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Eddie has to laugh at this point, because this isn't just about Tommy completely disregarding the general audience commentary on how harmful Gardner's books are. This is about him not caring about Buck's interests even a tiny bit.
Eddie would be lying if he said he's a hundred percent into everything Buck tells him, but he has never—not once—not listened to what he has to say.
Setting down his beer and turning towards Tommy, Eddie glares, his mouth twitching. "Doesn't take away the fact that he's still very much openly hating on women for most of them."
A beat of silence, "I take it you've read him, then."
There is a taunting tone in his voice that Eddie can't quite ignore. He forces himself to smile, breathes in through the nose, "Wasn't interested in reading him after Buck explained in painful detail why I shouldn't."
or 5 times Eddie corrects Tommy on something Buck related and the 1 time Tommy is actually right
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"Eddie, what are you doing here?”
A beat.
“Would you believe me if I said I was really craving spaghetti bolognese?” He asks, giving him a half smile.
Another beat.
Buck gives him a dry look and Eddie exhales slowly, steeling himself, shoving his hands into the pockets of his jeans.
“Okay, fine. I followed you here.”
“I assumed as much,” Buck states, nodding his head. “I’m just trying to understand why.”
Or, Eddie stalks Buck on one of his dates. But he promises that it's not his fault, really. (It is.)
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“You want me to jerk off with a fleshlight? Right now?” Buck sounds incredulous, rightfully so, his voice pitching into a mix of panic and curiosity.
“No! I mean–” Eddie takes a deep breath and looks Buck right in the eye, “I wanna be the one to do it.”
“To jerk off? You wanna borrow–”
“I wanna get you off!” Eddie states way too loudly and immediately lowers his voice with alarm, eyes darting to the door. When nothing happens, he turns back to Buck who appears frozen, Eddie's next words sure and steady if not a little stilted. “To make you feel better. Since you're hurting right now. As your best friend.”
or: Eddie finds Buck's fleshlight, things go downhill from there.
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"That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."
Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."
"I do know that."
"You don't."
"Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."
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Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.Series
- Part 1 of veni, vidi, vici
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Theo takes one, tiny nibble then slams himself backwards into his chair, which Eddie just narrowly stops from tipping over. “I’m hungry,” he sobs.
Buck crouches by Theo’s chair and wraps an arm around him. He pats his back and tries not to fall into hysterics himself. “I know, honey. I’m sorry.”
“Hey,” Eddie whispers over Theo’s head. “Let me try.”
Buck considers it for a moment. Eddie isn’t the terrible cook he and Chris like to pretend he is. “Okay. Theo, did you hear that? Eddie’s gonna make you a quesadilla.”
Theo’s face brightens substantially, and his tears cut off. “Eddie?” he sniffs as he leans into Buck’s side and gets snot on his shoulder.
or, after Buck's multiple failed attempts, Eddie manages to make a quesadilla Theo is willing to eat
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The first night sleeping alone again Eddie’s skin is crawling. He tosses, he turns, he flips his pillow, he gets up to pour a glass of water, he checks on Chris, he scrolls on his phone at the most recent reels Buck has sent, he counts sheep.
He doesn’t sleep.or
Buck moves out. Eddie can't sleep without him.
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“Am I really so awful to you?” Buck hates how fragile his voice comes out. This wasn't supposed to happen. He wasn't supposed to fall apart today, but here he is. The grand court jester, riding his unicycle on the tight rope of death and hoping it doesn't hurt too bad when it kills him.
Eddie turns to him, his eyes a storm that Buck can't look away from if he tried, “Awful? Buck you would ruin me–”
The bells ring, effectively cutting Eddie off from whatever scathing remark he had planned to sear into Buck's soul like a hot brand.
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Or: a hypothetical conversation leads to some realizations
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“I got jealous, okay? The guy was all,” he gestures with his hands, huffing, “over you.”
Buck frowns, “Uh, but—”
Eddie shakes his head, “Just—forget it,” he mumbles.
(Or, Eddie goes to the mall with his best friend Buck, and he gets some big revelations along the way.)
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In Eddie's defense, he grew up watching telenovelas, okay?
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Or: Eddie misses his husband, and makes it everyone's problem.
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“What if they never get over it? You said your sister came out and they didn’t talk to her for three years, and the only reason they went back to it was because she was in a car accident!”
Eddie shrugs. “Okay so we give it a year and I reverse into a hydrant.”
This finally makes Buck stop and turn to him. Good, progress. “This isn’t a joke, Eddie,” he says seriously.
Or: After a horrifying dinner with Eddie's parents, Buck loses the fight to the guilt of not being enough for Eddie. Temporarily.
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a guide on how to uncouple two platonic best friends by lifelessframe
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Jul 2026
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“I hate when you guys act like–” Chris cuts himself off with a groan.
Buck and Eddie frown and look at each other “Like what?”
“Like you’re–“ he huffs in frustration.
“What, Chris?”
“Like you’re a married couple!” he blurts out “Like you need each other before making any major decisions regarding me just because you’re so codependent, like you… ugh, just stop! I don’t need you ganging up on me” and with that he slams the door shut.
Teenagers are complicated. When Buck and Eddie won’t allow Chris to go to a certain party, he ends up saying something that sends them into a spiral. More so when everybody seems to agree with him.
