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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    She works at Peli Motto's hangar, and every time, a certain Mandalorian arrives, her whole world is turned upside down.

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    19 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    Chan has to deal with his emotions after Hansol's sudden death

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    14 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    “I like you.”

    The words weigh heavy on Chan’s chest. It’s as if Hansol managed to take his breath away with four words, as if Hansol managed to take Chan’s fear away by baring his emotions to him. Hansol makes Chan want to believe again. But no matter how true Hansol’s words are, Chan can never be too careful.

    “It’ll pass.”

    or;

    Chan doesn’t like intimacy, doesn’t like the thought of committing in a relationship, doesn’t like taking serious things seriously, and Hansol likes him too much that he doesn’t really mind.

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    20 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    When Chan turned 16, he received the name of his soulmate on his wrist. But he moved on, knowing that there's a very low likelihood of ever meeting him.

    Now, if only he knew the name of the cute guy from his music production class.

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    19 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Chan has to deal with whatever deafening nonsense from his roommates while juggling with his feelings for his best friend.

    And Chan regrets drinking that goddamn love potion.

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    19 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 67

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    If a cup is broken, can it be fixed?

    Suppose you gather every last shard. You spend countless patient hours fitting them back together. You fill the cracks not with invisible glue, but with liquid gold – the ancient art of kintsugi. You do not hide the breaks. You illuminate them. The mended cup is now more beautiful for having been broken.

    But what then? Can it still hold scalding tea? Will it bear the heat, or will the golden seams betray it? Is it stronger at the breaks, or forever more fragile?

    And is the time, the pain, the hope poured into its repair worth the risk of it shattering once more? Because cups are fragile.

    Hearts are, too. Are his mates worthy of being trusted with his heart a second time? And has he learned the most devastating lesson of all – that sometimes, to survive, you must learn how to hold yourself?

     

    [Cross-posted on Wattpad under the same username]

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    18 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 42

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    Loneliness: a state of mind linked to wanting human contact but feeling alone.

    Chan feels lonely.

    Which sounds, objectively, ridiculous. He’s an idol. The moment he steps outside, he’s swallowed by a horde of staff and security. He performs in sold-out stadiums to seas of screaming fans. He’s part of Seventeen, one of the largest, most successful boy bands of his generation – a miracle of thirteen.

    He is, technically, almost never alone. His work is his life, and his life is twelve other people. Alphas and omegas who orbit each other with an instinctual gravity, he watches from the periphery.

    So the statement feels juvenile. A bratty complaint.

    And yet.

    The loneliness isn’t in the lack of bodies, but in the quality of the space between them. Is it because he’s the maknae? The only 99-liner without a same-aged friend in the group? Or is it the simpler, more brutal truth he circles back to every time?

    He is a beta. The only one in a pack of alphas and omegas.

    And in the silent calculus of pack dynamics, sometimes that just means you’re alone in a room full of people who are supposed to be yours.

     

    [Cross-posted on Wattpad under the same username]

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    18 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 15

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    “Yeah, I think I can see it now,” Chan says as convincingly as possible. He can’t believe he’s compromising his integrity for a boy. Though, the way Hansol’s face lights up, shining like the moon above them, makes it worth it.

    “See, I told you.” Hansol says brightly, and the cluster of feelings in Chan’s chest bursts into a million little stars. Perhaps his integrity can take a hit for now.

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    07 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 25

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    If anyone told Hansol just a year ago that he would be in this situation now, he would’ve laughed. Not because he hated Chan, but because he always saw Chan as just a friend.

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    04 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 43

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    My feelings for you
    Like the memories we share
    Have grown so big
    Summer's already gone and it's autumn
    Been waiting all this time

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    03 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 53

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    “Oh my god! Vernon has been confessing to you through song recommendations this whole time!” He yells.

    “What?” All of Chan’s blood feels like it leaves his face.

    “Yes! No one sends someone exclusively love songs unless they’re trying to get into their pants.”

    “I thought he just liked love songs.” Chan mutters.

     

    or, Chan and Vernon share music and fall for each other

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    02 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 63

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    Chan's life gets turned upside down mere days before Christmas and he figured a night out with Wonwoo and Soonyoung could help in some way. Maybe distract him.

    What he didnt know was that there was a certain set of pretty brown eyes that's about to take over all his waking thoughts.

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    01 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 24

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    “To have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health—”

    “We’re just going to repeat after the pastor later, you know.”

    “Oh my god!” Chan jumped from his seat and turned around, racking his brain for excuses. A sigh of relief escaped his chest when he found the man that he’d be spending the rest of his life with standing by the doorway, a small smile splayed on his lips. 

    “I can’t believe you’re practicing the vows in the bathroom, Chan.”

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    01 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 24

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    During a sleepover at Seungkwan's house, Chan and Hansol are the only ones still awake, and—look, they've gotta find some way to pass the time, alright? (Ignore that mutual pining thing on the side, please. What mutual pining? Chan doesn't know what a mutual pining is.)

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    01 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 38

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    He says, “It’s not fair. I’m sorry.”

    Seungkwan gathers Chan’s wrists in his hands and pulls them off his face. Pressing a kiss to the heels of Chan’s hands, he tries his best to smile. He’ll cry when this is over. Either Chan will fall asleep in his bed, or he’ll go back home to Hansol, and no matter what Seungkwan will cry.

    It’s not fair, his mind repeats. It’s not fair.

    But it’s less fair to hold it against Chan.

    “You have nothing to be sorry for,” Seungkwan says, putting as much emotion and sincerity into his words as he can. He needs Chan to understand this the most. “It’s all okay.”

     

    or; hansol and chan are getting married, and seungkwan pretends it doesn't break his heart

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    01 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Chan, why do you care so much what time I sleep?”

    “Because, dearest Hansol,” Chan simpers with dead eyes, “I am your roommate and friend and I am constantly worrying about your health and well-being. Plus you've got the lights on and play on your piano the whole fucking night, which means I don't get to sleep, and because all those things take up a lot of electricity on top of it being winter and needing to blast the heating on all the time unless we want to die as ice cubes, I don't get to eat either."

     

    In which Hansol finds it amusing how determined Chan is to put him to sleep at a reasonable time.

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    29 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 39

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    Hansol really liked people watching. Though he may like Chan just a bit more.

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    29 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 58

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    It takes Chan a year to realize that he's head over heels for Hansol.

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    29 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 26

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    Chan really needs Hansol in his life.

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    29 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 48

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    That's the distance it took for Chan to realize that he needed Hansol in his life.

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    Comments:
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    4,238

    29 Nov 2025

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