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“I’m not usually this insane,” Eddie claimed, which was not Evan’s impression in this exact moment. “I’m usually—” he laughed, incredulous at himself, “I’m usually so fucking uptight. I eat and sleep and go to three god-awful jobs across town from each other and take care of my kid and argue with my parents and I never fucking do anything. Evan,” Eddie paused, cupping his face in his hands delicately, “I like you. This was fun, sure, but I…”
Eddie kissed him again, softer and wetter, running his tongue over the seam of Evan’s lips. Evan melted. When Eddie spoke again, he melted even further, practically a puddle at his feet. “I like you. And maybe this is just all in my head and you’re thinking I’m an absolute freak and can’t wait to get out of here but—”
“But maybe I like you, too,” Evan interjected.
Eddie smiled. Radiant. “Yeah?”
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Alternate universe where Eddie and Shannon get divorced in the midst of his first tour. Buck is the first man Eddie picks up after realizing he's gay and he just... never puts him down again.
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- Part 1 of folding the map
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- 21,580
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27 Feb 2026
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Before Eddie can think of any more excuses, Buck bursts back through the surface of the water with Eddie’s body in his arms.
Eddie looks down at himself, still kneeling on the dock, and then at what is unmistakably also him in the water. Buck sucks in a great gasp of air, but the Eddie in the water doesn’t. His head slumps limp onto Buck’s shoulder, and the puzzle pieces of the last few minutes suddenly fall into place.
Finding himself back on the dock with no memory of how he got there. Buck unable to see or hear him. Eddie’s hand passing right through him.
Oh. He didn’t make it out of the water. He drowned.
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After an injury on a call, Eddie finds himself something he never expected to be...
A ghost.
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- English
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- 29,135
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- 5/5
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20 Feb 2026
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“Am I insane?” he finishes, leaning back against the frame of his open doorway. Lena blinks at him a time or two.
“Yeah,” she says bluntly. “If you wanna talk to someone so badly, the department has a shrink on tap. Talk to your family, or—try a priest. Jeez, Eddie, a comatose guy?”
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Or, Eddie hides out in the hospital room of a coma patient to get away from his aunt’s meddling, and Buck tries to follow the voice from his dreams.
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20 Nov 2025
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They were engaged.
And they hadn’t even said a single word to each other.
“You can, uh…you can call me Buck,” he offered a little awkwardly through his PR smile, still plastered across his face. He was trying not to make it too obvious to the cameras that he was speaking.
There was a pause, long enough for Buck to think he already ruined everything, before he heard the regent offer back,
“Eddie.”
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13 Nov 2025
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Eddie’s been in love with Buck for years—but he’s good at hiding things, burying feelings, and pretending everything’s fine. Until one night, he just... can’t anymore. He blurts out that he wants to scene with Buck, and to his surprise, Buck says yes. What starts as one scene quickly spirals into something deeper, something neither of them are quite ready to admit out loud. Cue: seven years of pining, mutual idiocy, soft dom!Buck, emotionally constipated!Eddie, a whole lot of feelings, some very intense aftercare, and eventually realizing that sometimes, love sounds a lot like “Color?” and “Green.”
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- English
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- 239,314
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- 40/40
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17 Oct 2025
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Evan "Buck" Buckley is on medical leave from the U.S Navy and is staying with his sister in LA. When the tsunami strikes, he's on the pier, and finds himself suddenly responsible for a kid named Christopher and his babysitter. Will he be able to reunite Christopher and his dad or will the tsunami wash them away?
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- Part 1 of at the beach, in every life
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16 Sep 2025
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His dad wanted to make sure he was always loved, always taken care of. Chris knew with his entire being that if his dad couldn't be the one loving and taking care of him then there was no one who would do a better job of it than Buck.
But apparently, this 'Evan' guy was written in his dad's will as the person to take care of Chris.
But that's stupid, that's the stupidest thing Chris ever heard. Chris needed to know that if he couldn't be taken care of by his dad then he'd be taken care of by Buck.
There was only one way Chris could make sure Buck would be the one taking care of him. He needed Buck to adopt him, as his stepfather.
It was a great idea, really. Chris didn't know why he's never thought of it before.
It was a win-win-win scenario. Chris got to be taken care of by his dad and Buck, his dad and Buck each got to marry their best friend, and this Evan guy could never take Chris away from Buck if his dad got hurt.
So, obviously, his dad had to marry Buck. All they had to do was fall in love. Chris didn't think that would be too hard for them.
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After Eddie gets shot, Chris overhears a conversation about the will.
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13 Sep 2025
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The Totally Awesome Kidnapping of Chris Diaz by HeartOfTheMirror for cloud_wolfbane
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 May 2025
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Buck didn’t wake up on a random Tuesday morning in sunny Los Angeles and think to himself, “Today I’d like to kidnap a child.” Unfortunately, sometimes these things just happen.
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Set right after season one, in which Buck is already aware he's bisexual, he accidentally kidnaps a child and makes a new BFF while trying very hard not to be arrested for something that is totally, 100% not his fault, he swears. Hijinks ensue.
