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    mar·ces·cence /mɑːrˈsɛs.əns/ noun
    The phenomenon where a plant retains its dead, withered leaves through the winter instead of dropping them in autumn. The state of un-shed foliage losing its colour, drying out, and breaking apart under harsh elements while remaining rigidly attached to the branch.

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    No one can know Shane's an omega, and no one can know he's slowly falling apart. So Shane puts his gear on, locks his trembling knees, and steps back onto the ice.

    His mate doesn’t want him. His mate doesn’t want him. Ilya doesn’t want him.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    03 Jul 2026

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    Niall had to stop using perfume, it was suffocating him. But what he didn't know was that Niall was a rare Omega.

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    17 May 2026

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    John is an empath. Which isn't nearly as much fun as it sounds. Most of the time, it’s not even useful.

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    07 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 91

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    When Sherlock, Mycroft, and Cordelia leave Constantinople after Silas’s death, James and Beatrice are not on the train with them. Hurt and angry, Sherlock doesn’t understand why James would abandon him.

    Six months later, James Moriarty turns up on the doorstep of Appleton Manor. Although Sherlock can’t easily forgive his friend, following the trail of bees, books, and a mysterious key Silas has left him does much to reknit their relationship.

    As they chase an increasingly unsettling lead from Oxford to Vienna, Sherlock and James grow ever closer and it becomes harder and harder to deny their desire for each other…

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    Six months. Yes, it had been a long time, given how inseparable they had become prior to Constantinople. But it had also been the very first thing Sherlock had thrown at him. Not Where is Beatrice? What have you done to her? Where have you been?
    But: You’ve been gone for so long.

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    04 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 29

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    "It's not right for brothers to do this," Robby said. Jack stilled and sat back a little to examine Robby, who looked genuinely worried about the prospect.

    Jack had to hold a smile at that. Robby was surpassing his expectations. He slipped into the role easily.

    "C'mon, Michael, it's okay. You can keep a secret."

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    Or, Robby really likes when Jack calls him brother

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    05 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 63

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    Noah fucks up during a scene, heads to Gerran's trailer to apologize, the rest, as they say, is history.

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    30 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 72

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    “Jack,” Dennis groaned, hips pressing up into the touch at the same time he tried to pull away. It’s not as if he wanted Jack to stop, but they probably shouldn’t be doing this here. In the hospital. On shift. But fuck the electric feeling that curled against the base of spine when Jack repeated the motion, tracing the head of his cock through the fabric.

    “Yes, Dennis?”

    “Hnrg..” Dennis tilted his head back and shut his eyes. Every brush of his fingers caused pleasure to spark across his skin. “I-I’m supposed to be working.” Because this suddenly didn’t quite feel like work anymore.

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    17 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 37

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    Robby gets injured and Dennis is done with his crap. (But he still loves the fucker.)

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    15 Mar 2026

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    They were friends.

    And yeah, maybe the ring on his finger sort of burned when he looked at her sometimes, even though it was just for show, now.

    It was just easier to let her keep thinking he was still married to Abby. Safer.

    It raised less eyebrows about the nature of their friendship when the ring stayed on while he was at work, the weight on his finger reminding him not to say or do anything stupid.

    It also made it a little less creepy when the pet names started slipping out.

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    05 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 15

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    In a turn of events, Dennis becomes the TA for an anatomy class that Robby teaches

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    03 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 12

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    After a very intense first shift, Dennis settles into the routine of the ER, but this time it's not quite the same as it was for other units in his rotation.

    Dr Robby is a good teacher. A really good teacher.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    A pattern is emerging. One of the notes will be sweet, stuck to a protein bar or a bottle of water.

    “Don´t forget to eat, sweetheart”

    “Wouldn´t want my pretty boy to get dehydrated”

    He´s starting to smile subconsciously when he sees them, feeling the care and affection put into the gestures.

    He feels flattered of course, but also fond, the butterflies threatening to climb up his throat from how giddy he gets reading the sweet messages.

    The other notes don´t inspire the same feelings.

    “I wish I could bend you over the nurse’s station Baby boy, make you take my cock in front of everyone”

    “I need to fuck you in the mornings, let my cum drip out of your pussy all day, maybe take you to a bathroom and suck it out if you´re good for me”

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    03 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 18

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    In retrospect, it’s a little surprising that it’s taken this long for the tables to be reserved. After all, this sort of thing happens to Cal at least once, if not thrice, a year.

    It didn’t make Gillian any more prepared, though, for being dragged through the office hall shortly after 9 in the morning, an elbow around her throat crushing her windpipe.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.

    When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.

    Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.

    (Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)

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    18 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 6

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    After weeks of not speaking to one another Erik and Matthias find themselves at the same New Year's Party and something about the atmosphere makes them graduate towards one another. With a few bumps hitches along the ride - will they start the new chapter together ?

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    09 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 5

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    Mathias and Erik are best friends—inseparable, loyal, and totally unaware they’re soulmates. But when Mathias falls in love and Erik stays clueless, everything starts to unravel. As silence turns into distance, Mathias realizes that loving Erik might mean letting him go. Lots of angst.

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    09 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Everyone needs to have a slut era,” Tristan said, seriously. “It’s character building.”

    [Tristan has a suggestion to help Max get over Avery. He doesn’t expect to feel so strange about it…]

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    25 Jul 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 37

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    Someone is writing to Buck.
    Someone who knows the way he breaks, the way he loves, the way he hopes.
    Twenty-six letters.
    One quiet confession at a time.

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    11 Jul 2025

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