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    “I— I should get out of your hair,” he says.

    Eddie turns to look at him, the movement sharp. There’s a look on his face that looks like he thinks Buck might have lost his entire mind.

    “Did you hit your head on something?” he asks drily, like he knows that Buck didn’t. Buck hesitates anyway.

    “Uh,” he says ineloquently. “I don’t think so.”

    “Then why are you saying things that don’t make any sense?”

    in other words, the diaz boys take buck home with them after the tsunami.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Everybody else on earth was born with a manual on How to Be. A sort of silver spoon already tucked into their mouth.

    Shane wishes he had gotten one.

    After an exhausting day of masking and overstimulation, Shane has a panic attack. He loses the ability to speak. Thankfully, Ilya is there to help him through.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.

    or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “You can't buy me everything that I look at for more than two seconds.”

    “Is not two seconds,” Ilya says. He has already added the protein bar to his shopping basket and is in the process of putting in ten-packs of the other flavours. “I only buy when you look at least three seconds. That is when you want to have.”

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    Ilya starts giving Shane gifts at every opportunity. Shane investigates, and retaliates.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    It's Ilya and Shane's first Christmas together as an actual couple, and Ilya is a bit nervous to spend it with Shane's family. Of course, when he wakes up sick a few days before the holiday, that won't do. He can't ruin Christmas.

    Or, Ilya learns what it means to be cared for.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    “Fuck it,” Eddie mumbled before unlocking the phone again and opening his text thread with Buck. They hadn’t texted since Buck asked him if he wanted a scone or a danish from their favorite coffee shop before their last shift. Eddie sighed and pressed the corner of the phone against his forehead.

    He didn’t want to ask for help. He could spend another hour circling around the city. But he didn’t want to. He wanted this awful horrible day to be done. He wanted to hold his child and pretend for a little bit that everything was still whole. He sighed again before pressing call and pressing the phone to his ear.

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    Eddie finally asks for what he needs in the aftermath of the sudden loss of his Abuela. Buck finally stops running from his grief. And then Eddie’s parents show up.

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    24 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 43

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    Sometimes this is the way Henry takes care of Alex. Sometimes, taking the options away from his already overwhelmed brain, giving him only a handful to not fully take away the sense of independence Alex will desperately try to cling to when he feels he’s being too vulnerable is the best way to help him. Henry knows this. Henry knows him better than anyone.

    or alex has bad day at work and henry takes care of him

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    08 Jul 2025

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    Bobby would like the record to state that he did not intend to be this much of an asshole about it. Quite frankly, it had been an unforeseeable turn of events completely out of his control as long as you ignored the fact he had done it on purpose and enjoyed every second of it. Because Bobby Nash was not a spiteful man. He could, however, be a very petty one.

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    The Buckley parents happen to be in town around Buck’s birthday, and they let something slip about his non-existent baby box. Bobby decides to do something about it.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    It’s bright and warm and summery. His husband is laughing, soft and open and unburdened. There’s a perfect new baby in his arms and a perfect kid making jokes on the other side of the table and the zing of oranges in the air.

     

    And it’s so, so good that it’s hard to imagine that anything isn’t.

     

    This, of course, is an illusion that nobody is more proficient in shattering than Philip and Margaret Buckley.

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    21 May 2025

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    5 times Buck is aware of his body, and 1 time he doesn't have to be

    or: buck's body issues, from eddie's perspective

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    29 Mar 2025

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    Buck sleeps naked. Buck also sleep-walks. Buck sleep-walks naked out of his apartment and locks himself out.

    Fate cackles. Enter Eddie Diaz.

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    13 Mar 2025

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    Buck knows Eddie like he knows the sun will be coming up on the two of them in the morning, hugging the line of Eddie’s shoulder even through the blinds.

    And still, somehow, Eddie finds ways to surprise him.

    in which eddie is sweet, and buck is a little undone by it.

