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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    March 2020: Ilya feels suddenly lighter at the possibility of a canceled hockey season.

    He forgot his boyfriend is certifiable.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Shane thinks about Ilya; thinks about the glorious gasping surprise of Shane and considers that he has made an absolutely fucking massive mistake somewhere along his way here but he has no idea what it was. Behind his eyelids he thinks about his own name choked out like a confession and thinks about the Ilya that seemed to come so naturally, and wishes desperately that he'd done something differently. Something, almost anything, but he doesn't know what, can't pin the thought down. He has no idea what he's wishing for except for different.

    As it turns out, once they're in motion there's nothing that can keep his eyes open, and he sleeps.

    There's a dream that feels like turning inside out, like stretching and rebounding, like a path cleared and his is the first skate that touches the ice after the Zamboni leaves it, and he wakes —

    He wakes.

    Head thick and foggy until he shakes it and it clears, but he wakes —

    — and they're back at the hotel.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    “English is… is not first language,” the woman said quietly. Her accent was thick, and unmistakably Russian.

    “Oh, sorry! I’m speaking too fast, aren’t I? Sorry,” she took a breath, and held out her hand. “I’m Yuna,” she repeated. The woman took her hand quickly, her hands bony and delicate.

    “Irina,” she replied, before gesturing for Yuna to sit with her. Quickly, Yuna did. “Sorry, I have not been in Canada long.”

    “No problem at all; welcome to Canada! Is that your boy?” Yuna asked, gesturing over to the child that had similar hair to Irina, which was poking out from under his helmet. He was taller than Shane, though his little hockey outfit still seemed to still dwarf him. He had a serious look on his face, but his eyes were light as he watched the other boys play. He was tapping his stick on the ice, clearly itching to get into the game.

    “Ah, yes,” Irina nodded, taking a few seconds to translate the question, “Ilyusha.” Irina looked over at her son, a small smile on her face. “Is my Ilya.”

    Or: Ilya and Irina move to Canada for a fresh start when he is six years old. He meets Shane Hollander at ice hockey practice, and they grow up together (and of course, fall in love).

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    08 Mar 2026

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    For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.

    And then the bubble pops.

    With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.

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    After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    The camera is zooming slowly in on Shane, sitting on a bench in a locker room with his gear most of the way on, starting to lace up his skates. There’s a steaming hot coffee in a paper cup and a donut set neatly on a napkin on the bench beside him. Text appears in the space above the items and proclaims: Extra fuel, for when it’s time to cream Boston.

    Dunkin’ Donuts puts Ilya in an ad campaign. Tim Hortons responds in kind. After years of on-ice rivalry, this might actually be the thing that causes the hottest point of contention.

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    06 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 91

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    “Shane, you weren’t standing in the middle of the dance floor like an idiot…okay, well, maybe a little. But it was only for a minute or two. And I only noticed because I was looking for you when you literally ran away. I was worried.”
    “Sorry.”
    “I really like you, Shane.”
    “I like you too.”
    “I know you do. But I don’t think you like me…like that.”

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    What if we didn’t have to end episode 4 with heartbreak? What if the club scene ended differently? What if Rose clocked Shane’s shit right then and there?

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    06 Mar 2026

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    It pulls Shane deeper than the greasy black water ever could: the thick way Ilya kisses him, the way his tongue coaxes through his mouth as he cradles his head to keep it from dipping under.

     
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    At the cottage a nervous Shane gets high for the first time, and Ilya is there to lead him through it.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything. Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. They instead find a team who are ready to fight the world for each other and a found family that has far reaching threads.

    Maybe Shane can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

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    05 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    He moved toward the door and Shane said with a small voice, “You won’t tell right?”
    Ilya turned back around, smirked, and said, “This is luxury hotel. We are very… discreet here.”

    ***

    Or Ilya Rozanov works as a bellboy and Shane Hollander has to stay at his hotel for the night.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Ilya starts calling Shane boring regularly after that, not cruelly but persistently, the way you press a bruise you know is there just to confirm it still hurts. Shane's cereal is boring, Shane's training schedule is boring, Shane's shoes lined up by the door are boring, and Shane responds with variations of "fuck off" and "you're an asshole" that become increasingly creative and occasionally surprising. They do not talk about anything that matters. They talk about groceries and whose turn it is to take out the trash and whether Ilya's music is too loud at midnight, which it is.

    On the ice, Shane is someone else entirely. Ilya watches him from the upper stands every morning with vending machine coffee going cold in his hand and doesn't tell anyone.

