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    The Eridian thrills a high sound that doesn’t get picked up by the translator which means that it has no clear meaning. Like when a human gasps or sucks in a deep breath. It actually sounds a little like that. When they notice that I’m staring straight at them they scramble back into their hiding spot and hold very still. 

    A child, I realize with a start.

    That’s a child! 

    “Hey,” I call and the kid squeaks again. I was about to get to my feet but abort the movement and crawl closer on my hands and knees until I'm inches away from the xenonite wall. I wait and it takes me much too long to realize that they don’t have to peek around the corner to see if I’m still there.

    “Hey there,” I try again, my voice low and calm. It’s my teacher voice, the one I use for shy and scared students. 

    Used. 

    The fact that I haven’t had to use it for years and it still comes to me automatically almost knocks the air out of my lungs but this is not about me, it’s about making sure the little pebble doesn’t die of fright from the scary alien. “Hi, I’m Grace. It’s alright, you don’t have to be scared.”

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    How Grace finally gets back into a classroom, where he belongs

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    01 May 2026

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    I saw a couple Tumblr posts about how Stratt would first react to Grace's video logs when the beetles are recovered, and I started having ideas.
    So here's Stratt watching Grace's video logs. (mostly made up by me ofc but includes some direct quotes of the logs he makes in the movie)

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    18 Apr 2026

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    After years of living on Erid, Grace and Rocky are able to take a ship back to earth.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    “Would like to do it. But cannot touch. Rocky not know how to jerk off, either. Grace show first, so Rocky can learn. Maybe do later.”

    Three of Rocky’s claws raise and they open and close as they sway this way and that, all pointed at Grace. The only thing keeping them apart is a thin layer of xenonite and the incompatible atmospheres. Air and a few atoms. Somehow, the idea that Rocky might have just shoved Grace over and started touching him because he wanted to had him embarrassingly hard. He would be strong enough to. Grace wouldn’t even be able to fight him off…

    “Grace thinking about something exciting. Statement. Share.”

    Taptaptap, a claw on the glass. Excited.

    “Body is changing. Erection. Observation.”

    “Okay, you looking through my clothes is cheating,” Grace wheezes.

    alt; Grace jerks off while Rocky watches... well, a little bit more involved than watching.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    It’s quiet, especially so with the sound being muffled by his hands over his mouth, but I can still make out the next words when he speaks:

    “I really shouldn’t ask you to do this.”

    “Do what, question?”

    Grace’s initial response is only to press his hands stronger against his face. But then, he loosens them to fall over his chest, one landing over the scar on his arm.

    The scar I left on him.

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    Grace has come to realize a few things about the reality of his soon-to-be home on Erid. Making himself comfortable means asking a sacrifice of Rocky, one he’s not happy about…

    On the other hand, Rocky is always looking for ways to repay the sacrifice Grace has made for him.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Grace is touch starved.

    Rocky can fix.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Hail Mary Counter @hailmarytracker · 12 hrs
    Days since last contact with Hail Mary: 9,716
    🗨 1 ⇄ 2 ♡ 5

    It's been nearly 27 years since the Hail Mary departed. When the ISS detects a signal in the far off solar system, hope begins to grow, even as mysteries start to unravel and the universe becomes a little smaller.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Buck was living in a scenario that was being proposed all over the world in bars. What would you do if you woke up ten years in the past? What would you change? What would be the consequence of your actions? If you change the bad do you risk losing the good that came with it?

    Evan Buckley buried the love of his life, Eddie Diaz. The next day he wakes up ten years in the past.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Buck is feeling more settled than he has ever felt in his twenty-something plus years on this earth. Everything seems to be falling into place, but the appearance of people from his past and the addition of a new co-worker throws him off balance once more. But the Buck of now has people to help him rather than having to deal with everything on his own.

    ———

    In which, Buck has a wonderful boyfriend, an adorable puppy, his sister back in his life, and a new best friend with the most awesome kid...what more can a guy want?

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Tommy laughs, as much as it can be called a laugh when he can barely get the air to do it, but his breath still grazes against Buck’s lips, the ghost of what he really wants. It’s warm, and Tommy’s still looking at him, and it’s been eighteen days, and he’s baked on nearly every one of them. They’re in a crashed helicopter and Tommy’s pinned down and it’s a terrible idea and it’s been eighteen days, he’s counted every one, and-

    Buck kisses him.

