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He knows its a lost cause when Ray says he loves him. Ray hadn't said it then. Pete didn't need him to. But maybe Ray thinks that Pete needs to hear it. Needs it because he needs Ray, but he can't have him anymore. Not when the soldiers tear them away from each other, so that they can deliver the final shot.
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a character study of sebastien chen up to S2 Ep9
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- Part 1 of Reviving Quantico!
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My world, my world, my world by Namgitrash
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
19 Nov 2024
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5 times where no one believes Pete and Porsche are a thing + 1 time they set the record straight
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you're alive, you're alive in my head by Namgitrash for lilaccamellia, Wickychu, Mrs_Stranger, Little_Panda, ann, just_one_user
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
16 Aug 2024
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What was Kinn supposed to do besides dig his claws in further when Porsche tried to leave him? Kinn had loved Porsche with the consistency and magnitude of the ever-expanding universe and where had that left him? With a dead body.
And for a millisecond, Kinn thinks that maybe, just maybe, his love killed Porsche.
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and if this is the end, i want a boyfriend by Namgitrash for ann, iamafangirlinthefandomworld, Manta123, Mrs_Stranger, Anyone else who wanted PetePorsche to die instead of suffer under Kinn and Vegas :3
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
08 Aug 2024
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“There’s a place we can go where they can’t follow us.”
Pete scoffs at that. They both know there is no escape from Kinn and Vegas outside of death.Pete stiffens when he realizes what Porsche is getting at.
“Don’t,” Pete hisses,”Just. Don’t.”
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it's never over by Namgitrash for AwesomeBubble
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
24 Jun 2024
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Pete knows that it makes him weak, but he can’t spend the rest of his life fighting Vegas. Not when after everything he still loves him. Does that make Pete insane? He thinks in a way that they both killed each other.
Vegas didn’t used to be this cold, this angry. And Pete used to be human.
But that was a lifetime ago, and here and now, Pete knew two things to be true.
Pete’s love for Vegas is going to get him killed and up until Vegas kills him, Pete’s life is easier when he’s just a pet.
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will i ever see your sweet return? by Namgitrash for nonalci
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
22 Jun 2024
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Arm doesn’t know how Porsche does it. He hears him in the middle of the night when he’s checking the security feed. Screaming I love you while Kinn fucks him raw because if he says anything else Kinn will make him regret it.
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Everything is Beautiful and Everything Hurts by Namgitrash
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
13 Jun 2024
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He passes by Chay’s room and peeks in to make sure everything is in order. Shrine of Wik. Dirty clothes strewn on the floor. Computer open on his desk. Bed sheets made up in a sorry attempt at neatness.
And no Chay.
Porsche says good night anyways. He doesn’t care that the room has been empty for years, he doesn’t go through Chay’s things and still says good morning and night to him everyday. It helps Porsche pretend that Chay is just out at school, or having a late night of fun with friends. Anything that lets Porsche ignore that Chay is dead, dead, dead.
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“Please fuck me. I need it.”
“You need it?” Jace says, and Simon can feel him smiling into his skin as he futilely tries to squirm out of the Shadowhunter’s grasp, trying to get some friction on his now achingly hard cock.
“Need is such a strong word Simon…You don’t need my cock. Although…” and Jace tilts his head a little bit, looking up at Simon and grinning sharply at the wrecked look on his face.
“Although,” he repeated, “ I guess sluts like you really do need cock, hm?”
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- Part 3 of ꧁Angel with a Shotgun Universe꧂ (●’◡’●)ﾉ
- Part 5 of Shadowhunters Being Sad n’ Stuff™️
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hiding in your orange, breaking in your blue by Namgitrash
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
15 Mar 2024
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Simon isn’t blind, okay? He knows that the Prince is hot, catches himself following the sharp curve of his jaw, the soft flutter of his eyelashes, the gentle waves of dark brown and light blonde hair…
The point is, Simon knows that the Prince is hot. But that’s just it. An observation. A fact. Nothing more. Except–except the Prince is walking over to him, his molten brown eyes locked on his and Simon can’t move.
The Prince–Wille–is so pretty it hurts and so genuine. There’s something all-encompassing and honest underneath the sheer want in Wille’s gaze and Simon wants it all. But he really does hate the Prince. So he straightens his shoulders, shrugging off the haze of lust that’d clouded his mind moments before and levels the Prince with an unimpressed stare. He wants to walk away. Wants to move from under the Prince’s appreciative gaze but his feet stay glued to the ground.