    Or: Shane asked Ilya once how you know when it's the right person. Ilya described Shane to him, and Shane didn't recognise himself.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    “I have a surprise for you all, if you’ve been good boys and girls.” Ariana gestured across the lawn, where pink X-shaped crosses now dotted the landscape. Handcuffs dangled from the top of each.
    “Two, if we’re being technical. Islanders, please welcome our new bombshells! They will be giving you a very warm welcome. If you’re chosen, that is. Have fun…”

    Shane's wrists pulled against his restraints, heart thudding. A finger ran over his lips, shushing him. Then two hands appeared, tracing his body, warm and firm over his exposed skin. Shane panted, dizzy and delirious. Through the haze, he started smiling. He was straight. He was actually straight. Irrefutably hard as hell for some sexy new bombshell.

    A hand traced Shane’s jaw, almost tender, and their hips pressed together again for just a moment. Shane’s mind stuttered, his own hardness meeting…something else.
    Warm breath wafted into his ear. “I will give you some time to ah, calm down, yes?”
    Shane jerked back, hitting his head against the cross with a loud curse.
    The voice was Russian. Vaguely familiar. And unmistakably male.

     

    ~shane goes on love island. ilya enters as a bombshell. gay chaos ensures. ~

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Sochi Olympics, 2014.

    "MASSIVE ICLOUD HACK REVEALS PRIVATE PHOTOS, MESSAGES, VIDEOS OF HUNDREDS OF OLYMPIC ATHLETES"

    Ilya feels a trickle of unease down his spine. He shakes it off impatiently as he clicks on the article.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Odd-Man Rush: The situation that occurs when a team enters the attacking zone and outnumbers the opposing players in the zone.

    Or,

    Shane doesn’t know why he still feels so off-kilter. He should be the happiest he’s ever been—he won the Cup, he feels like he’s maybe starting to have a few friends on his team, and he’s finally starting to believe his parents when they tell him he won’t get traded again. He should be on top of the world, but sometimes he still feels like the lone defender on an odd-man rush, skating as fast as he can to prevent what feels like an inevitable outcome.

    The problem is that he’s not quite sure which outcome it is that he’s trying to stop.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander, captain of the Boston Raiders, is the the undisputed best hockey player of his generation. But he’s lonely. His relationships with women have never worked out, and he’s afraid he knows why.

    Ilya Rozanov is a charismatic, openly bisexual personal trainer and influencer. His Insta is half thirst traps, half brutal and perceptive hockey critique.

    It’s no surprise, really, that Shane falls for him so hard and so fast.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    When Paramedic Shane Hollander and EMT Hayden Pike start working nights, they expect to spend their shifts getting fucked over by Response Paramedic—and notorious asshole—Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane does end up getting fucked, just not in the way he was expecting.

    (shane just wants to do his job and ride the ambulance. ilya thinks shane should be riding him, instead.)

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    01 Mar 2026

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    To pay for his off-campus apartment, Shane Hollander starts working as a camboy. His teammate, co-Captain, and biggest rival, Ilya Rozanov, finds out and wants to do a collab.

    Turns out, he had been doing porn to pay for his own necessities.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Hermione Granger is approaching her 25th birthday, and through no fault of her own, is still a virgin.
    Draco Malfoy isn't interested in anything serious, and to prove it, he's developed a charm that let's witches have their "first time" a second time. While keeping his promise to witches to give them a do-over guaranteed to satisfy, he's earned himself a reputation. Hermione hears about his charm through the rumour mill, and sees what could be the solution to her little virginity problem. Malfoy seems to be the expert after all.

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    Hermione has a problem that Draco can solve.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    When Draco Malfoy is unexpectedly widowed on the night of his daughter’s birth, Mediwitch Hermione Granger is on shift, one of the team responsible for facilitating the difficult delivery.

    Draco is adrift, lost in a sea of grief and terrified at the prospect of bringing up his daughter alone.

    After supporting father and daughter through that first fraught night, Hermione is desperate to see Draco succeed in bonding with Aurora despite the traumatic circumstances of her birth.

    In the weeks and months that follow, she unwittingly becomes part of the new family's support system along with Draco's clueless friends, Pansy Parkinson, Blaise Zabini and Theodore Nott.

    Together they form an unlikely safety net, determined not to let Draco fall.

    As she navigates the pitfalls and successes of parenthood alongside him, Hermione discovers that Draco is no longer the man she once knew.

    Can Draco find the strength to open his fragile heart and allow himself to fall in love once again?

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    07 Oct 2025

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    “Well?” Hermione rolled her shoulders back and stood in what she deemed to be a more kissable stance within the coat closet before gesturing toward him. “Go on then.”

    Draco’s face twisted in incredulous confusion. “We’re not actually going to kiss. You do know that, right?”

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    OR: Draco doesn't want to kiss Hermione during a game night, and she's fairly certain there's more to it than the reason he gave.

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    18/30
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    25 Sep 2025

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