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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    16 Oct 2026

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    "Shane," Bood says firmly. And it sounds so wrong, because Bood never calls him Shane. Shane is always Hollzy. And Bood's voice is supposed to be loud and steady, not shaky. And Shane finally, finally becomes aware enough of his surroundings to feel the trembling of Bood's hands against his waist. "Shane, please. They're working on him. We need to give them space so they can—so they can make sure he's okay."

    "He's my husband," Shane chokes out, not quite managing to choke down the sob that's been building up long enough to boil over. Bood makes a similarly choked noise at that. "You need to let me go. He's my husband."

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    Ilya gets injured on the ice during Shane's first season with the Centaurs. Shane loses his mind, a bit.

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    16 Oct 2026

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    “ Ilya’s fingers traced around Shane’s scar before stroking it directly. The dented, mottled, ugly skin.

    “I didn’t realize your scar was that extensive,” Ilya murmured. “How did you get this anyway?”

    It was like a bucket of ice had been dumped over Shane. The floaty feeling of before was gone, replaced by an aching dread”

    Or, Based on my tweet y’all went feral over: What if the scar on Shane’s shoulder was larger, and Ilya asked about it. It’s during the situationship era so he deflects. He doesn’t want to tell Ilya he had a stalker that stabbed him, and just got released from prison….

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    12 Oct 2026

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    In which Shane owns a bakery and Ilya eats so much bread that he triggers a gay awakening.

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    10 Oct 2026

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    "What is this?"

    "You aren't allowed to make fun of me, okay?" Shane looks uncertain, his eyes darting down to his feet before he squares his shoulders with a deep breath and makes himself look Ilya in the eye. "I know I said I didn't want us to write our own vows. But I still had some things I wanted to say. And it's not because I was ashamed to say it in front of everyone, or whatever."

    Ilya blinks at him. "Okay."

    "It's just that it's only for you. Every fucking thing about us is picked apart by other people but this is yours. It's ours. You're the only one who's ever—" Shane looks away, his eyes shimmering with tears that threaten to spill, but his lower lashes hold the line. "That part of me. It's only ever been you."

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    Their wedding night, and the night before.

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    07 Oct 2026

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    “I didn’t come out today because I owe anyone an explanation. I came out because I refuse to let the man I love stand alone while the world decides his worth. We've spent years hiding and even denying our feelings for one another because we were afraid of what people would say. We thought we were protecting each other. That ends today. I’m done caring about anyone except me and him.”

    *******

    A leaked photo leaves Ilya exposed, and the league wastes no time deciding what to do with him.

    Ilya is willing to lose everything if it means Shane gets to keep his career.

    Shane takes exactly one look at the world trying to shame the man he loves and decides that if Ilya's name is going to be in every headline, his will be too.

    The only thing more dangerous than outing Ilya is giving Shane a reason to fight.

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    06 Oct 2026

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    The first few months of Shane and Ilya's relationship weren't perfect, but at least they were finally together. Even if they were long-distance. And a secret.

    Despite the difficulty of missing each other, they found solace through texts.

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    Snippets of Honeymoon Phase Hollanov :)

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    06 Oct 2026

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    When Ilya's phone buzzed the second time in a row, Jane lighting up his home screen, Ilya got annoyed. He turned it off and shoved it back into his pocket. Whatever Hollander wanted, he could bring it up to Ilya after he'd gotten laid. Really, Ilya failed to see how it was necessary for them to talk at all. They'd only ever spoken about one thing, and Hollander was getting plenty of it from Rose Landry.

    A few weeks after Shane Hollander begins his relationship with Rose Landry, the Montreal Voyageurs' plane nearly falls out of the sky on its way from Raleigh to Ottawa. Shane, believing he's going to die, leaves a three-minute voicemail on Ilya Rozanov's phone. The plane doesn't crash, but Shane suffers a severe concussion. When he wakes, he can't remember anything about that day—the game he'd played that afternoon, the terrifying incident on the plane that evening, or the declaration of love he'd left in Ilya's inbox.

    Which is unfortunate, seeing as Ilya drove five hours just to see him.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    Luca Haas is a submissive, and has always been proud of that fact despite working in such a Dominant-oriented sport. Hockey is his life, and he's more than willing to make any accommodations to his nature that he needs, so that he can do what he loves.

    It's been so long that he's had a real Dom to help him out, though, that he ignores the warning signs of an impending drop. And who would be the ones to notice, other than the dual Dom couple of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov?

