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    Exhaustion had never hit Ilya quite like this before. He always expected a mid-season slump; anyone would after months of grueling physical activity. But these last few years in Ottawa—they've drained Ilya.

    Sure, they've started winning more. They aren't exactly scrapping the bottom of the barrel anymore, but playoff hopes were still a ways away. And, for Stanley Cup champion Ilya Rozanov who ate, slept, and breathed winning, it sort of felt like his soul was being slowly sucked out of his body.

    It was all worth it to be closer to Shane. Of course it was. It was so, so worth it to see him and hold him more than four times during the season and in stolen moments during the summer that Ilya clung to like a lifeline. He would do it all over again and again and again, just to see Shane—his Shane—smile.

    But he wishes it wasn't so fucking exhausting.

    or; ilya is very tired after a long roadie and after a fight with dallas kent on the ice, he accidentally tells a room full of reporters that all he wants to do is go take a very long nap with his boyfriend.

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    12 May 2026

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    So in the middle of Eddie’s dining room, with his brain to mouth filter non-existent (as per usual), Buck blurts out, “Marry me.”

    Eddie sits straight up, looking at him with eyes wide as saucers.

    “Excuse me?”

    “W-well, just think about it. If we get married I can add you and Chris to my insurance policy and that solves your problem.”

    Eddie’s mouth forms a perfect little ‘o’. Buck waits patiently for the floor to open up and swallow him whole.

    When the ground doesn’t do as he’d hoped he realizes he has to say something else. “Obviously, w-we don’t have to,” he’s quick to assure. “But if we did it would be platonic, of course, because you’re straight and–” he pauses, praying for another rogue stroke of lightning. Anything to put him out of his misery right now. “-and like I know that I’m bi now, but this wouldn’t be like that y’know? It would just be two friends helping each other out.” He’s rambling, the words won’t stop tumbling out. “Like a friends with benefits type situation! E-except you know not those kinds of benefits! Like actual benefits! Health and dental.”

    or,

    Eddie is moving to Texas, losing his insurance, and marrying Buck all very heterosexually and platonically.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    "Can I try something?"

    "Yeah, sure, g-go ahead, man." Buck cringes, and even that is adorable.

    "Close your eyes."

    "E-Eddie," Buck croaks helplessly.

    "I'm not gonna bite, Buckley. Trust me?"

    Buck closes his eyes. Squeezes them shut, really.

    Eddie tugs his face into the curve of Buck's shoulder before he can lose the nerve, Buck's pulse fluttering wildly against the tip of Eddie's nose.

    Buck is struggling after the events in New Mexico. Eddie decides to move in with him about it.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “I'm bi.”

    Raising his eyes to the rest of the team, Eddie is surprised to find them all staring at him, jaws dropped in disbelief.

    So much for warm support.

    “What?” Hen finally asks, genuine confusion stamping her face.

    “I'm bi,” he says again, more confident… or something like it. “I've been doing some soul searching since Nashville and…” he nods to himself, a shy smile stamping his face as he looks up to his team, “I guess I’m finally ready to share this with you guys.”

    They, however, do not share in his whimsy.

    “You're joking.” Ravi deadpans.

     

    Or: Eddie comes out wrong—but luckily the rest of the 118 is there to drop kick him out of the closet.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    BREAKING: #ShaneHollander, hockey superstar and ex-boyfriend of actress #RoseLandry, has been caught red-handed sending misogynistic texts to what appears to be his girlfriend. Get all the details HERE: http://bit.ly/34781296

    or; the one where shane's texts to "lily" get leaked and the internet explodes because everyone now thinks shane hollander is an asshole to his girlfriend

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Finally back with the team, Buck isn’t going to let anything tear him away again. He has to prove his place, his part in the family, even if that means smiling through the pain.

    Or, Buck gets hurt on a call and doesn’t tell anyone.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    In the aftermath of the lawsuit, the 118 is fractured while Buck struggles to find his place among them. But when a violent confrontation with Eddie’s estranged parents turns into a life-or-death situation, Buck proves once again the depths of his loyalty and sacrifice.

    Gravely injured while protecting Christopher, Buck’s near-death forces Eddie and the rest of the 118 to face their unresolved guilt, anger, and love. The future of the 118 teeters on the edge— will it crumble under the weight of tragedy and heartbreak, or become stronger with trust and love?

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Nova slowly reaches out a tiny hand, brushing her fingertips across the birthmark on his face. The touch is light, barely there, but it hits him like a wave, a connection so pure and immediate that it fills his chest with a warmth he can hardly contain.

    “Hi,” she murmurs softly, and when he smiles back at her, she lets out the smallest giggle, her eyes lighting up. It’s the most beautiful sound he’s ever heard, and in that moment, the weight of everything—his fears, his doubts, his past mistakes—falls away.

    It’s like he’s discovering a part of himself he didn’t know existed, a love so powerful it feels like it’s been there all along, waiting for her. The way she looks at him, the way she seems to see him without needing to know who he is or where he’s been, fills him with a sense of purpose that feels both exhilarating and humbling.

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    The one where Buck's world gets turned upside down when he gains custody of a daughter he never knew existed.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “Oh,” Eddie yells after him, tone almost mocking. “So that’s it? You’re just going to walk away?”

    Buck stops, biting down on his cheek. He knows, distantly, that they’re making a scene. That everyone who isn’t actively putting what’s left of the fire out can see and hear everything they’re saying. He sighs. “I don’t know why you’re so pissed,” he mutters, twisting back around to face him just in time to see Eddie’s eyebrows rise high up on his forehead.

