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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Seungmins eyebrows creased as their tears were conjoined and he brought his hands to cradle the back of the mans neck.
    The kiss was deep, it was gentle, it was sweet.
    Everytime Jeongin kissed him it was different everytime, some were gentle and slow, some were swift pecks, others were more deep and passionate.
    This one was none of those. This one was, a goodbye.
    It was all his feelings put into one final action, a final desperate action to tell Seungmin everything he wanted to say but couldn't, express his love, and affection in this gentle manner.
    This one was important, this one was a last, this was their last kiss goodbye.
    The salty taste of one of their tears got into his mouth, but he couldn't care less.
    Seungmin wanted the kiss to proceed longer just to keep that warmth by him longer, but as they parted the paint on the canvas began to chip away, it wasn't a slow process it was brutal and it was swiftly ripped from the canvas.
    Their foreheads rested together as tears dripped down their faces, "I'm sorry Seungmin.. I'm sorry I couldn't be with you longer.", Jeongin apologized his voice shaking as he did so.
    Seungmin frowned, "dont apologize.. just say you loved me while we lasted."

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    29 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    Minho feels a little insecure when he thinks about it, too. Because he had told Seungmin at the beginning of their relationship that he had never done this before, that he didn’t know what he was doing, and Seungmin had told him it was okay. All he had to do was ask for it. All he had to do was brush their fingers together and Seungmin would get the hint.

    With a small sigh, Minho looks down at Seungmin’s long fingers only inches away from him.

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    All Minho really wants to do is hold Kim Seungmin's hand.

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    19 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    "The first time it happened, it wasn’t even dramatic.
    He told himself it didn’t bother him. Chan was kind. Of course people liked him. He was warm and attentive and handsome in a way that didn’t feel forced. He had that gentle leadership aura that made people gravitate toward him.
    And Changbin…
    Changbin stirred his iced americano a little too hard."

    In which Changbin gets a little insecure about his looks and his relationship with Chan.

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    31 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    "You look like a big bug, Han-ah," Lee Minho says, smiling to show his bunny teeth. "With those huge eyes and messy hair. It’s like you’ve got little antennae sticking out.”

    "I don't like bugs," Jisung mumbles quietly, uncertainly. "I don't like insects."

    "That's too bad, you're one of them," Minho's gaze always held something kind and affectionate toward Jisung. Like he was one of those stray cats needing kindness and food on their walk home from school. "It's cute."

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    Minho and Jisung were inseparable in school, but their paths diverged. Ten years later, Jisung can no longer cope with his demons - depression, guilt, a past that won't let go. But Minho suddenly returns to Seoul and stirs up his small but quiet swamp.

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    14 Aug 2026

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    Seungmin gasped into the receiver, his first full breath since waking up a little while ago. “Hy-hyung, is Lixie-hyung alright? W-Where is he, is h-he hurt?”

    Confusion pulsing through the older boy’s body, Chan didn’t have the heart to remind the boy that he and Felix had split over a month ago. “No, baby, Felix-ie’s just fine, he’s sleeping so peacefully right now. Now, what’s wrong, Minnie?”

    He paced the corner of the small studio gym, gaining strange looks from the other people there. He didn’t care; he couldn’t see them anyway.

    “Is he … is he b-breathing?”

    Chan stopped. “Seungmin. What is this about?”

    He heard Seugming stifle a wretched sob. “Why aren’t you answering me?”

    Shaking his head, Chan softened his voice, doing what he could to calm the boy nearly eight hundred miles away. “Of course, he’s breathing, baby … I’m watching him right now.” Tears burned his eyes painfully as he guiltlessly lied. “He’s so cute, his chest is going up … and down … inhale … and exhale …”

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    Or, when a horrible relapse in chronic nightmares forces Kim Seungmin to reach out to his hyungs for help and an impromptu week-long reunion ensues between the eight of them.

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    07 Aug 2026