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Wolf Like Me by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), heated rivalry - Fandom
07 Aug 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is dying.
Not from injury or a mate bond rejection, but from a rare form of rejection sickness caused by a lifetime of emotional abandonment. His omega mama was the only person who ever loved him unconditionally. After her death, he was left with a cold, emotionally distant father who valued performance over affection, and a brother who only contacted him when he wanted something.
Over the years, repeated rejection and a lack of meaningful attachment have caused a gradual deterioration in Ilya's bond instincts.
Ilya stopped believing there was any point in letting anyone get close. He was broken. No one would want an alpha like him. He lets the rejection sickness feed on his loneliness and destroy the bonds that connected him to people.
He gets traded to Ottawa, and the Captain, Shane Hollander decides that Ilya belongs there. To Ilya’s annoyance, he thinks he sees something good in Ilya and refuses to stop showing up for him.
The only way to overcome the rejection sickness is by welcoming genuine acceptance, belonging and emotional attachment.
Ilya has no interest in being saved.- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 2/10
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07 Aug 2026
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Don't Screw This Up by glitchbrained
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Aug 2026
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Carmy: HOLY SHIT!!!
Vic: What?
Carmy: HAVE YOU GUYS NOT SEEN???
Hammersmith: ?
Connors: ?
Sebbin: ?
Cadyn: ?
Feller: ?
Carmy: HOLLANDER JUST GOT TRADED TO OUR TEAM!!!!!!!!
Or, Shane Hollander gets traded to Boston and his new team try and figure out why
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07 Aug 2026
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Shane accidentally destroys his phone during the 2014 MLH Awards in Las Vegas. When Rozanov refuses to kiss or speak with him after they hook up, Shane decides to stop trying to make their not-relationship work. He doesn’t bother telling Rozanov. After all, Rozanov won’t care—he’s made that very, very clear.
(Ilya cares. A lot.)
or, shane drops his phone down an elevator shaft. it changes everything.
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- 28,137
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- 13/?
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31 Jul 2026
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Ilya loses something irreplaceable and Shane does whatever it takes to find it.
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30 Jul 2026
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marcescence by fornevertash
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jul 2026
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mar·ces·cence /mɑːrˈsɛs.əns/ noun
The phenomenon where a plant retains its dead, withered leaves through the winter instead of dropping them in autumn. The state of un-shed foliage losing its colour, drying out, and breaking apart under harsh elements while remaining rigidly attached to the branch.
*No one can know Shane's an omega, and no one can know he's slowly falling apart. So Shane puts his gear on, locks his trembling knees, and steps back onto the ice.
His mate doesn’t want him. His mate doesn’t want him. Ilya doesn’t want him.
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- Chapters:
- 5/5
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14 Jul 2026
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A different ending to the tuna meltdown.
Everything goes wrong that day, but in a different way.
Shane Hollander decides to come out as gay, not caring that he would be the first ever gay NHL player. To nobody's surprise, he gets both positive and negative reviews.
And some very promising flirts.
Ilya Rozanov tries to look on (calmly) as his own advice attempts to backfire on him. And goes almost crazy.
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13 Jul 2026
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"So this is your plan?" Ilya looked up, his voice dripping with contempt. "You want to buy me a dog so I stop biting?"
Or: Shane expects to be a punching bag for a cruel alpha. Poor omega has no idea that he's actually about to be loved.
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- English
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- 16/?
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11 Jul 2026
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Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.
Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.
His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.
But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"
By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.
But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…
Shane says yes.
And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.
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10 Jul 2026
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The fire went out a long time ago. All that remains is ash.
After years of trafficking, Ilya Rozanov has been conditioned to expect pain from every outstretched hand. So when he's placed with Shane Hollander, a seemingly gentle man in a quiet cottage, he knows better than to believe that it's rescue. It is a new chance to be good enough, if he can just figure out what this one wants from him.
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- Chapters:
- 4/?
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09 Jul 2026
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You Get What You Pay For by fandombarf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Aug 2026
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Svetlana’s voice is tense, “Rose suggested I reach out to you. We have an omega here who needs a place to live and I was wondering if you’d be willing to house him.”
“Me?” Shane blurts out, “Why me?”
“Because, I believe having a familiar face will help him.”
“A familiar face?” Shane is even more confused than before, “I mean I know I’m a hockey player-”
“No,” Svetlana cuts him off. “The omega is a former hockey player, and there’s mention that you two have crossed paths before. Do you remember Ilya Rozanov?”-
Right before the MHL draft, Ilya Rozanov went missing after presenting as an omega. Years later, he turns up at an auction house where he’s rescued after a police raid. However, due to his unpredictable nature, Ilya is sent to live with star hockey player, and former crush, Shane Hollander.
