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  1. Public Bookmark 64

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    After failing in front of several people in the Live, Rumi runs away, not only from them, but from herself; she grabs a bottle of alcohol and drowns herself in it. Maybe this way everything will get better, maybe this way she'll feel better.

    (She doesn't. She just wants a hug, she just wants Zoey and Mira, and now here they are.)

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    11 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    "I don't want to be protected, I want to be with her, even if that means suffering," Zoey said. "We're meant to share everything. It's Rumi, Mira, and Zoey."

    Their guide stopped moving, though she didn't turn around, "Even if it means being reborn again and again and again? Meeting her? Loving her? Watching her struggle and suffer and never knowing if there's anything you can do to help her? Losing her too soon or even dying right along with her? All until she makes the choice to live?"

    Without hesitation, Zoey replied, "Yes."

    Mira nodded, voice firm as steel, "It could be a thousand life times of torture and I'd follow her the whole way."

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    07 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    It’s been a peaceful month since the defeat of Gwi-ma, the girls have all talked about Rumi’s patterns, why she hid them for so long, the feeling going through Mira and Zoey’s minds when they drew their weapons on Rumi that night, they’ve all apologized and forgiven each other profusely. But there’s still something bothering Zoey. She’s noticed the amount of calls Rumi’s been getting that the woman just glances at before ignoring it with a grimace. All of them coming from the same number. Mira’s noticed it as well. One morning they managed to catch a glimpse of the contact name but that only raised more questions than answers. Just what went on between mentor and adoptive daughter when Rumi went to see her after the disaster of the idol awards? They don’t get the chance to ask as Rumi has a realization of her own.

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    07 Sep 2025

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    Her shoulder burned, and Zoey was being so nice, and she was going to have to throw away her stupid shirt because she’d seen how bloody it was when she checked, and she knew how soft and gentle Mira’s face would be when she fixed up Zoey’s cut, and she couldn’t carry Zoey even though she’d wanted to because it hurt, and she was going to have to sort this out on her own, again, and-

    Rumi gets hurt, then gets hurt again.

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    07 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    Celine quit drinking twice in her life.

    The first time was because Mi-yeong begged her to stop (she didn’t need to beg. Celine wouldn’t have hesitated to lay down her life for Mi-yeong should she ask); the second was because Rumi needed her to be sober (and Mi-yeong would somehow torment her from the grave if she let her daughter die because Celine was just that horrendously irresponsible).

    Celine doesn’t think she’ll be alive long enough to quit a third time.

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    07 Sep 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 71

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    “Mi-yeong once looked me dead in the eye and asked—’if your life is just so unbearable, why don’t you end it?’” Celine chuckles, raising the glass of whiskey to her lips.

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    07 Sep 2025

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    The first shiver curled up her spine like fire, crawling through her muscles and making her knees buckle. Her lungs burned with every ragged breath, and a pressure rose behind her eyes so intense it felt like they might shatter. Bones creaked and shifted unnaturally. Her fingers were stretched into sharp claws, her ribs bent unnaturally and every tendon screamed in protest. Rumi collapsed onto the floor, her teeth gnashing as fur erupted along her arms and spine, prickling, itching, spreading in angry, hot waves.
    Faintly she registers that she is lying in some back alley, and not confined in the safety of the basement like usual. No chains to hold her down, no steel door to prevent her rampage. As panic flooded her whole body, she picked up the soft voices of her two closest friends slowly coming closer, before everything went black and her mind was overtaken by something else.

    Or in other words: A werewolf Rumi fanfic

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    06 Sep 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 75

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    Rumi isn't the same after they've sealed the Honmoon.

    There's a lingering feeling of guilt, shame, something more that she can't quite put into words. Rumi lets it consume her whole, until she can't bear it anymore.

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    Rumi realizes sealing the Honmoon doesn't automatically erase all her trauma and self-esteem issues, and apparently, Celine's shitty parenting style!

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    29 Aug 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 76

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    At first, Zoey thought she was asleep. Her body was prone, tucked into itself like she’d curled up for a nap. Her head bent in a way that it was hidden, like she was cradling it in her hands. The ground underneath her was dark, darker than the area around it.

    “...Rumi?” Zoey’s voice waivered.

    The body on the ground didn’t move.

    Her voice came out louder than she meant it this time. Sharper and laced with the beginnings of hysteria. “Rumi, get up.”

     

    Based on the picture by @Franppucino on twitter

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    23 Aug 2025

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    There was the sound of the door shutting. A few footsteps.

    “She’s not here?” the voice asked.

    Zoey dropped her voice lower, almost conspiratorial. “No. She went out—probably won’t be back for, like… fifteen, twenty minutes.”

    A beat of silence. Then a quiet chuckle. “Good. Then I can steal you for a while.”

    There was a nervous little hiccup of laughter from Zoey. “Wait—don’t get too close, I’m still live—”

    “I’ll stay out of frame,” the voice promised, tone coaxing.

