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Eddie's talking about Marisol, about how he should have seen it coming, about how he's tired of trying to make things work that aren't meant to work. Buck is listening, mostly, but he's also watching the way Eddie's throat moves when he swallows, the way his fingers drum restlessly against the table.
"What about you?" Eddie asks suddenly. "How's Tommy?"
Buck blinks.
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or; Kim situation never happened, Eddie and Marisol break up. Buck and Eddie get a bit too drunk.
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07 Jun 2026
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Buck flies to Texas without warning, a bouquet in one hand and too many feelings in the other. It’s just supposed to be a visit. A birthday. A breather. One dance, one cowboy hat, and everything changes.
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07 Jun 2026
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Three months after losing Bobby, two months after Eddie leaving for Texas, and one month after giving up on repairing what grief has already hollowed out, Buck signs the resignation letter before anyone can stop him.
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Another amnesia fic no one asked for
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07 Jun 2026
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Buck has been Theo’s guardian for six months now.
Eddie knows he's a good father before Buck lets himself believe it.
But when a gunman turns a simple mall trip into a nightmare, Eddie is forced to hold Theo back while Buck steps forward, and the family none of them have named yet is almost torn apart before it can become real.
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What if Theo calls Buck "Dad" for the first time and Eddie has some feelings about it.
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- Part 3 of What if... (911 Edition)
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07 Jun 2026
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The mating run was an event Shane dreaded every year, and when he’s finally forced to participate he decides to simply find somewhere to ride it out, alone. What he doesn’t bank on however, is Ilya Rozanov. And this year the alpha is determined to finally claim what is his.
After so long being the hunter, Shane is now the hunted - he just doesn’t quite know it yet.
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27 May 2026
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Shane needs settling and wolf Ilya knows just the thing - his cock.
an excerpt from the life of Shane and his feral wolf boyfriend at the cottage
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- Part 2 of bark for me baby
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27 May 2026
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After Eddie gets injured on a call, finally realizing Buck is in love with him should make things easier.
Instead it ruins both of them.
Or: Buck falls first. Eddie falls harder. Then Buck says no.
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27 May 2026
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24 May 2026
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Written for the smut prompt: "You taste like fucking candy."
"You taste like fucking candy," Derek growled, pulling his lips away from where they had been devouring Stiles' ass.
"It's flavoured lube," Stiles panted, fingers clenched into the bedspread below him and forehead pressed against his pillow. "It was free with the plug."Bookmarked by Recklessluv
24 May 2026
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You did what? by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Apr 2026
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"You went searching for someone else," Ilya said.
Shane’s lips parted, then closed again. He looked away, staring at a stain on the wall, shame heating his cheeks until they burned.
"It's been a while since we've seen each other. I thought..."
"You thought you could take what is mine and offer it to a stranger," Ilya interrupted, "You thought you could spread your legs for some small cock, yes?"
Or Ilya reminds Shane who he belongs too.
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18 May 2026
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“Luch-Shane,” Ilya says, catching himself only at the last moment before he breaks their no pet names in the workplace rule. “Why don’t you get some air, yes? We can-”
Shane’s anxiety takes a quick backseat to annoyance once more, at being handled like a child instead of a grown man, like he hasn’t been doing this just as long as Ilya, like he needs someone to tell him when to take a break.
Like he deserved to have everything taken away from him because he couldn’t handle it to start with.
“I’m fine,” he says, voice icy.
The step he takes away is too big, farther than he meant to get from Ilya’s side, and the air between them feels both charged and icy.
He isn’t quite bold enough to try and fix it.
(shane is married and on the same team as his husband) (and all it cost him was his whole career and the life he spent years building beforehand) (but it's fine, really) (it's all so very, very fucking fine)
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17 May 2026
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“And you know what I want?” Eddie cuts him off, his arms crossing over his chest in defiance, a challenge burning in his eyes.
Buck freezes. The words he’d been about to say catch in his throat, evaporating into the thick, charged air between them. He hadn’t expected Eddie to turn it around like this, to pin him with a question so sharp it slices through his resolve.
Eddie doesn’t let up. He stares at Buck, his gaze unwavering, his voice dropping to something quieter but no less intense. “Go ahead, Buck. If you’re so sure, tell me. What do I want?”
“I think you want me,” Buck says, the words tumbling out on a single, ragged breath.
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The day before Eddie leaves for Texas it all falls apart.
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17 May 2026
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Buck doesn’t know when it starts. Maybe it’s in April—a passing comment from someone, a commercial on TV, a casual conversation at the firehouse about brunch reservations and flower deliveries. Or maybe it’s earlier than that, creeping in quietly, unnoticed, curling around the edges of his mind.
Or maybe it’s now, when a single Mother’s Day card display catches his eye at Target—rows of pastel envelopes and flowery script, shouting For the World’s Best Mom!
He doesn’t understand it. It’s been nine months since his mom died, and for the most part, he’s fine. Better than fine, even. That week of complicated grief—of breakdowns, apple pie and snow—feels like a lifetime ago. He made it through. He put himself back together. He learned how to carry what he couldn’t put down.