    “You don’t know why I’m pissed?” Eddie asks, stepping towards him.

    Shit. He needs to walk away before this blows up. They’re one throw away comment from explosion.

    Buck whips back around, taking a step towards the engine and away from Eddie. “That’s what I said,” he calls over his shoulder. Which—maybe, isn’t the thing to say to cool things down.

    But—

    “I’m pissed,” Eddie shouts back, voice frayed and desperate, “Because I fucking love you.”

    --

    Or, loud so everyone can hear.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    I LOVE CONFESSIONS LIKE THIS

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    "Hey, sorry about that, I was just—Eddie?”

    Eddie’s head shot up at the sight of Buck, frozen halfway towards his seat. “Buck?”

    Buck let out an awkward chuckle and glanced around. “There must be a mix-up, I’ll go ask—”

    “No!” Eddie practically yelled the word, and then he winced at the desperation in his own voice. Belatedly, he realized it was possible that people who were interested in men were supposed to be sitting there. But Buck was watching him with wide eyes, still paused leaning on his chair, so Eddie added, “I could use a six-minute break. You know, from finding out how many siblings every woman in this bar has.”

    Buck’s eyes glinted in the dim bar lighting. He finally took the seat and asked, “oh, so you don’t care about how many siblings I have?”

    ——

    Eddie and Buck finally go on a date. It just takes them three times to realize it.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    I love these idiots

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    Ilya didn't want to die.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Devastating

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    30 Dec 2025

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    I love these gay hockey players so much

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    I LOVE ILYA BEING A WAG SO MUCH

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    They were trapped.

    Fire hadn’t broken through yet, but it was coming. Buck could feel the heat pushing in, wrapping around them like a warning. The smoke thickened, clawing at their throats, painting the walls with a haze of panic.

    “So…” Eddie’s voice cut through the haze, rough around the edges but maddeningly calm. “You wanna talk about it now?”

    Buck turned slowly, disbelief etched across every exhausted line of his face, and he hoped his deadpan glare said it all. He didn’t need to ask what Eddie was referring to.

    No, he didn’t want to talk about how he accidentally told his best friend he loved him just hours earlier.

    He’d rather let the fire take him.

    A season 9 two-part opening emergency, in which a group of hijackers takeover Station 118.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    He doesn’t want to go. There’s so much here for him—so much to fight for, but he’s been fighting for so long, and there’s only so much he can do when he’s pinned and bleeding steadily. There’s not much to fight anymore except God, and God’s seemingly made a choice.

    And, just as Buck was finally starting to understand, too.

    Sniffing, he asks, voice cracking, “Eddie?”

    He’s scared. There’ve been so many close calls, but not quite as close as this, and he’s terrified, but there’s too much to say. Too much on the line. He can’t let the fear keep him quiet anymore. He’s wasted so much time on being afraid, and now he’s run out, and he just—

    He needs Eddie to know.

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    or, Buck's dying.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    “Evan? Listen to me. You need to be okay, if you’re not okay I don’t know if I ever will be. Please be okay,” she pleads, desperately hoping more than anything that she’s imagining his breathing getting shallower.

    How could she be okay? One of her hands is trying to force her brother’s blood to stay in his body, and the other is slowly unlocking his phone so she can call the man he’s in love with and tell him that Evan has been stabbed before he gets on a plane to move to Texas.

    Or, Buck gets stabbed just before Eddie boards the plane to El Paso.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    Buck loves Eddie, and Eddie is leaving.

    It’s a story written in Buck’s bone marrow; he was created to be abandoned.

    OR

    Eddie tells Buck he's moving to El Paso. Buck handles it extremely normal, becomes passively suicidal, and nearly ruins his and Eddie's friendship in the process.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    Karen sits on the coffee table across from him, leaning in and placing a steady weight on his knees.

    Above them, he hears, “Did something happen to Buck? Should we call Maddie?”

    Eddie chokes, sitting upright, and looking over his shoulder at Hen, “No,” he says, voice gravelly. “Do not call Maddie.”

    “Okay,” Hen says, frowning. “Why?”

    He groans, turning back around and burying his face in his hands again. “Because Bucks probably already told her and there’s no doubt I’ve jumped to the top of her to be killed list.” He looks up. “Don’t tell me she doesn’t have a to be killed list, because I guarantee she does now.”

    “Okay. What’s going on?”

    He takes a deep breath, shaking his head. “I kissed Buck.”

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    30 Sep 2025

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    eddie
    fine FINE
    so you know how i always call him baby and we say i love you to each other when we’re texting

    maddie
    what the fuck

    eddie
    yeah we do it all the time?
    ….. is that not normal or

    karen
    NO THE FUCK IT IS NOT

    — being in love with your best friend is quite often an embarrassing affair, especially when your entire (extended) family is there to witness it.

     

    or, the texting fic with an ungodly number of groupchats & shenanigans

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    19 Jul 2025

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    The team discover an Instagram account based on what the public has overheard from their calls. Hen and Chim become amateur detectives in their quest to uncover the the context of every quote, but this becomes difficult when it's increasingly clear they've been left in the dark about something.

     

    Based on the account @Overheard_LA and me deciding with all the insane things that the 118 say on calls, someone should be recording them for posterity.

     

    EDIT: This fic is now a MULTI_MEDIA FIC!!! I recommend if you've already read to just scroll through and look at the masterpiece fake Instagram screenshots. It is screen reader accessible.

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    11 Jul 2025

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