the world dissolves around him. Cas. Gone.
And only the absence of an echo of the world, left.
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Fixing the events of 15x19 to give the characters believable arcs and the stories they deserved (including Michael because WOW) and the events of 15x20 so that, essentially, they never happened and Dean grieved properly before getting to live out his days with the love of his life, on earth.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,201
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 134
- Kudos:
- 1,338
- Bookmarks:
- 464
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- 26,980
Bookmarked by Heyimsilverrr
07 Jun 2021