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Eddie Diaz realizes he’s bisexual at approximately 11:30 PM.
By 9:14 AM the next morning, he has:
- Dumped his girlfriend,
- Proposed marriage to Buck,
_ Emotionally compromised an entire fire engine,
- Held Buck hostage in radiology, and
- Turned a Level 1 Trauma Center into a live studio audience.The thing is, Buck would’ve handled this better if Eddie had:
- NOT proposed marriage in the middle of a gas leak,
- NOT immediately started flirting like a menace,
- NOT weaponized ER paperwork,
- NOT trapped him in a CT room,
- NOT weaponized eye contact,
- NOT somehow become hotter in a hospital gown, and
- NOT had an entire emergency department acting as witnesses.Evan Buckley, is, in a word, doomed.
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And, fine, maybe Eddie likes it, okay? Maybe keeping up the veneer of his heterosexuality is not as important to him as making sure Buck's hands are on him at all times. Maybe he's a six foot man in his thirties who likes it when his best friend - maybe the love of his life? Eddie's doing extensive studies and the results are coming out with heart eyes - manhandles him a little.
The question is now, of course, what Eddie is going to do about it.
Eddie Diaz wants his best friend to pick him up and maybe throw him around a little. He gets, perhaps, a little crazy about it.
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“Theo? Can you tell me what’s wrong?”
“He didn’t come home.” He stutters his way through the sentence, like it’s the scariest thing he’s ever said. Like he’s forcing himself to say it but doesn’t understand why it’s so scary, just that it is. Josh frowns at the screen in response. Tentatively types, possibly abandoned.
Jesus. What the hell is wrong with people these days?
“Who didn’t come home, Theo? Your dad?”
Theo, 5. Child in distress. Possibly abandoned.
The radio crackles with acknowledgment as Theo exhales shakily. It’s wet, like he’s building up all the courage his little body has to offer. “My Buck.”
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Or, Theo calls 9-1-1 because Buck doesn't come home after he gets hurt on a shift.
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Okay, so Eddie isn’t a hundred percent sure Buck feels the same. But sometimes when Buck looks at him Eddie feels loved, like Buck is capable of making his love a solid thing with weight and density, that he places around Eddie’s shoulders like a cloak of Evan Buckley’s devotion.
The first problem with being in love with your best friend (who may love you back), who doesn’t know that you’re even an option—is that it means you have to make yourself an option, and the only way Eddie can be an option, is by telling Buck he is an option.
And the Buckley-Han New Year’s party, probably isn’t the time for The Big Gay Reveal™; queue jazz hands and confetti.
Or; It’s New Year’s Eve, and Eddie accidentally comes out to all of his friends throughout the night.
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For a second, Eddie switched sides. He thought about how he’d feel if Buck had been the one trapped down there. He would’ve been livid, but even more so, he would’ve been petrified. Even the idea of losing Buck was overwhelmingly unnerving. He couldn’t imagine one day without him, let alone a whole lifetime.
Buck checked in with Eddie, but Eddie should’ve checked in with Buck. He’d been so set on moving forward that he left his closest friend behind.
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Or the one where Eddie opens his door and finds Buck, who is clearly overwhelmed and still afraid. Set shortly after 3x15.
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- Part 1 of Buck + Eddie
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Finally, Eddie spoke. His voice was barely audible. “You shouldn’t have shown me this.”
Buck shifted. “Why not?”
“Because it’s 2 am on a school night, and now I need to go wake my kid up to tell him how amazing he is and cry into his pajama shirt.”
He was already moving, rolling towards the edge of the bed, but Buck was quick to pull him back. They wrestled half-heartedly; but the effort was hardly real on his opponent’s part and eventually Buck prevailed. Eddie slumped back, going limp in his arms.
Buck only pulled him closer, pressing his lips to the warm skin of his torso. “He knows,” he whispered into his skin.
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Buck and Eddie, still figuring out what they are, want to keep their brand new relationship under wraps. Their boys don't quite get the same memo.
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buck's guide to impressing your boyfriend (results may vary) by madforyou
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Jul 2026
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“You asked me if I like Tommy,” Eddie continues, slightly less manic now. “I don’t dislike Tommy. I just think you’re crossing oceans for someone who wouldn’t cross the street for you, Buck, and it makes me fucking sick because you can’t see it. You can’t see what you’re worth, and he’s never going to show you.”
Buck scoffs. It’s wet and bitter and he hates the sound of it, but he can’t stop it. “Oh, and you will? You gonna show me what I’m worth, Eddie? You?”
He doesn’t mean it to sound like a dare. But fuck, it comes out like one.
Eddie flinches, as if Buck hit him, and for a second he looks so small — hurt and startled — before he closes it off, harder than before.
“Fuck you, Buck.”
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i make sense of the madness (when i listen to your voice) by joyfulphoenix
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Apr 2022
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But he is - healing.
All because of that night.
The night where after months of slowly losing control and oh desperately trying to keep it in, Eddie finally let it all out.
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Eddie breaks down and starts his recovery journey that leads to him finally telling Buck how he feels.
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Buck weaves his way into Eddie and Christopher’s life in the easy way that he’s always had about him. He’s at therapy sessions and dentist appointments, at the grocery store, and the empty side of Eddie’s bed when the nightmares tear him from sleep.
He’s everywhere, always; stitching Eddie back together, making something whole out of them.