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    When something goes wrong on a hunt and Castiel is exorcised from his vessel, there’s only one option to save him: saying yes. And of course Dean’s going to say yes and let Castiel in. That’s his best friend. He just didn’t account for the whole “seeing each other’s thoughts and feelings” part of possession. Oops.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Dean smiled, and hesitated at the door. He opened his mouth, but nothing came out, just like last week. Castiel watched him expectantly, but without judgement, ever patient.
    “I… thanks, Cas,” Dean managed, hoping to convey how he felt. Because somehow, he felt that something happened this time, something clicked.
    Castiel smiled, actually smiled with his eyes and mouth and Dean almost swooned like a Victorian lady.
    Fuck he’s so handsome.
    “Any time, Dean. My door is always open.”
    Dean nodded and hurried away. He hoped he didn't seem rude by it. His heart thudded in his chest and he didn't even stop by to say goodbye to Alice.
    What the hell is happening to me?

     

    This is about Dean going to therapy and Cas teaching him chess, because what Dean really needs is a friend he can rely on (and maybe thats what Cas needs too). But Dean feels different around Cas, maybe it was because of the way he listened and looked like he cared, maybe it was the coffee Cas always seemed to get right. Either way, Castiel was one of Deans best… was Deans favorite… Dean… well he really liked his therapist, ok? It’s normal to like your therapist!!

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Castiel manages to escape the Empty, but on borrowed time. Before he hands over his grace, he accidentally forges an angelic bond to Dean, his new life mate, and grace tainted with humanity has no place in the angel afterlife.

    The bond forces Dean and Cas to navigate new waters, as they can now see into each other’s minds and feel what the other feels. Grace sex between Dean’s soul and Cas’s grace becomes a new normal in the couple’s lives, until it causes something they never thought possible...

    This is my version of a post-finale fix-it, starting after the events of 15x18 and reimagining a future for the Winchesters filled with family and love ♡ Hope you enjoy!

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    06 Dec 2025

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    It's extremely lonely out in space. How they deal with it is not necessarily healthy.

    An anthology of stories in one contiguous, canon universe. Explores their entire star-crossed relationship from Series 1 - TPL

    I plan on doing 2 short stories per series and one for TPL and two for BTE as well as a conclusion (26 stories total), so it's ambitious. Wish me luck.

    Also, every chapter except #1 has explicit horny behaviour. Enjoy!

    With this many stories happening you can probably tag this with every NSFW tag under the sun.

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    06 Jul 2025

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    Just like almost everything else in his life, Arnold J. Rimmer has a complex about death; specifically the one he suffered three million years ago. When presented with the option of either keeping the last man alive sane or blinking out of existence never to be seen again, the choice is - obviously - relatively simple.

    Unfortunately for Rimmer, the last man alive happens to be a complete and total gimp, and he has his work cut out for him.

    This is a semi-anthology(?) series which follows the highs and lows of Rimmer and Lister's relationship from Series I to XII. While the holographic version of Rimmer throws himself head-first into his new role as the custodian of Lister's sanity, he must also grapple with his identity as a simulated approximation of a dead man. In the meantime, Lister must come to terms with the disturbing fact that his annoying bunkmate is slowly but surely growing on him.

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    05 Jul 2025