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    02 Mar 2025

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    buck! @firehose118:
    oh this banana bread riding the fuck outta me and biting my neck oh mygodddfuckkkkkkk

    chimney @hantweets:
    i don’t think it’s doing all that

    a collection of tweets and texts between the 118.

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    21 Jan 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 49

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    Eddie Diaz finds that working through your PTSD means you don't sleep as lightly as you used to, and alarms are mostly just for decoration. Evan Buckley finds a way to fix that.
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    A short, fluffy fic inspired by the quote "I loved her to the point of invention."

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    07 Jan 2025

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    This summer has had some subversive effects on his very definition of what it means to want.

    He’s always been good at not wanting too much or too recklessly. But these days, it seems like he’s insatiable, wrought with hunger and pillaging to consume.

    Maybe it's because this kind of wanting feels offensive—something he thought he’d snuffed out decades ago, made benign.

    He’s always been so good at beating it down, down, down into submission whenever it reared its ugly head; he had a handle on it.

    Now, it’s all gone to shit.

    or; Buck and Eddie have sex, Eddie freaks out. Wash, rinse, repeat.

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    06 Jan 2025

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    Bobby doesn't share his coffee with anyone. Ever. (Unless it's Buck.)

    Or, eight times Buck drank Bobby’s coffee, and the one time Bobby made it for him.

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    04 Jan 2025

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    "You, uh, kind of remind me of Bucky Barnes now,” Buck confesses.

    Eddie just raises his eyebrows at him, unimpressed, and lowers his prosthetic arm again. Buck thinks it's crazy how the mood has been shifting the whole evening, and somehow it all still feels so natural.

    “Why? Because we both lost our arm? That's pretty ableist of you, Buck.”

    Buck just rolls his eyes.

    “No, because you're both so fucking hot I'd let you rearrange my guts, no questions asked.”

    Well.

    This just in: tipsy Buck loses his brain-to-mouth filter around pretty boys!

    Woops?

     

    Or: Five times Buck’s brain-to-mouth filter betrays him and one time it doesn't.

    Which can also be read as:

    Five times Buck tries to be professional and one time he thinks screw it.

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    31 Dec 2024

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    “No pets allowed, only service dogs,” The waiter tells them, his voice a little more firm than necessary as he flicks his eyes between Buck, Eddie, and where Maple quietly but attentively stands between Buck and Chris. Buck shifts the leash in his hand, raising an eyebrow as he and Eddie seem to have the same thought, both pointing to the patch on the lab’s navy blue harness that reads Service Dog and Do Not Touch in bold letters.

    “It’s okay, she’s a service dog.” Buck and Eddie speak in unison, only further proving to Buck that they were thinking the same thing. The man takes one look at the black lab and then Chris and Buck, disregarding Chris’ crutches, and scoffs. Honest to god, scoffs. What the fuck?

    “Either show me her certification or I’m calling the cops.” There is venom in his tone this time and Maple boops his thigh with more force, trying to alert him to Chris’ distress.

    Or: Buck is dying to try a new restaurant so Eddie takes him and Chris, only to be refused service because of the service dog he has for his chronic pain. The Firefam finds out and decides to do something about it.

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    31 Dec 2024

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    “Just don’t expect me to walk you down the aisle,” Phillip laughed, looking around like he expected the rest to agree.

    And when no one did, glancing at one another in shock, confusion, and hurt on his behalf... it’d been the last straw:

    “I wouldn’t ask you to,” Buck said, as if discussing something as inconsequential as the weather, “I’d ask Bobby.”

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    or Buck experiences the unconditional love of a parent for the first time in his life at a five year-old's birthday party.

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    14 Dec 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 94

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    Buck was diagnosed with ADHD when he was 28 to no ones surprise, in fact it explained a whole lot about him; the random facts, the hyper activity, his impulsiveness, it finally all made sense. But ADHD isn't a walk in the park, sure it has its perks but it also has its drawbacks, both are equally intense. Thankfully he's got the best support network a guy can find.

    These are the ups and downs of Buck's ADHD.

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    17 Nov 2024

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