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I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”
“Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.
He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still.
Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.
shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.
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06 May 2026
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Down and Out (literally) by Goldfeesh228
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Feb 2026
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They then ask Shane to move his fingers and lift his arms. He does both no problem and the medics tell him good job. The medic takes off Shane’s skates. They ask him to wiggle his toes.
Nothing happens.
A play on a line from Heated Rivalry following Shane's injury “Oh god what if I’m not ok? What if I never walk again." A story of loss, growth, and love.
(Disclaimer: This is my first fic, I'm not a doctor, I don't speak Russian, and I don't know anything about hockey. Don't think too hard.)
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- Part 1 of Changing the Game
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06 May 2026
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Tempt Not A Desperate Man by Iome_2121
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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It was then that he saw them first, trapped behind a grainy screen, and, really, he should have known. Every previous compulsion would pale in comparison, as earthly pleasures tend to do when juxtaposed with the divine. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. They were going to be his big whoopsie, the heaven at the end of a road paved with the best intentions.
So yes - had Captain Scott Hunter been dragged in front of a jury, that would have been his last line of defence: I tried. It could not be helped.
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In a fortuitous turn of events, both Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are traded to the New York's Admirals. Cue Scott having to handle their shared chaos and his own repressed desires. The more boundaries he draws, the more he ends up crossing, to the point of questioning his own morals, as well as his sanity. As it turns out, he might be the man he suspected all along. The same cannot be said for Shane and Ilya.
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06 May 2026
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High On Your Lovin' by beeaattrriicce
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Shane has his wisdom tooth removed. Ilya panics, Shane is high on painkillers.
Inspired by the hospital scene in episode 5
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04 May 2026
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Would It Make You Feel Better to Watch Me While I Bleed? by Skaboom
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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Strung out and desperate for money, Alexei Rozanov flies to Boston to shake Ilya down. What he doesn't expect to find when he breaks into Ilya's home is Shane Hollander. Seeing a chance to score a huge pay day, Alexei abducts Shane, leaving Ilya to make very difficult choices while Shane's life hangs in the balance.
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01 May 2026
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it’s the terror of knowing what this world is about by PrincessAmericaChavez
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 May 2026
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He’s about to unlock the door when his phone buzzes, no doubt with an apology or an explanation. Someone screams outside of the bathroom. There’s a loud noise. More screams. What the-
His phone buzzes again.
Jane: don’t come out
Jane: hide
Jane: guns
Jane: idk what’s happening
Jane: call the cops
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Shane, Ilya, Scott Hunter and a bunch of MHL players find themselves in a hostage situation in the middle of the Las Vegas award ceremony. (Mid-situationship, the year pre-tuna melt).
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28 Apr 2026
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I Want You by kingskindly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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Inspired by all these Shane Hollander gets subdrop after the Vegas scene fics.
Where Shane leaves Ilya's room feeling incredibly self-destructive and Ilya pulls him out of it.or
Shane's autism, being properly drunk for the first time, and going into subdrop make for an insanely whumpy combination.
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23 Apr 2026
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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
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Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
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21 Apr 2026
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say you'll always keep me by writingcap
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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Shane has never been religious. But he found himself praying, to something, to anything, to the wind that can anchor every wish he had for Ilya—to keep him safe, to keep him healthy, to make him happy again.
He thinks of Ilya’s cross on his necklace, and thinks of his Mom.
Is he going to meet her now? Will he get the chance to tell her how wonderful her son grew up to be? Will he be able to tell her that he tried to love him for the both of them the best way he knew how?
Or: what if it's Shane's plane that almost crashed?
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19 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is Hollywood's sweetheart, an up and coming actor with all the fame and fortune that comes with it.
After six months off, Ilya's just looking for a security gig where he won't get shot at for once.
They're both in over their heads.
*The Bodyguard AU*
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- 19/?
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18 Apr 2026
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The Application by Caraphernellic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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Shane desperately needs a job and applies to be a House Omega, not realizing it is for a member of the Russian mob.
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17 Apr 2026
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Here, After by BlckOnyx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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Ilya opened one of his messages.
Have you seen the news?
Ilya, call me. Now.
Please tell me you already fucking know.
Jesus Christ, man.That was it. No context. No explanation. Just panic wrapped in vague bullshit.
His jaw locked. “Are you fucking serious right now,” he muttered, thumb scrolling harder than necessary. Say it or don’t, you assholes. The half-answers made his skin crawl. It felt like they were all circling something awful, whispering around it, waiting for him to step close enough to get hit.
His chest felt tight now, pressure building, so he did the one thing that made sense. He opened social media.
Shane Hollander’s name was everywhere.
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Shane was hurt in ways everyone could see, and in ways only Ilya would carry.
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17 Apr 2026
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lay me down on the altar, and forever’s what i’ll vow by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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“Am I too boring for you?”
He doesn’t mean to ask. Doesn’t mean for those words to come out. They fall from his lips before he has a chance to stop them, and the second they’re out there he wants to take them back. He wants to swallow them down so they can’t hurt anyone but himself.
Because Ilya…Ilya flinches.
“What.”
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16 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
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15 Apr 2026
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Midnight in Montreal by IvoryGray
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is the best figure skater in the world, and cannot afford any distractions.
Ilya Rozanov is the Montreal Voyagers' newest player, and an expert in distractions.
When an unexpected meeting leads to an unlikely friendship, the two rely on each other to find their own places in the spotlight.Bookmarked by Jazajaba
15 Apr 2026
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The Hurt I've Caused by Otters27
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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AU. Ilya goes through with ending things after Shane’s injury. Heartbroken, physically broken, and vulnerable, Shane meets a man that seems like the perfect distraction, an absolute dream. He’s in too deep before he realizes that this man is actually a nightmare. Will anyone save him or will help come too late?
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After Ilya breaks his heart, Shane gets into a relationship with a physically and emotionally abusive man. Ilya notices something is wrong. He will stop at nothing to fix things.
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14 Apr 2026
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Kidnapped AU by gsmaxwell
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Apr 2026
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13 Apr 2026
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Last Words Soulmate AU by writer_in_theory
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Apr 2026
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The last words your soulmate says to you appear on your chest when you turn sixteen. Hollanov handle it about as well as expected.
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10 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, two names that would go down in NHL history.
It's the annual NHL and NHLPA charity game for cancer, and Shane and Ilya are side by side, skates cutting across the ice, wedding bands beneath their gloves.
Then, in a moment, everything changes, and Ilya is holding the life they so desperately fought for in his arms.
“Shane. Shane, look at me. You stay with me. You hear me?”
"I love you."
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10 Apr 2026
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bring me back to life by brxccxlx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Rose convinces Shane to go clubbing with her again. Someone spikes their drinks. Ilya is not having it.
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It was supposed to be mindless fun. If Rose didn’t take Shane out for his birthday, he would spend the whole weekend moping that his secret boyfriend was playing against Dallas instead of engaging in whatever illicit activities the two got up to in their spare time. Rose did not account for the sadistic fucker of the week deciding they would make ideal targets. Of course, with Shane high out of his mind and her own judgement hanging on by a thread, the only one she can think to call is Ilya.
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10 Apr 2026