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- Part 1 of Kidnap My Heart
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- English
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- 29,089
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- 9/9
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12 Sep 2025
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Buck was so terrified of what could have happened to Bobby as a result of the radiation exposure and as a result, chooses to spend more time with the man, and by association his family. Somewhere along the way, he and May bond and she becomes the little sister he never knew he needed, and in Mays opinion, he definitely needed her, especially when Eddie and feelings are involved.
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- English
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- 3,340
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- 1/1
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- 2
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- 39
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- 1,067
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14 May 2025
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If Buck analyzed the worst days of his life, they would all have one thing in common – they all started out great. If he ever concentrated too much on that pattern, then every good thing that ever happened to him would probably just give him crippling anxiety as he waited for the other shoe to drop. And that afternoon would have definitely caused him intense anxiety based on how good it had already been so far.
But then maybe he would have known to quit while they were ahead and go home, and they wouldn’t have gotten into such a mess.
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In which Buck and Christopher have a wonderful afternoon up until they get caught in the wrong place at the wrong time.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 259
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30 Apr 2025
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It was just meant to be a simple Grindr date...But then Eddie happens.
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29 Apr 2025
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After two hundred and forty years, Harry Potter thought that he'd seen it all, until he is transported back to 1977. In the midst of Voldemort's first rise to power and both sides of this war won't let him sit this one out.
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- English
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- 96,594
- Chapters:
- 37/37
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- 19
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23 Apr 2025
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“Hey,” Evan said, raising his voice a little to be heard through the open window. “Why don't you send me a letter sometime? A little snail mail. You know my address, yeah?”
Eddie laughed, throwing his head back, and waved him away. Evan would probably never see Eddie again, as much as he wished he would. What were the chances he'd actually write? Evan had been half joking, and no one even sent letters nowadays.
Three weeks later, Evan opened his mailbox. Sitting there, mixed in with the bills and flyers, was a lightly crumpled envelope with an Army Post Office return address.
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- Part 1 of Travelin' solider (come home)
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- English
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- 11/11
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19 Apr 2025
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Christopher peered at him, his eyes bigger through his lenses. “Why?”
Buck nearly choked. “Why? Why… what? I mean, I’m bisexual, if that’s what you’re—”
“Oh, no.” Christopher shook his head, “I just meant, if you’re dating men, why aren’t you dating Dad?” Which simply did not help Buck’s choking problem.
Buck really, truly had never pictured Eddie’s son asking him these questions, specifically why he wasn’t dating Eddie.
“Uh— your Dad isn’t— we’re not—”
“Oh.” A pause.
“I don’t want you to date Dad.”
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A 7x10 rewrite wherein which Christopher does NOT leave and Buck offers his apartment to Bobby and Athena.
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19 Apr 2025
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The 118 get a call to some nearby woodlands where the police are waiting for their assistance. Athena tells them that they need to help with a little boy that had gotten his leg stuck in a beartrap. All seems simple but then she tells them that the boy is a feral child, animalistic and frightened, and was throwing rocks at people who tried to get closer. Buck and Eddie are tasked to get him to safety.
The boy is scared of everything around him, people, sounds, objects, the wind, the smells. Terror is all the boy knew until he found something he wasn’t scared of.
And its name was Evan Buckley. :3Warnings - Heavy descriptions of medical trauma, child abuse, neglect and injury.
Queue found family, Christopher being an amazing big brother and the 118 being the best family in the entire world. :3
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- English
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- 29,119
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- 28/28
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- 213
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02 Apr 2025
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“They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”
“So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”
“A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”
“And I am—”
“The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”
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Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.
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- Part 1 of make way for Buckling
- Language:
- English
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- 26,226
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- 1/1
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27 Mar 2025
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The entirety of this day seems like a dream. A weird, life-changing, terrifying dream.
Buck has always wanted kids. More than one, more than two, perhaps three or four. Children to dote on, to teach all he knows, to love and cherish the way he wasn’t.
But…NOW?
Is he ready?
Is he ever going to be ready?
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Natalia surprises Buck with a pregnancy. He's going to be a father. Obviously, it changes EVERYTHING.
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[Buddie endgame, Buck & Natalia friendship, BT breakup pretty much immediately]- Language:
- English
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- 90,079
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- 30/30
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16 Mar 2025
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21 Feb 2025
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Pick a Star on the Dark Horizon (Follow the Light) by bi_buckrights for MonsterRae1
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Sep 2023
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Buck and Eddie had been luckier than most enlisted soldiers - after meeting at basic training, they were stationed at the same base, and had been in the same unit ever since. Buck had been there through everything; from their first deployment to Eddie's divorce, supporting him in war zones or at home with Christopher. Most friends in the military didn't get so much time together before getting shipped off somewhere new, so it was bound to happen sooner or later.
When Eddie learns that he's getting stationed on the other side of the country, he's faced with a reality where Buck isn't a part of his daily life. Neither of them are prepared for a life without the other. Their solution? To get married.
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- English
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- 57,433
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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- 405
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Bookmarked by Innerbeauty
09 Feb 2025