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  1. Public Bookmark 96

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    “Why are you taking notes?!” gasped Ilya. He squinted to try to decipher Shane’s writing, but quickly gave up.

    “See, right here, I think we lost momentum here…”

    “Oh my god, Hollander.” Ilya knocked Shane’s pen out of his hand and considered tossing it across the room.

    “I’m not criticizing. I’m analyzing,” Shane said, picking his pen back up.

    “Is worse.”

    OR

    Ilya Rozanov knew better than to make a sex tape with Assistant Captain Shane Hollander. A week later, his husband is sitting on their couch in his slutty little glasses with a notebook full of notes, ready to review their game tape. Captain Rozanov has a few thoughts about that.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    5 times Cliff Marlow realized something had changed with Ilya Rozanov leading up to his transfer to Ottawa + 1 (what he decided to do about it)

    or: canon compliant but slightly canon divergent, set in between the events of Heated Rivalry and The Long Game

    or: Cliff Marlow's perspective of Ilya's last season in Boston while him and Shane are boyfriends

    or: Cliff Marlow is not the sharpest tool in the shed, but he's a loyal fucking friend

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    02 Sep 2026

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    “This might have been a bad idea.”
    “You think so?”
    “Hollander’s pissed.” Marlow said, stating the obvious.
    “No he’s not.” Ilya answered easily. “He’s just nervous.”
    “About what?”

    “About asking if he can watch you fuck me.”

     

    -OR-

    Ilya and Marlow have been hooking up for years - though it was never personal (until it was too late).

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Ilya and Shane have always played the long game. Staying quiet, careful, and together, just not publicly. Not yet. Maybe not for a while. Later, they’ll have everything they want. Later, they told themselves. It was always supposed to be later. Then Ilya gets a call from Russia that changes everything.

    Within days, their carefully planned future is replaced with something much more immediate: Ilya's four-year-old niece, who needs them now, not later. Suddenly, later isn’t an option anymore.

    ----

    Or: Alexei and his wife are in an accident, leaving their daughter orphaned. Ilya is the only family she has left, leaving him with a life-changing choice

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    02 Sep 2026

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    In this universe, when someone meets their soulmate, they both compulsively start calling each other pet names. It's a rare phenomenon. The world is obsessed with it. There's lots of fanfare around it.

    Shane Hollander doesn't want to ever find his soulmate. So much so he gains a reputation for being antisocial. He doesn't care, staying quiet means he'll less likely be outed as gay and his goal of having a professional hockey career can be achieved.

    Ilya Rozanov desperately wants to find his soulmate. So much so, he wants to become a professional hockey player, move to the states, just so he can travel the world and talk to as many people as possible. Because doing so means he could find certain love in his life.
     

    They make this way harder on themselves than it needs to be.

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    01 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    For everyone who just wants to read more smut.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Luch-Shane,” Ilya says, catching himself only at the last moment before he breaks their no pet names in the workplace rule. “Why don’t you get some air, yes? We can-”

    Shane’s anxiety takes a quick backseat to annoyance once more, at being handled like a child instead of a grown man, like he hasn’t been doing this just as long as Ilya, like he needs someone to tell him when to take a break.

    Like he deserved to have everything taken away from him because he couldn’t handle it to start with.

    “I’m fine,” he says, voice icy.

    The step he takes away is too big, farther than he meant to get from Ilya’s side, and the air between them feels both charged and icy.

    He isn’t quite bold enough to try and fix it.

    (shane is married and on the same team as his husband) (and all it cost him was his whole career and the life he spent years building beforehand) (but it's fine, really) (it's all so very, very fucking fine)

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Can I tell you a secret?” Mom asks.

    Shane nods immediately. He likes secrets. Especially from his mother. She knows everything about everything.

    “It doesn’t matter what they say or do,” she tells him. “The only thing that matters is what you do on the ice.”

    “Score lots of goals?” Shane clarifies, since eleven-year-old boys do all kinds of things on the ice.

    “Score lots of goals.” Mom nods with a grin. “The ice doesn’t care who you are, Shane. So, you go out there and give it your everything. Then nothing else matters.”

    “You promise?” Shane whispers.

    “I promise,” Mom tells him firmly. “If you’re good on the ice, they won’t care who you are off it.”

    OR: An ode to the many layers of Shane Hollander.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    31 Aug 2026

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    In a world where homophobia and queer fear doesn't exist, in a world where love can happen out in the open for anyone and everyone, Shane Hollander is still stubbornly single. As the Captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, he insists he's too focused on hockey and his career for a relationship, when in reality, old fears of being seen as "the hockey weirdo" keep him from unmasking.

    That is, until Ilya Rozanov enters his life. The newly single Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, after a decade-long relationship ends amicably, is now interested in the one man who won't give him the time of day.