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- 19/22
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28 Jun 2026
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27 Jun 2026
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Do I matter? by Fanficonly
Fandoms: 垂涎 | ABO Desire (TV 2025), 垂涎 - 弄简 | Desire - Nòng Jiǎn
07 Nov 2025
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Shen Wenlang learns he has stage II gland cancer, but instead of fear or despair, his first thought is about how to tell Hua Yong, Sheng Shaoyou, and Gao Tu — the three people closest to him.
Meanwhile, unaware of his condition, the three are at home complaining about him — believing he’s being irresponsible again for missing time with the kids. As Shen sits alone with the diagnosis in his car, he feels only regret — not for his own suffering, but for disappointing them once more. They have no idea that the man they often dismiss — the strong, selfless S-class Alpha Shen Wenlang — is quietly breaking, facing death while still thinking only of them.Bookmarked by Sleepy2308
28 Apr 2026
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I Will Bloom for You Again by PearlLitByStars
Fandoms: 垂涎 | Desire: The Series (China TV 2025), 垂涎 - 弄简 | Desire - Nòng Jiǎn
23 Jun 2026
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For thirty years, Sheng ShaoYou was HuaYong’s husband, but never his lover.
An Alpha too proud to accept an Enigma above him, he chose distance over devotion, tolerance over tenderness. Hua Yong never complained. Never demanded. He simply stayed.
Until he couldn’t.
When illness takes Hua Yong from him, Sheng ShaoYou is left with a house full of memories and a heart full of words he never said. Regret comes too late, heavy, suffocating, unforgiving.
But fate is cruel in strange ways.
When he opens his eyes, he is back at the beginning.This time, Sheng ShaoYou will not waste thirty years loving him too late.
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- English
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- 94,296
- Chapters:
- 17/20
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17 Mar 2026
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Chasing Enigma by mauvemaroon
Fandoms: 垂涎 | Desire: The Series (China TV 2025), 垂涎 - 弄简 | Desire - Nòng Jiǎn
07 Jul 2026
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Hua Sheng got hit by a car and accidentally time travelled to the past. College student Sheng Shaoyou had to deal with his future son while seeking his mate.
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28 Jan 2026
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THE SECOND CHANCE by Luc3ky
Fandoms: 垂涎 | Desire: The Series (China TV 2025), 垂涎 - 弄简 | Desire - Nòng Jiǎn
16 May 2026
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In my last story some of you guys wanted the second chance for others so here it is.
It's been a year since Wenlang's death and every passing second is a torment for others. They wish for just a chance to apologise to Wenlang and to tell him that he wasn't hated but he was loved by all of them. That they failed him .
What if they were presented by a chance but the question is what is the cost of that chance.
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- Part 2 of Wenlang's pain
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03 Jan 2026
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20 Dec 2025
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Puzzle Pieces by Maldaydream (Kateave0411)
Fandoms: 垂涎 | Desire: The Series (China TV 2025)
01 Feb 2026
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What if Gao Tu blew up on Shen Wenlang before that night at X hotel? What if during an argument Shen Wenlang realizes that things aren't adding up? What if Shen Wenlang figured out that Gao Tu isn't a beta, what would happen then?
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- 28/28
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16 Dec 2025
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An unusual meeting, with unusual people by Kiwi_Himari
Fandoms: 垂涎 | Desire: The Series (China TV 2025), P - Fandom
27 Mar 2026
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This is an AU where Hua Yong never met Sheng Shao You. Hua Yong has absolutely no idea how to talk or confess to anyone.
What happens when a fake alpha meets a fake beta? What do they suppose the Enigma will do when he finds Gao Tu pretty? He's never found anyone pretty before... What happens when he falls in love?
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16 Dec 2025
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Sheng Shaoyou was no fool, he knew what everyone expected of him tonight.
They expected him to submit to the mighty General, to receive whatever came his way, no matter what his own rank was. He was the infertile Alpha bride, as they had called him.
The door opened, an orchid stitched to the back of a gloved hand came into his view.
Hua Yong had entered the bridal chamber.
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Crown Prince Sheng Shaoyou has fallen victim to his incompetent father’s schemes and is forced into a marriage with the thirteenth prince of the eastern empire.
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14 Dec 2025
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What if Gao Tu had actually submitted his resignation letter the first time he intended to? Back when HS was not in a sound condition due to their losses from Sheng Fang Biotech. After the meeting with the staff, Gao Tu signed his resignation letter but tore it up after hearing the Secretary General’s words about him being the savior of his coworkers—because without him, who understood Shen Wenlang better than Shen Wenlang himself, his coworkers would have a really hard time meeting their CEO’s needs and demands.
What if he had really resigned then, and the whole tragedy—the night at the X Hotel—never happened? How would the story have turned out? Would Shen Wenlang have realized his feelings for Gao Tu sooner?
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08 Dec 2025