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    Lily: i am alive

    Lily: hurt

    Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice

    Lily: i want you

    Lily: my hands miss yours

    or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Omega Shane keeps his pregnancy and the birth of his child hidden from Alpha Ilya.
    Years later, with three Stanley Cups between them and their rivalry still alive, they are chosen to star in a large scale commercial together.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    The spring was Shane’s favorite season. The sun was warm yet the breeze held a slight chill from the winter recently passed on. The flowers that began to bloom from the ground richly soaked by rain were the most vibrant.

    It was on a lush spring day that his life ended.

    His heart may have continued to beat even after the brutish savages descended upon their home, but his life as he knew it had truly ended.

    -------

    Shane is the son of his village's leader, but when a group of brutish invaders threated to kill everyone he loves, Shane is forced to make a tough decision. His decision leads him to the harsh, cold court of Imperial Russia. He is left trying to survive as a political hostage as the Russian prince who is responsible for his capture can't seem to leave him alone.

    Ilya has never met someone like Shane. So innocent and open. The boy wears his heart on his sleeve, despite trying to hide it. The prince had never seen someone so pure and knew he had to have Shane. Getting Shane to open up and let Ilya shower him in affection seems to be more difficult than expected.

    It isn't until a spark sets off a catalyst of events in the Russian Palace that change their relationship forever.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya?”

    “I-I need to go back. To Russia.”

    “What?!” Shane reared back, taking away the comforting warmth of his hands on Ilya’s cheeks.

    “No, lyubimiy. Not for always. Just for… I don’t know. Maybe couple weeks?”

    “Why, what’s going on?”

    “Alexei… he’s….”

    “Alexei? I thought you said you weren’t helping him anymore. What did he do this time?”

    “He… he died.”

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    22 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    Irina arrives small enough to fit against Ilya’s chest, all soft sounds and sleepless nights. Then she learns to walk. To speak. To run ahead of them without looking back.

    Somewhere between first words and eighteenth birthdays, they realize there is no moment where she doesn’t belong to them, and no moment they can slow down enough to keep her small.

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    22 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 46

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    Fresh off a successful first season as the only married couple in Major League Hockey and winning the Ottawa Centaurs their first Cup in franchise history, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov open up to Vogue about life, love, and hockey.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    “You never forget?”

    “No,” Shane breathes out. “No, I never forget.”

    Except Ilya does.

    He forgets his wedding ring.

    And Shane notices.

    Or: Shane gets stuck inside his own head when Ilya forgets his wedding ring.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't fight.

    Doesn't, however, does not mean can't.

    Too mad no one told Tanner Gagnon that.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    “Mr. Hollander, are you aware that you’re pregnant?”
    “I’m what now?”
    “You’re apparently 9 months pregnant and in labor!”
    “I’m fucking WHAT!?”

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    19 Jan 2026

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    19 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 43

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    Ilya has spent his mother's birthday alone every year.

    For the first time, he doesn't have to.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    "What could Hollander possibly need with Boston social media lady?” Rozanov asked.

    “Shane’s in love with her,” Hayden said.

    Rozanov’s face did something very weird.

    --

    Or: after becoming a bit obsessed with solving the Mystery of Boston Lily, Hayden thinks he finally has it figured out. She must work for the Boston Raiders. Now all he has to do is find her next time he's in Boston and tell her that her and Shane shouldn't have to hide their relationship.

    Problem is, the only person he can find is Ilya Rozanov, and Rozanov is being a real dick about the whole thing.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “You’re going to Boston.”

    Long after Farah hangs up, the words keep echoing in Shane’s head. If he had thought his thoughts had been chaotic this morning, when his biggest problem had been his rival potentially fucking him when he came to Montreal in two weeks, that’s nothing compared to the code-red panic that started the instant he found out he was being traded to Rozanov’s team.

    Rozanov, who was supposed to be his great career rival. Rozanov, who he’s hooked up with twice now. Rozanov, who had been planning on coming to Shane’s apartment in Montreal to fuck him the next time they saw each other. God, how on Earth is Shane going to walk into his locker room in Boston in a few days time?

    The impending awkwardness of dealing with Rozanov is almost enough to eclipse the hurt he’s trying to ignore. The knowledge that Montreal values him so little that they’re willing to dispose of him only six months into his rookie season. Almost, but not quite.

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    Or, Shane gets traded to Boston AU.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    His ears roared with static, his brain stuck on one gnawing, clawing question: Why did Hollander didn't tell him that he's going to be a father? The answer was obvious—because Shane Hollander didn’t need him, never had. The realization burned like cheap vodka in his throat, bitter and suffocating.

    Some alpha reporter with slicked-back hair and a smirk dripping condescension leaned forward, microphone poised like a weapon. "Shane, what happened to all that talk about never bending for an alpha? Seems like someone finally put you on your back."

    "And how are you so sure I'm the one who bent?" Hollander's voice cut through the noise like a blade, smooth and lethal. The room fell silent instantly. Hollander arched one eyebrow, lips curling in a smile so cold it could freeze hell over. "Not that it's your business, but for the record—it was me who rode my sperm donor’s dick to get myself pregnant."

    Ilya froze. Sperm donor? The unfamiliar English phrase buzzed in his skull like a trapped wasp. Behind him, Connors snorted into his protein shake. "Oh Jesus fucking Christ," he muttered, wiping his mouth. "He just called his baby daddy a walking ATM for cum."

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life running from his designation and hoping that people wouldn't find out that he was an omega. Until Ilya Rozanov came along and showed him that it was okay to be an omega in the league. After all, he did win three cups as an omega captain of the Montreal Voyageurs. Now he is the Alternate Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs and has just completed a three-peat alongside his husband and their close friends, and is living as an omega who (thankfully) doesn't have to hide behind scent blockers anymore. He has everything a man could ever want. A loving spouse, a cute dog, two amazing parents, friends who would support you through anything, and a community of supportive allies. He has everything...except for a child.

    Will he be able to carry a child, or will the toll that hockey has taken on his body catch up to the thirty-four-year-old and prevent him from ever giving Ilya a mini-Hollonov to run around their house?

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    11 Jan 2026

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    “I want a baby” Shane confessed, voice trembling,

    Ilya’s eyebrows scrunched together, and Shane’s omega, so sensitive from being bared open, completely raw, took that as rejection. Shane started to sob, uncontrollable tears flooding his vision as he was engulfed in Ilya’s scent, burning softly like cedarwood. Ilya pulled back, stroking Shane’s teary freckles,

    “Of course, we can my love” he said, “We can look at the options. There is surrogacy; however, is not very ethical. There is adoption-”

    No” Shane whispered, “I want your baby. I wanna have your pups.”

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    Shane really wants to have Ilya's baby. He's also really horny.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    11 Jan 2026

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    He sits for a while, not long, but long enough that he thinks he has finally worked up the energy to actually leave… when he hears his name being called. Ilya turns to see the same doctor that had come to Shane’s room jogging towards him, a serious but also concerned look on her face. “Hey, wow… I’m so glad you haven't left yet!” She was out of breath, and panting as she came to a stop beside him. “Can you, uh… Can you come back up, please?” 

    “Come back up?” Ilya repeats. “Why? What for?” 

    “That I am not at liberty to discuss with you… but I’m sure Mr. Hollander will once you're back in his room.” 

    orrrrrrrrr! a surprise cryptic pregnancy to make Shane's accident so much more dramatic! :)

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    11 Jan 2026

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