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When Neil wakes up, he realises something is not right.
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19 Mar 2026
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The Waffle House was twenty eight miles from campus. Far enough that no one they knew would ever bother. Close enough that it felt like home.
And the staff, they loved them.
No one ever asked questions. But one night when Neil came in with a bruise blooming high on his throat and Andrew looked half wrecked from giving it, their usual server, a woman in her fifties with glittery nails and a tired smile, just said, “Y’all look like you had a good night,” and brought over a plate of cinnamon toast on the house.
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17 Mar 2026
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Neil wakes with a familiar feeling settling in his chest, rattling in his bones. He can smell the cigarette smoke, the burning flesh, the bloody fingers and all of the above mash together, helpful to create a hazy impression of Neil's surroundings.
He isn’t sure if he woke up hurting, or if the wave of phantom pain came with the choking fear. He only knows to push himself up from the bed, eyes wide and focused on the door, like he knows someone is behind it.
Neil sometimes gets a tingle, an anxious little thing that keeps him alert and alive when his mother is not near. She should be watching the door now.
She should be, but when Neil glances to his side he has to brace himself to not move at all. Andrew is asleep beside him.
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Neil deals with the past and Andrew's there to help him through it.Bookmarked by Siabelmas
15 Mar 2026
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neil has chronic pain due to lola and tries to just ignore it and push through on a bad pain day, andrew forcefully makes him relax and accept help
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soft andreil with andrew taking care of his stubborn boyfriend
-NOW WITH ART IN CH2-
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15 Mar 2026
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Neil has a bad day and deals with it the only way he knows how.
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15 Mar 2026
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“Neil wanted to scream but he swallowed it like his guilt and maybe this was what the four letter word looked like: trust, understanding, devotion; I would kill and die for you. Dying by your hands as an act of love from both sides.”
Sometimes Neil Josten just slips and Nathaniel takes over.
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15 Mar 2026
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Shouldn’t have followed me.” He told the corpse, kicking it with his boot. Black leather was surprisingly clean despite the rest of his state and he was glad because Andrew would’ve killed him otherwise. “Especially here.”
He looked around and was pleased to find them still alone. The idiot hadn’t paid attention to where the son of the Butcher of Baltimore was going.
While he hated his father, he had learned many of his tricks at an early age. Including how to isolate your victim before tearing them apart.
The guy had gotten a good hit on him, causing him to bit his inner cheek which explained the blood. He also let the guy throw him into the wall, let him think he had the advantage.
But then the redhead pulled a knife, one he stole from his boyfriend, and slipped it between the dude’s ribs. A quick stab before he got to work.
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Nathaniel comes out to play after Neil and Andrew’s night at Eden’s gets interrupted. Happy birthday NathanielTitle from dangerous from epic the musical
All rights to Nora Sakavic
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15 Mar 2026
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Neil and Andrew have a chat on the roof top.
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15 Mar 2026
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not all dreams are bad
some in fact, are very very happy <3
aka author was tired of nightmare fics, my boys have suffered ENOUGH
OR neil asks the question we've all been waiting for
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15 Mar 2026
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Neil hasn’t slept in awhile. Luckily, Andrew knows exactly how to remedy that.
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- Part 2 of my andreil fics :]
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15 Mar 2026
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Neil is not having a good day. But he can't fall apart, he can't, he needs to hold it together just a bit longer, please God let him hold it together a bit longer---
(and then he doesn't.)
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- Part 5 of my andreil fics :]
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15 Mar 2026
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Andrew and Neil cuddling and Neil say's sweet/sad? things to Andrew
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15 Mar 2026
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midnights become my afternoons by lyricalmess (hauntedrenegade)
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
14 Jun 2024
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Neil and his struggles with sleeping, and Andrew. And everything in between.
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14 Mar 2026
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And Neil is pulled out from his mother’s womb against his will. No no no no no put me back inside.
He is born. A new creature has just been brought into the world. They are cutting the umbilical cord that ties him to his mother, he is losing her again, he already lost her once; he does not want to abandon her again. You did not abandon her, you set her on fire and then buried her.Or, Neil is having a panic attack and Andrew is there for him
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14 Mar 2026
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Neil thinks he's hiding it, but despite how much of a liar he is he's not very good at it; at least when it comes to this. Andrew knows Neil isn't sleeping.
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5 times Andrew finds Neil accidentally asleep and 1 time he’s had enough
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14 Mar 2026
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Abram. by amber19 (Itwa2funwasnt1t), Itwa2funwasnt1t
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
28 Feb 2026
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Neil's is lost, he is lost and his family comes to his side so he can be found again.
or, Neil is in baltimore, nothing goes to plan and the foxe found him. bloody. a head rolling around.
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13 Mar 2026
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“He wants to ride the bull.” Neil says, making Andrew roll his eyes. Andrew sits down, not caring enough to join, and Neil lets Nicky lead him to the corner of the bar. Nicky’s attempt is almost good until he gets thrown off and bounces a few times against the padded floor. Neil laughs at Nicky and then Nicky stands up and bows, as if he did incredibly.
When Nicky gets out of the ring, he says, “You have to try it, it’s so fun.”
“I’d die before doing that.” Neil says, rolling his eyes as some poor girl is thrown off.
“I’ll give you fifty bucks to do it.” Nicky says, and that makes Neil’s eyebrow raise.
“A hundred.” Neil challenges, not expecting Nicky to agree.
“Fine.” Nicky says, grinning. “No takebacks. You’re riding that bull.” He says quickly and Neil sighs.
“Whatever,” Neil says, shaking his head.
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13 Mar 2026
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Neil Josten is anxious before the game, and Andrew manages to fix that.
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13 Mar 2026
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Andrew and Neil and a lazy morning.
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12 Mar 2026
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It started because of the weekly movie nights....
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Neil Josten figuring out how to say I love you and oblivious to what he means to Andrew. Short fic.
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12 Mar 2026