    So when Shane, while on National Television, tells Ilya he'll have to "impress him" to earn that first date, Ilya takes it as the greatest challenge of his life. What follows is a whirlwind of grand romantic gestures, public flirting, chirping (flirting) on the ice, social media ploys and and ever escalating spectacle. All while the NHL, their friends, their family, their teams, and fans across the continent watch, cheer, and place bets on when Shane will finally say yes.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Worried about me, Hollander?”

    A few months ago, Shane would’ve called him an asshole and left him in this dingy hospital room alone. A few months ago, Shane would’ve rolled his eyes and thrown back a line about wanting to ensure all his patients were looked after and how he had a responsibility, especially to members of his own firehouse. Hell, a few months ago, maybe Shane wouldn’t have even been here in the first place.

    But today, after the scare he’s had and the hours he’s spent really coming to terms with… well, everything, Shane just nods tiredly.

    “I was. I was terrified actually. I haven’t left this hospital since I rolled in doing chest compressions on you because we couldn’t get your sinus rhythm back and your heart stopped.”

    ***

    OR: Ilya Rozanov is Firehouse 17's supposed asshole lieutenant and Shane Hollander is their newest paramedic.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Troy likes that, yeah.” Ilya said. “But why does that matter?”

    “Because he’ll be our guest?” Shane raised an eyebrow.

    Huh.

    “No, Ryan and Fabian are coming this weekend.” Ilya corrected.

    “No… this weekend is Troy and Harris.”

    “Look, I put it on the calendar.” Ilya said, pulling out his phone. “See, it says ‘visit’ with a little pride flag.”

    “I thought that was Troy and Harris!”

    “Why would that be Troy and Harris?” Ilya said, bewildered.

    “Because they’re also gay?” Shane said, exasperated.

    “I would put a pride flag and an apple for them.” Ilya shrugged. “Or like a hockey puck or something.”

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    OR Five Times Shane and Ilya accidentally host the other out queer couples of the MHL (retired and active) + the one time they do it on purpose
    (used to be called come with me, space cowboy)

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Ilya aren't caught by David at the cottage... but they really aren't hiding anything as well as they think they are.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Well, Rozanov can’t afford the rehab he needs to get back to the league,” Shane said. “So I’ll pay for it.”
    “And—” Ilya began.
    “And whatever else he needs to get by until he gets himself another contract,” Shane said. As Shane spoke, Ilya largely kept his eyes on the money manager. He’d never gotten to watch someone realize Shane was insane before.

    The reigning NHL MVP can't cover the costs of his recovery after getting in an off-season car wreck. Shane adds Ilya Rozanov to his investment portfolio.

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    31 Aug 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 13

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    Shane usually leaves the dirty talk to Ilya, but tonight, alone in his hotel room while away for a shoot, he decides to take complete control. What starts as a surprising text quickly escalates into a video call where Shane takes the lead, demanding every ounce of Ilya's obedience. Six mind-blowing orgasms, custom toys, and a brand-new accessory later, Ilya learns just how good it feels to submit and do exactly what his husband tells him to do.

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    30 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 14

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    "I do not want to go in." Ilya said suddenly after a bout of silence. "Is heavy like..." 

    "Like a weight in your chest?" Shane finished Ilya's sentence as he bunched up the pillow behind him, with Anya curled at his feet. 

    "Yes, but.. I am selling house. This should not be bad thing." Ilya murmured.

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    30 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 4

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    To Svetlana, the world is so obvious.

    She tracks patterns, clocks nuance, reads futures in microexpressions and histories in breathing changes. Men and women are open tomes, transactions are manipulable, and exchanges are inevitably in her favor. There is little she has ever wanted that she has not easily seen a path to acquire, and the exceptions have always proven to be things she did not want so much after all.

    Save one.

    She has wanted peace for Ilya for so long it has seared her.

    --

    OR: a very short 4am insomnia ficlet, prose for Svetlana watching over Ilya through the years on his way to Shane

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    29 Aug 2026

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    3 times Luca Haas calls Shane Hollander 'Daddy' as a joke and 1 time he takes it very seriously.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    What if -

    Shane still doesn't send the 'We didn't even kiss' text and starts to spiral. Ilya finds him.

     

    Title from Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.

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    29 Aug 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 53

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    “No, I’m calling about one of your individual accounts. The trust for Ms. Tatiana Rozanov.”
    Ilya fell silent, moving to sit down on a kitchen stool. Robert took the silence as cue to continue. “Ms. Rozanov has requested to meet with you. If you are open to this, my office can handle the logistics.”
    “Yes,” was all Ilya could say.
    “Ok, Ms. Rozanov has informed us she is currently in Montreal. We can schedule you to meet here in our Montreal office.”
    “Yes.”

    OR- When Ilya left Russia in 2017, he established a trust for his niece that she could access when she turned 18. Now, 18 years later, she is requesting to meet with him.

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    29 Aug 2026

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