    And of course they would offer to take care of him. That's what Doms do. It isn't their fault that Luca has been harboring a secret obsession with them.

    He'll just have to keep his cool around the couple while they help him out with his biology. Easy peasy. No potential issues here...

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    03 Oct 2026

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    Shane (20), submissive, meets Ilya (28), dominant, on FetLife.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    —

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    "You and Svetlana. When you - I mean, you don't have to tell me any details, obviously. But do you use condoms, with her?"

    This must be a translation issue, Ilya thought wildly. He'd missed something crucial.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    Shane is the steady ground he stands upon, the hand that guides him, the very air that he breathes. They’re so entwined now, that Ilya is certain he would cease to exist if ever they were separated.

    It’s maybe becoming a problem.

    Or, 5 times Ilya and Shane try (and fail) not to be codependent, and 1 time they just give into it.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    Ilya’s wearing one of Shane’s t-shirts and can’t bear to take it off when they get in bed. He can do one pillow, or three, or none, or really just Shane’s chest, or arm. He’s a fucking octopus, sprouts extra limbs just to have every inch of Shane’s body covered, enveloped, safe. He never uses the really expensive automatic blinds at the cottage because Ilya hates when they’re closed. He’ll hold his eyelids open with two fingers each at night just to keep looking at Shane for a few more minutes.

    “I love you,” he’ll say, eyes drooping, unable to fight it off, moonlight making his skin glow and his wintergreen fresh teeth sparkle in a sappy smile.

    And “I love you,” he’ll wake up with, before doing anything else.

    Maybe the only thing Shane really knows is that he’ll do anything at all to have this on each end of the day for the rest of his life. 

     
    or, all the ways shane wakes up to ilya throughout the years, and one time he falls asleep with him

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    18 Sep 2026

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    “I have to go. Unlike you, I take this job seriously,” Shane says stiffly: “But this doesn’t end here, Rozanov.”

    The smirk on Rozanov’s face makes him want to crawl out of his skin: “Oh, wait, before you leave—one last thing.”

    Shane is already facing the doors, ready to leave, but he turns around one last time.

    “What?”

    The man looks amused: “Do you want to grab a drink after work?”

    “Oh, fuck off.”

    “Then back to my place, maybe?”

    Shane slams the office doors behind him as he exits. The entire floor stares at him as he angrily walks towards the elevators.

    ―

    Or the one where Shane Hollander is very good at his job.

    He’s less good at ignoring his CFO, the most insufferable man he’s ever met.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov does not come pre-installed with good communication or healthy coping skills. Is he going to seek out help on his own? Hell no! But when a family member kills himself, fellow Boston Raider and friend Cliff Marleau decides that Ilya is going to therapy come hell or high water. And Ilya... well, Ilya is just playing along to keep the peace. Right? He doesn't need therapy. But if it helps his friend be less worried, so be it.

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    Therapy helps Ilya upskill enough to diffuse the tuna meltdown. Things get better after that. And then they get worse, because mental health is a bitch not linear.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Despite the *obvious* interest on both their parts (standing naked under a shower makes it hard to hide certain feelings) Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov don’t hook up after the CCM shoot. A few years later, when they’re both Captains of their respective teams, Ilya comes out as bisexual. Shane immediately makes his move to lock down the boy he’s had a crush on all this time, before it’s too late. After a surprise at a post-game press conference and a challenge from the Raiders, Shane has to convince Ilya he is serious about having a real relationship in front of professional hockey and the entire internet. Will it work? There’s only one way to find out!

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    13 Sep 2026

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    "You take her." Shane waits for Rozanov to take Lucie, but when he doesn't do anything, Shane flicks his gaze up to see Rozanov's eyes widen. "What?"

    "You want me to feed her?"

    "Yes. You literally just held her. What's the difference?"

    "I-I don't know what to do."

    Shane passes Lucie over to him, then guides Rozanov's hand to the bottle to keep it up. "You just hold it like that."

    "Then what?"

     

    Or: Shane has a one night stand with a woman during the six months Ilya ghosted him, and he's left with a little girl. Lucie Hollander wraps them both around her little finger and changes the course of their love story.
    (set in the canon universe)

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    11 Sep 2026

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    After being constantly being pushed to date and get laid by his team, Shane decides to take Jackie's friend Lily's number. He totally got the right number though.…. Right?

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    11 Sep 2026

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    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

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    10 Sep 2026

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