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WINDOW - You blink. The window is still there. There’s no one outside.
COMPOSURE [Challenging: Failure] - What’s the matter? It’s just a window.
LOGIC [Legendary: Success] - This isn’t about the window.
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04 Jul 2024
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For All Your Odd Fantasies (Would’ve Made a Good Mental Porn) by smolalienbee
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
11 Dec 2022
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Images flash in front of your eyes, still photographs of how it’s all gone downhill.
Cigarette smoke exhaled into your lungs.
Then, hands grasping at your waist, searching for any sliver of skin underneath your clothes.
And his eyes. Party eyes - blown wide with whatever drug is pumping through his veins, because even now, months after Martinaise, the drug is never you.
YOUR BALLS - So let it all GO!
ESPRIT DE CORPS - DETECTIVE
COMPOSURE - COMING
ELECTROCHEMISTRY - ONTO HIS PARTNER
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04 Jul 2024
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Harry Du Bois is no stranger to bad choices but this might be a new low for him.
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Harry cuts himself and suffers the consequences.
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02 Jul 2024
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In which the world threatens to end entirely, and all Lieutenant Double Yefreitor Harrier Du Bois can do is watch it slip through his fingers. Oh, and also Jean gets mad again. But what else is new?
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02 Jul 2024
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In which Lieutenant Double Yefreitor Harrier Du Bois steals Judit's pens, RUINS IT ALL (citation needed), makes a few calls, and receives some sorely needed assistance. Oh, and also Jean gets mad again- though perhaps not quite in the way one would expect, given the circumstances. So I guess that's new?
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02 Jul 2024
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Softly, he smoothes the edges of the dark circles that ever linger under Kim’s eyes. The simple motion aches with a level of casual intimacy that sets Kim’s teeth on edge. A feral dog being offered a collar with a name he cannot read.
“Let me go,” Kim whispers.
This isn’t how these things are supposed to go at all. Men like Harrier Du Bois either fuck him (with a suspicious amount of interest) or they don’t (with a blatant but familiar level of distaste). They don’t mean it when they compliment him. They don’t think he’s cool for his silly smoking ritual or outdated dance moves. They don’t laugh when they kiss him just because they’re happy to be with him.
They don’t hold him like he’s something precious.
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Kim faces his emotional repression. Harry tries to help.
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29 Jun 2024
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You wake up with no idea where you are, or who you are.
You wake up with no idea where you are, or who you are.
You wake up...
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27 Jun 2024
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YOU - ...Are Kim and I a *thing*?
REACTION SPEED [Medium: Success] – Well, he *did* stick his tongue down your throat just last week.
YOU – But does that make us a *thing*? What if he was just being friendly?
ENCYCLOPEDIA [Challenging: Success] – Friends do things like eat lunch together, and play board games.
YOU – That's exactly what we do!
ENCYCLOPEDIA – Friends do not privately make out with each other in the break room of their workplace. Ever.
YOU – Never *ever*?
ENCYLOPEDIA – Never ever ever.
ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Trivial: Success] – Never ever ever ever, baby!
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Harry works up to the courage to proposition Kim, a man he doesn't realise he's already dating.
(The second chapter is sexually explicit. Note that several sections of the first chapter will be more meaningful if you've read the two previous works in the series.)
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23 Jun 2024
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We're Here, We're Queer, We're Full Of Fear! by patrocleanMarcescence
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
28 Jun 2023
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VOLITION [Easy: Success] – Don't bring up anyone's deep-seated traumas. *Especially* not right now.
ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Medium: Success] – Yeah, you were kind of in the middle of something.
Are you done moping about gun violence? Is this *finally* the part where you two fuck each other senseless?
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Kim and Harry are eager to get intimate, but they have a lot of mental baggage getting in the way. Kim comes out as transmasculine, and Harry grapples with the past. They both try to talk their way through their worries, with varying degrees of success.
(This narrative can stand on its own, but some sections will be more meaningful if you've read the previous work in the series.)
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23 Jun 2024
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Relapse, Recuperation & Reverence by patrocleanMarcescence
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
05 Mar 2023
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RHETORIC [Medium: Success] – *Hold me?* Really?
ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Trivial: Success] – Can't hurt to slip in a little proposition, can it?
KIM KITSURAGI – Kim slings your arm over his shoulder and braces against your weight.
PERCEPTION (Touch) [Easy: Success] – His body is warm, but yours is warmer.
ELECTROCHEMISTRY – See?
KIM KITSURAGI – With his guidance, you hobble toward Kim's motor carriage. He turns to address you.
"I'll drive you back to my apartment."
ELECTROCHEMISTRY – *See*?!
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Harry manages to ask Kim for some help after a bad day. Incidentally, repressed homoerotic yearning doesn't stop just because you've had an alcoholic relapse.
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23 Jun 2024
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The dream comes for Harry, again. The *bad* one. But this time something's different.
A fan comic.
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Note: 25/4/2025
I've locked my other DE fic to prevent it from being scraped and fed to GenAI models. Please log in or create an AO3 account to read them!Bookmarked by Hilo
22 Jun 2024
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“Good cop-bad cop,” Kim says, gesturing between himself and Jean. “It keeps the miscreants in line.”
Harry grins at him. Kim opens his notebook, clears his throat, and flicks to a clean page.
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- Part 2 of après-demain
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22 Jun 2024
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“I, um.” Harry laughs, low and breathy. “I don't think that was a gun.”
“It’s doubtful,” Kim murmurs. Experimentally, he leans back to see if Harry will lean closer, tilting his chin up like an invitation. Their noses brush.
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- Part 1 of après-demain
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22 Jun 2024
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Unable to sleep, Harry decides to call the one person he needs the most. With 24 voices in your head, though, it's never just a simple phone call.
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21 Jun 2024
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Harry turns to you on the couch and says, apropos of nothing, “I think I might like sexual submission.”
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- Part 2 of apprendre élysée
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21 Jun 2024
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ANALYST: He’s stable, probably going to wake up soon.
MEMENTO MORI: He still may die.
STARGAZER: Perhaps that’s what he wants.
SACRE COEUR: What we want is sometimes bad for us.
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- Part 1 of apprendre élysée
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21 Jun 2024
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when he walks in, i am loved, i am loved by wizardlover
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
25 Apr 2021
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YOU — You fidget with your fingers for a moment, and then look back at him. “Are you okay, Kim?”
PERCEPTION [Easy: Success] — He blinks twice, surprised. Then he looks away, turning his gaze to the violet and blue sky.
EMPATHY [Medium: Success] — He feels uncomfortable, sometimes, having such raw concern and sincerity pouring out from you with only him as recipient. You’re… intense, on a good day.
KIM KITSURAGI — “I’m alright,” he says. His fingers twitch, like he’s itching for a cigarette. “It’s been… a long week.”
ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Trivial: Failure] — Oh, it’s been long, and it’s been hard. Makes you itch for the neck of a bottle in your hand, neurotransmitters firing wild, fireworks behind your eyes.
(or; Kim has a rough week. Harry helps, in his own way.)
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21 Jun 2024
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Harry finds himself in the liminal space between Martinaise and actually having to be Harry Du Bois again. He needs to return to his apartment, and his job, and his life, but the prospect is terrifying; everything that was once him is everything he can't allow himself to be ever again. Kim helps him make the transition, and Harry pines wildly over him. They eat food and talk about the homo-sexual underground. Harry tries not to cry a lot.
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20 Jun 2024
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as shallow as time by iamsomebody for halfablock
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
19 Jan 2022
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“What’s the point?”
“The point,” Satoru snaps, “is to try to find people.”or
Kenjaku’s plan succeeds, and Geto Suguru and Gojo Satoru survive to welcome the new world.
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12 Jun 2024
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the swipe of a scythe by iamsomebody
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
08 Apr 2022
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“You died,” Satoru says. “I killed you. You made me kill you."
His words are sturdy, but encumbered with wretched grief, swayed by indignation. Suguru is immobilized, a silent witness to the veracity that Satoru is sharing
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Suguru comes back. It's hard.
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12 Jun 2024