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you weren’t down for forever, and it's fine (i’m right where you left me) by Namgitrash
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
18 Jan 2023
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There’s nothing that drowns out the pain, no amount of screaming into the starless night sky above the football field or crying into his mom’s arms after he spends another day at school ignoring the defeated curve of Wille’s shoulders and the ache in his chest at the glow of his dirty blonde hair under the crappy gym lights.
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“So that’s it then huh? You’re just gonna leave me here? To die?” Simon's voice cracks at the end despite his anger, despite him trying his best to look defiant in the face of his death.
“I can’t,” Wille tries, but his voice fails him,”I can’t do anything Simon. You know that.”
“I don’t know anything, Wille! I don’t know anything. And everything I thought I knew,” Simon says his anger suddenly giving way to frightening numbness. “Isn’t true. None of it. So what am I supposed to do Wille? Am I supposed to forgive you so that you won’t feel guilty when my head rolls tomorrow? Is that it?”
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It’s not fair, and Simon won’t do this again. He won’t put his heart in Wille’s hands again, bleeding and vulnerable and despite everything, so very hopeful, while Wille figures out if he’s ready to be brave. He can’t do it again.
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All You Ever Did Was Wreck Me by Namgitrash
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
14 Nov 2022
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Porsche holds tightly to Pete’s hand, wishing with everything that is left of him that things could be different. But they can’t, so Porsche mourns. He cries and cries, silent tears that seem to never stop. Porsche mourns the life he wanted to live. Mourns the man next to him who cries with him, because Porsche can’t be the one to wipe his tears anymore.
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I Can be a Better Boyfriend than Him by Namgitrash
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
19 Aug 2022
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No matter how hard Pete tried to focus on the frankly boring bills he had to sort and then pay, he kept on getting distracted by Porsche. The way his belt accentuates his waist, reminding Pete of how easy it’d be to rock him back and forth on his cock, slow and gentle just like how he knows Porsche likes–
“Pete.”
“Hm?”
“You’re drooling.”
“Shit.”
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Break Up With Your Boyfriend, Cuz I'm Bored by Namgitrash
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
01 Aug 2022
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“Don’t you see Porsche?You and Kinn are everything like me and Vegas.”
Porsche is shaking his head now, muttering under his breath and Pete feels a little sorry for him, but it doesn’t stop him from saying, “So if you think that me and Vegas are that bad for each other, if you think we should break up, then it’d be hypocritical of you not to break up with Kinn first.”
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Porsche and Pete having relationship issues and then literally running away from their problems :3
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Some People Fall in Love with the Wrong People Sometimes by Namgitrash
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
23 Jul 2022
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So when Pete doesn’t have a lighter and one magically appears out of thin air, his first thought is that the universe is taking pity on him for all the shit it’s put him through, and that it wants to introduce good things back into his life in small doses. And in that split second, Pete’s logic makes perfect sense to him and a floating lighter seems like a perfect first step to his life getting better. But then he sees a expensive patterned shirt and it’s him, Pete’s summoned him somehow with his twisted begging and half sincere pleas in the dead of night when he can’t sleep and suddenly Pete has his gun drawn and pointed directly at Vegas.
And Pete doesn’t shoot.
He doesn’t shoot.
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Angel with A Shotgun by Namgitrash
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
14 Jun 2022
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“W-what do you want from me?” Simon asked. He didn’t care that his voice shook. They already thought that he was weak and pathetic before he even said anything.
He heard laughter bubble up around him, but he kept his eyes on the woman in front of him. It wasn’t like he had much choice. He watched a smooth smile of sharp white teeth spread across her face as she leaned closer and breathed into his ear.
“Everything.”
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An excuse for me to hurt Simon, because I like seeing my favorite characters suffer : )
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- Part 2 of Shadowhunters Being Sad n’ Stuff™️
- Part 1 of ꧁Angel with a Shotgun Universe꧂ (●’◡’●)ﾉ
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Justice Looks Like Blue Fingertips and Lifeless Eyes by Namgitrash
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
19 Mar 2022
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It's months before Simon says, "I killed him."
He's staring at the TV but Jace knows he's not watching it.
"I know, " Jace says because he'd always known.
"I'm not sorry," Simon replies.
Jace shrugs, "I know. I don't care. "
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- Part 4 of Shadowhunters Being Sad n’ Stuff™️
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Heaven is Real, and I’m Dating Him <3 by Namgitrash
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
17 Dec 2021
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simon: you come here often
jace: this is my room, simon
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- Part 2 of ꧁Angel with a Shotgun Universe꧂ (●’◡’●)ﾉ
- Part 3 of Shadowhunters Being Sad n’ Stuff™️