8 Works by Panandbored
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He doesn’t remember seeing Mike that evening, or any evening recently. He’d always hear him, though.
Abandoning any attempts at sleep, Will stood from his bed and padded over to his desk. His abandoned still-life sketches only frustrated him, so he turned the page and started anew. Tracing familiar shapes and lines until Mike’s face stared right back at him.
Will’s cheeks colored as he ripped the page out and stuffed it into his desk drawer. Absolutely not. He was supposed to be moving on, leaving it all behind. Hawkins and Mike.
He blew gently on the fresh page to remove the stray pieces left from his haphazard removal of the previous page, and he tried again, instead drawing a small Will the Wise shooting a fireball at a small Mike the Brave.
Yeah, that felt deserved.
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A pressure builds around him, and Will’s eyes fly open again, blood flows from his nose, a wail rips its way through his very core.
Since Vecna had died, Will hadn’t tried anything with his powers. He’d spoken to El about it one night in his room the first week they’d moved to New York. Not yet used to the rhythm of the city, the attention of the new friend Max had made, getting drunk in a dimly lit bar and kissing him, trying to move on, from Hawkins, from Mike.
El had told him about saving Max. Restarting her heart in the void. He swore he’d never tell. He hadn’t told her when he’d felt the shadows envelope him again.
The energy was different now; it was hurting. It was lost. Will knew those feelings well, and when the shadow had asked about human emotions, about loss and love, Will had supplied it with his feelings for Mike.
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Will's been having memory blackouts. The shadow has been talking to Mike. And Mike's terrified he's losing Will again.
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I was better. by Panandbored
Fandoms: I Was Born for This - Alice Oseman, Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
23 Sep 2024
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The burning sensation that spread through his body. The feeling that nothing would ever be okay again until he was half a bottle in and could barely stand. The way his entire body would tense for hours and he wouldn't know if he was hungry or if he was thirsty until he was sick from neglecting those needs.
It's cold on the bathroom floor, or at least he thinks it is. His arms are covered in goosebumps but his shirt is drenched in sweat and tears.
He can't do this.
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Love me (In spite) by Panandbored
Fandoms: I Was Born for This - Alice Oseman, Heartstopper (Webcomic)
21 Apr 2023
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Jimmy rolls his eyes before he moves closer to the bouquet, looking for a card, a sign, any indication of who sent them. He turns the vase and a card falls onto the counter.
'Thanks for the other night, call me? - S'
Oh.
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It's Monday morning, a bunch of flowers has arrived for Jimmy.
From a hookup at a party.
Surely this won't end badly?
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Lister got shit like this all the time, Jimmy wondered how he coped with it. He didn't ask himself exactly why he had thought about Lister whilst another man was kissing him. He didn’t think he’d want to go through those feelings right now.
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It's the same damn thing that made my heart surrender by Panandbored
Fandoms: I Was Born for This - Alice Oseman
22 Nov 2022
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They'd just been sitting in the living room, and Lister had been avoiding him around the house so he brought it up. He shouldn't have said anything.
Bicci arguing fic because angst. (They make up though)
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If everything could ever feel this real forever by Panandbored
Fandoms: I Was Born for This - Alice Oseman
08 Nov 2022
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It's the fifth of November. Lister has a driving test. He may or may not also have a plan for if he passes.
(A shitty one shot about fireworks and pining. and a kiss.)
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I want you to be happy by Panandbored
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
16 May 2022
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Charlie Spring is thinking about things. He also freaks out a lot.
He calls himself the F slur (I am male and gay), so if you're weary of that, it's in here.
B*n H*pe needs a trigger warning in himself.
Read the fucking tags; don't trigger yourselves.