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“But why wouldn’t I be?” Eddie asks. It’s not something he has to think about for long – he’s never desired Marisol that way, even though he knows he should. “She’s beautiful, I really like her, why don’t I want to sleep with her?”
“Well, I’m afraid sexual attraction isn’t logical. No one is attracted to everyone, Eddie. But,” he gives a little nod, and Eddie braces for whatever is about to hit him, “since it sounds like you weren’t particularly sexually attracted to your previous girlfriend either, it might be worth looking into some other possibilities.”
“Like what?” Eddie asks nervously.
“Well, it could be that they’re both women, and you’re not actually sexually attracted to women.”
Eddie swallows. “But– I have a kid. I can’t be– I can’t be gay.”
“One doesn’t negate the other,” Frank says patiently. “I’m not saying you are gay. I just think it could be enlightening to examine whether or not you have felt sexual attraction towards men. And if you haven’t – there’s also the possibility of asexuality.”
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eddie is ready for a new relationship – but why does it never feel right? buck has a lot to work through, and doing that comes with a few realizations.
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17 Nov 2023
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Eddie is finding increasingly convoluted excuses to be in the kitchen late at night.
or: in the aftermath of the lightning strike, eddie copes.
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09 Nov 2023
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"Too bad we can't just date each other."
Eddie laughs. "What?"
"No, I'm serious!" Buck sets his beer down, the better to gesture with both hands, face lighting up, and Eddie just—he really loves the guy, okay. Ridiculous as he is. "It would be so much easier! You wouldn't have to introduce a new person to Chris—he already likes me anyway—and you could tell Pepa so she'll stop setting you up on dates that don't go anywhere—"
"And what would you get out of this?" Eddie asks, grinning.
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Or: Buck and Eddie try something out together.
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- Part 1 of homeward bound
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06 Nov 2023
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Buck mentions to the team how much he misses kissing when he’s not in a relationship. Eddie makes a really stupid suggestion.
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06 Nov 2023
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Christopher shows Eddie and Buck how to make braided rings, Eddie does something unexpected, and Buck loses a bit of his sanity over it all.
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06 Nov 2023
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Ana is perfectly nice and Eddie is… being a moron. He holds her hand. He’s kissed the corner of her mouth a few times. His hands have wandered a little, but strictly above clothes. It’s like every time he and Ana end up somewhere alone after dark, Eddie feels like the poor woman’s father is standing in the corner with a baseball bat and a very significant expression on his face.
set after s04e08. Eddie is having intimacy issues with Ana—as in, he doesn't want to be intimate with her at all and he doesn't understand why. Christopher is kind of upset about the whole thing. Buck just wants his favourite Diazes to be happy.
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31 Oct 2023
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when you're lost in the universe, don't lose hope by kaleidoscopeskies (desert_moonchild)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Oct 2023
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As tired as he looked, Eddie had never seen Buck look so soft or in love before. The only other person Buck had ever even remotely looked at like that was Christopher. And that’s when it hit him.
This was Buck’s baby.
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Buck had never felt so alone in his life, in the weeks after he dropped the lawsuit, when he gets a call letting him know he was never going to be alone again.
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23 Oct 2023
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Buck almost felt like he should be grateful.
He wasn’t the first person for it to happen to. And a lot of the stories he had heard about those first people were far worse.
Horror stories had plagued the news of people blacking out and waking up on a cold metal table. They were poked and prodded and cut into. The pain, they said, was unimaginable.
Then, they would wake up in their beds. Traumatized.
And pregnant with their own clone.
OR: Aliens abduct and impregnate Buck, and his family helps him through it—Eddie most of all.
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16 Oct 2023
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but i can see all along, love (it was you all the way down) by diazchristopher
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13 Oct 2023
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He puts his laptop away after a bit, and paces the length of his apartment as he tries to take stock of the situation at hand.
One: The date is March 22nd, 2024.
Two: It has been March 22nd for 3 days now.
Three: Buck is trapped in some kind of time loop that is forcing him to relive this day.
