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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    A struggling actor auditions for a role with Ilya Rozanov and his team, and discusses playing him in a biopic about the two biggest names in hockey; just a year after he and Shane have retired. His friend Hudson gets jealous, and is offered the role of a lifetime as Shane Hollander.

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    27 May 2026

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    Shane stares down the medic, “Get a tourniquet on his leg and Cliff will leave but not a fucking second sooner.”  
    The other medic, a woman, starts going through their medical equipment bags and kneels next to Cliff. The loud one, a man, nods at Shane. 

    “That’s fair. And other than holding his hand, what are you doing to help, Mr. Hollander?” Shane glances down at Ilya’s pale and frightened face. He briefly takes stock of what just happened. He’s on the ice holding Ilya Rozanov’s hand. He's in his regular clothes at a game he’s not playing in. He steels himself and meets the medic's eyes again. Fuck it. 

    “I’m his boyfriend. I guess I’m here for moral support. Give me something useful to do and I’ll do it. But I’m not going anywhere.” 

    Shane looks down at Ilya. He shrugs his shoulders and smiles tightly. He watches as Ilya goes from shocked to awed to joyous and finally to overwhelmed. His eyes are glassy and he swallows roughly. “Have I lost too much blood, or did you just tell someone you are my boyfriend?” Shane scoffs and smiles down at him, “A little bit of both. Just stay awake, ok?”  

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    16 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    What happened after the mission? There's no way they were just okay. Able to go back to their normal lives afterwards. This is a realistic take on what Rooster may have gone through in the aftermath.

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    15 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    Turning 40 was supposed to be celebrated. It was another milestone, another decade completed. It wasn’t as revered as 30 was, but people still threw parties and highlighted their 40th birthdays. Yet Ilya wasn’t unaffected. In fact, he was the complete opposite—he dreaded this birthday.

    He should be happy. He had a wonderful husband, a beautiful home, and a daughter, whom he was (terrified) excited to raise. But he wasn’t. Turning 40 wasn't a fun day—it was a reminder. A reminder that he will have spent 40 years being alive on this Earth, 28 of those existing without his beloved mother.

    Irina Rozanova, who was a beautiful and kind woman, who died at 39. Irina Rozanova, whom Ilya found at 12, laying on her side, cold and still with a bottle of pills on her nightstand, the woman who never got to see her 40th year.

    He knew this day was coming. He knew that one day he’d have his first year where he would be older than his mother was when she had died (if he even made it to that age). But that didn’t mean he was prepared for the feelings it would bring. And Ilya didn’t know if he could handle them.

    (He couldn’t).

    Currently (trying to be) updating weekly on Sundays.

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    14 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 89

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    Shane slowly lowered his sweatpants. He stepped out of them and folded them, placing them on the bed. Ilya felt his breath beginning to shallow as Shane stood directly in front of him. In one fluid motion, Shane lowered himself to his knees. Ilya felt Shane's dark eyes lock with his as he said, "I think you're sweet and beautiful."

    "What?" Ilya asked, feeling the color rising in his cheeks.

    Shane's needy gaze remained fixed on him as he continued, "You deserve to be cared for."

    Ilya swallowed the hard lump in his throat and pleaded, “Stop, now—”

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    Shane Hollander ties up his husband and tortures him with praise and care.

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    14 May 2026