    Tommy's helicopter goes down. Buck copes.

    Kind of.

    Hey - he never said he was coping well.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Even the fact that having a kid made Eddie way more likely to be straight couldn't shake Buck from this crush. He was 100% up for it, no questions asked. Not a one.

    Which is why—obviously— when Eddie shoved him up against a wall behind a diner in broad daylight and kissed him like he was pissed as hell, his first thought was, "What the fuck?"

    Okay, so maybe one question.

    Buck and Eddie figure out a mutually beneficial way to deal with the first responder post-trauma cycle of up-horny-down.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Christopher starts shaking more violently then. “Buck jumped back in the water for me.”

    There’s a protocol for a lot of scenarios, both in the Army and as an EMT. Eddie is used to knowing what to do, and how to do it; who to help, and where. Yet now, hopelessness splits through him like a bullet. Eddie doesn’t know what else to do other than hold his kid tighter and press his lips to his temple.

    “Is that– Christopher?” Hen asks over his shoulder. The tiny pocket of universe that he’s created with just him, his son, and Buck’s name battering in his chest unravels.

    Still keeping Christopher in his arms, Eddie rises to his feet. “I made Buck watch him for the day to get him out of the house. He– he brought him to the pier.”

    “Where is he, Eddie?” Bobby asks carefully.

    There’s a protocol for a lot of scenarios, both in the Army and as an EMT, but not for this.

    𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

    Evan Buckley can’t look his best friend in the eye and tell him he failed, so he doesn’t. He stumbles around a drowning wasteland looking for the brightest little boy he’s ever known, and when he can’t find him, he just… keeps on walking.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    "Oh God, you found Carolyn's book," Duncan said, sounding at least five hundred times less mortified than Methos had hoped.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    Over time, Eddie starts to wonder if everyone might actually be right when they joke about him and Buck being more than friends.

    A journey of self-discovery, patience, and caring between not just two men, but the friends and family around them.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    “Are you homophobic?”

    “What?”

    “Will you be my boyfriend?”

    “Yes,” Eddie answered, automatically, even though his mind had volunteered several other pressing questions, like what are you talking about and what is happening and did I recently sustain brain damage.

    “Thanks,” said Buckley, and then he pushed Eddie back against the side of the firetruck and kissed him.

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    It's the 63rd Annual Los Angeles Fire Muster & Firefighter’s Family Day, and inter-station relations are about to get real friendly between fire houses 6 and 118.

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    10 Sep 2025

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    Eddie goes then, opening the front door with arms full of tiny waters. He bumps it open with his hip, turning back to call one more time to Chris.

    “Move it bud! We’ve gotta go in three minutes if you want to— oof”

    Eddie stumbles as he runs into something large in his doorway. Something warm. Something… Buck shaped.

    “Woah, ok, ok I’ve got you,” the Buck shaped obstacle says, steadying him and his waters as Eddie just… stares at him. Frozen. He's pretty sure he's hallucinating Buck being in Texas again.

    aka: the surprise kiss fic

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    21 Aug 2025

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    “Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”

    Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”

    The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.

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    Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.

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    19 Aug 2025

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    First time set in the first half of season 1. Originally posted in 19 parts to livejournal.

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    04 Aug 2025

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    What Buck and Eddie have said the most, during their endless time in Palm Springs, is probably “I love you.”

    Second to that is “in case this one is real.”

    They’ve ruined the wedding rehearsal half a dozen times, both accidentally and on purpose, and they’ve ensured it went off without a hitch. Once, they even talked Maddie and Chimney into getting married that day. They’ve both died twice, which is not something they’re eager to repeat, especially if it ends up sticking. It doesn’t matter what they do— every morning they wake up in perpetual paradise again.

    So: there’s no end in sight.

    So: Buck and Eddie live nearly every day as if it will become reality.

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    25 Jul 2025

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    Three things about Q:

    1) he once killed three people.
    2) he has tentacles.
    3) he puts kale in smoothies.

    The thing that bothers Bond isn't the thing you think it is.

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    24 Jun 2025

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