    The sound of a hand brushing fabric, then a soft shuffle—the mic catching the rustle as Zoey was pulled slightly sideways. A faint smack of lips meeting. Quick. Too quick to be mistaken.

    Chat slowed to a crawl.

    [ewhfjdjw;]: ???????

    [rumi4lifer]: wait…

    [sealoverfour45]: SHE DIDNT MUTE THE MIC OMG

    [wispawaymo]: that… that’s not Rumi’s voice???

    [qeusopullsafree]: YO WTFFFF

    [hollowjars]: no way no way no way

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    Zoey forgets to mute and her fans think she's cheating on Rumi but in reality she has another girlfriend (Mira) that they don't know about because she private.

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    18 Aug 2025

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    Eight years ago Rumi dropped off the grid.

    She had no other choice.

    They couldn't be involved.

    She didn't want to hurt them.
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    Eight years ago they lost Rumi. Vanished, without a word. They replay their last day with her in their heads over and over, wondering what they could have done differently. Wondering if there had been signs that she needed help. They didn't want to assume the worst. After all, it's not like there was a body.
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    Rumi fights people for money. She tries to keep it a secret from Zoey and Mira.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    After everything, the girls talk. It's messy (there's crying and anger and fear and love), and it ends with a promise: No more lies. It's only afterwards that Rumi thinks of her visit to Celine, and she very promptly decides NOT to share that particular experience with Mira and Zoey, content to let that little snippet of time die quietly in her memories alone (and really, what harm can one more lie be?). But, as Rumi has found out recently, her secrets have a way of coming to light, whether she wants them to or not.

    (It starts with a visit from Celine.)

    Or: Mira and Zoey find out what Rumi asked Celine to do.

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    14 Aug 2025

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    After having dinner with the girls, Rumi takes a shower and spirals downward.

    How could she not, when she's hurting everyone around her? Honmoon, Celine, and the girls?

    Maybe it's time to eliminate the problem at its root. To eliminate her.

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    11 Aug 2025

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    After losing her voice and running away, Rumi reflects on the edge of the building while looking at the sky.

    Mira and Zoey, who arrive to see her looking out onto the street, misunderstand what is happening.

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    11 Aug 2025

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    Gwi-ma has been defeated and demon numbers are dwindling. The iridescent Honmoon is holding fast, stronger than ever. Bobby even imposed a one month hiatus after their ‘Break up’ at the idol awards, no exceptions. Everything should be perfect.

    So why is Rumi destroying their home gym at 3 o’ clock in the morning?

    Or: The one where Rumi was raised to be a weapon in a war that no longer needs fighting, and is now learning the hard way how to love and be loved instead. A little bit therapy, a little bit slice of life, but mostly 'All these problems could be fixed if you just kissed about it instead.'

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    02 Aug 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 96

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    I'm sorry I couldn't love you gently.

    I'm sorry I couldn't love you softly.

    I'm sorry I couldn't love you fully.

    I love you. I love you. I love you so much it hurts

    Rumi offers Celine her sword.

    Daughters mirroring Mothers

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    02 Aug 2025

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    She is the dog that bites when a hand extends itself to feed, the dog that is wrong down to its very bones, down to the marrow, down to something genetic and intrinsic and unchangeable, the dog they put down to spare it its own misery.

    She wishes it were as simple as a matter of guilt. Guilt for hurting them, for hiding, for lying, because maybe she could’ve fixed that, because guilt, at least, would’ve meant that she’s only done something wrong.

    Shame is knowing that she is something wrong.

     

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    Rumi doesn’t run when the girls find her backstage.

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    02 Aug 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 23

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    zoey thinks celine is kind of awful. mira says celine is kind of a dick. rumi takes it personally.

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    two months after the near end of the world celine messages rumi. rumi gets stuck in her own head, as she does. they talk over tea.

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    01 Aug 2025

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    As Zoey watched Rumi’s retreating form and heard the quiet thunk of her door shutting in the distance, she lasted a few minutes helping Mira pick up before something in the air changed. It was like heavy clouds descending after a bright, sunny day, and the maknae suddenly found herself tearing up as the emotions of the morning and the past few days truly caught up to her.

    Mira, of course, noticed immediately. She set down the cups she was holding and paced forward to touch Zoey’s arm, brows knitted in worry. “Whoa, are you okay, Zo?”

    It hit like a flood then, a dam breaking after too long holding back pressure. Zoey stumbled forward and collapsed into Mira’s arms with a hiccupping sob, hot tears streaming down her cheeks. “…We almost lost her,” she whispered, her voice cracking with horror and heartbreak. “Oh God, we almost lost our Rumi.”

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    In the days following saving the Honmoon, Zoey and Mira reflect after learning some troubling information from Rumi.

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    28 Jul 2025

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    Rumi, Mira, and Zoey finally get a chance to sleep after defeating Gwi Ma. But they all know— they need to talk.

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    28 Jul 2025

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