And yet, here he is.
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The first Mother's Day after Margaret Buckley dies, Buck is faced with the grief he thought he had left behind in Hershey.
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- Part 2 of The View Between Villages (Extended)
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17 May 2026
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“My mom died,” Buck says flatly, like reciting a fact he read somewhere. He adds a small shrug, as if that explains it. It doesn’t feel real. The words sit in the air, weightless and strange.
Eddie frowns. Bobby shifts closer.
“Are you okay?” Bobby asks gently.
Buck blinks at him, then gives a quick nod, too fast to be convincing. “Yeah,” he says. His voice is thin, brittle. “Did you want me to start lunch? I was thinking maybe that cheesy broccoli bake.”
Eddie’s brows knit together. “Buck…” he says carefully, voice low and steady.
“Or chili,” Buck continues, his hands smoothing out a crease in his jacket like that’s the thing that matters. “I think we’ve got enough ground beef.”
“Buck,” Eddie says again, firmer this time.
Buck’s hands still. He finally looks up, meeting Eddie’s eyes.
Oh.
His mom died.
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Margaret Buckley dies, and Buck tries to navigate grief, develops a complex relationship with apple pie, while Eddie, as always, is there.
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- Part 1 of The View Between Villages (Extended)
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17 May 2026
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“Listen.” Maddie reasons, placing a hand on his arm. “I think, maybe—just don’t let this freak you out right now. There’s a lot involved in a move. Christopher might still change his mind. You don’t know what will happen in a few months.”
Buck swallows. “Yeah.” He says. “Don’t freak out—I can do that.”
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buck absolutely does not freak out, ignores eddie about it, and eventually learns that not everybody leaves
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17 May 2026
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Buck’s jaw clenches. “This isn’t you.”
Eddie’s smile turns mean, borderline unrecognizable even to himself. Buck is right, this isn’t him. It doesn’t even sound like his voice. But he’s exhausted. He’s hurt. And he’s done pretending there’s a way out of this that doesn’t involve blood in the water—they’re too far gone for that.
This wasn’t the plan, but he doesn’t pull back from the fight. He doubles down, clinging to the belief that devastation is better than emptiness, that being hated is better than being erased.
“Funny,” Eddie says softly. “Is that what you tell yourself when you fuck anyone who’ll have you? That it doesn’t mean anything? That it’s easier than admitting you’re trying not to think about me?”
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Eddie figures his shit out. Eventually.
An Eddie Diaz character study, if you will.Series
- Part 2 of a coward's first taste of courage
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14 May 2026
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He was going to watch her find the two seconds of nothingness.
And he was going to want it. He was going to need it.
He was tired of fighting. He was so unbelievably tired of being strong, of being good, of taking the punishment and hoping that someone, someday, would decide he was worthy of forgiveness, of love.
Bobby didn't want him back at the 118. Eddie wouldn't look at him. His parents had never loved him.
I wish I could say I feel nothing, Buck thought, a tear finally slipping through his fingers and dropping onto his jeans. But I feel everything.
He sat in the darkness of the loft, listening to the shower run, waiting for the ticking clock to strike zero.
He was going to relapse tonight. He had already made the choice. Now, it was just a matter of waiting for the moment to arrive.
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Buck has been sober for six years, during the lawsuit, Buck relapses.
😭🥹💔💊
[You don't need to watch Euphoria to read this, based in the 911 universe, will have enough context about Rue to understand.]
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- Part 6 of Lawsuit Fics
- Part 4 of Crossover Fics
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23 Apr 2026
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Buck's parents' words linger like ghosts: he's too much, too intense, and no one stays. But Eddie keeps proving him wrong —one quiet reassurance, one terrifying call, one perfect day at a time.
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Five times Buck was convinced his intensity would drive Eddie away —and the one time Eddie made sure he never had to wonder again.
This story is inspired by "Porfa No Te Vayas" by Morat
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- Part 18 of I-I Love you (Like a love song, baby)
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23 Apr 2026
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Buck is used to pain – physical, constant and familiar enough to ignore. It’s just another thing he pushes through on long shifts at the station, even when it gets worse for no clear reason.
But ignoring pain is easy compared to ignoring Eddie.Between unspoken tension, stolen touches, and something neither of them has named yet, Buck finds himself unraveling in the quiet hours of a 24-hour shift. And when Eddie finally stops waiting for him to say it first, there’s no room left for pretending this is just friendship anymore.
Or, what starts with hands on Buck’s aching leg turns into something far more dangerous than pain management.Bookmarked by Recklessluv
13 Apr 2026
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I know better now by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Mar 2026
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Shane meets Ilya in Tampa for closure – he knows he’s gay now, and also knows he wants something serious, committed, reliable. He’s ready to end things neatly and conclusively. Ilya is going to have to accept that.
... Ilya takes this about as well as you would expect.
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01 Apr 2026