Four: Eddie is, apparently, in love with him.
And. And.
Five: Buck doesn’t feel the same way.
or, eddie confesses his feelings for buck. buck is absolutely, a hundred percent sure that he does not feel the same way.
the universe has different plans.
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14 Oct 2023
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Pack as a Metaphor by SpaceTimeConundrum:
Constable Benton Fraser is a man without a home and a wolf without a pack. Or at least he was.Synonyms for Disaster by SpaceTimeConundrum:
Angry skinny Polish werewolf detectives from Chicago with experimental hair.Wolfbrothers by mific:
Fraser, Dief, and Ray travel to the icy north on the trail of a stolen artifact and a killer. But as they track the villain to his lair they find that not all of the old myths have been laid to rest, and Ray faces a change that will fundamentally alter his relationship with Fraser.- Language:
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09 Oct 2023
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A perfect storm, and a psychic half-wolf's instincts pull two parallel worlds distinctly different much closer together.
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09 Oct 2023
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“All the more reason to sleep,” Eddie presses.
Buck looks at him, blinking tiredly. “Okay,” he says, suddenly amenable, rounding the couch and climbing onto it. He drapes himself across it, settling on his back and shoving his head into Eddie’s lap with a contented sigh. Eddie sits frozen, book in one hand and the other hovering over Buck’s chest.
or, there’s not a lot eddie wouldn’t do for buck
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05 Oct 2023
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“The roof didn’t collapse because of what I said,” Eddie adds, a little petulantly.
They’ll have to agree to disagree on that one. Because from where Buck’s standing- leaning- trapped- this has cosmic retribution written all over it. The 118 were called to the subway station for a passenger complaining of chest pains. Buck can count on one hand the number of times he’s ever even set foot in LA’s little-known underground railway system. And before the doors to the compartment with their would-be patient could even open, the ceiling gave an almighty rumble and rained down right on top of them.
“Still think you should’ve let me kiss you when we had the chance,” he grumbles.
Buck can be petulant too, thank you very much.
“Did you say kiss? Did he say kiss?!” Chimney’s voice projects from the radio on his shoulder that is not, in fact, broken.
“I definitely heard the word kiss,” Hen confirms.
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Buck and Eddie fight the universe to get their fairytale beginning
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05 Oct 2023
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When you need a little love, I got enough love to share by heroic_pants
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02 Oct 2023
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“Oh my God, May, what’s wrong? Are you hurt? Where are you?”
She takes a breath. “I’m – I’m – I don’t know where I am I – I left the party – ” she says, her head still spinning too much to form a coherent sentence while she’s still crying.
“Did someone hurt you?” he asks, and he sounds afraid. For her. Not even angry. She hadn’t realised he’d be that worried about her.
“No – no – ” she gets out. “I’m fucked – I’m so fucked up, Buck, I fucked everything up – I got high and I’m freaking out – I fucked everything up – ” she tries, before dissolving into tears again.
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At a party with some friends, May leans in to the college experience a little too hard.
At 2 am, drunk and high and emotionally spiralling, she calls the only adult she knows who might not judge her, and doesn't have kids to disturb. Someone who might unexpectedly just the right person to help her out....
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02 Oct 2023
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where all of the people dancing and clapping would greet me with such warmth by trysetmeonfire
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02 Oct 2023
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"Buck," Eddie says, and when Buck looks back at him he finds nothing but love there. "Sure, I'll marry you."
"Oh," Buck says, and his voice is strange and every part of him not anchored to the weight and warmth of Eddie's arm pressed through their suits feels very far away.
Eddie turns more into him, kisses him twice. "Marry me," he laughs, a sound that makes Buck feel more drunk than the champagne. "Buck- please, will you marry me?"
He nods, frantically, and as Eddie laughs again Buck says "Next year, next- in the summer- the- the end of summer, right before school. That's when the best sunsets are."
Oh, his smile, oh, his smile. "It's a date," Eddie says, joy all over him, and Buck curls down into his arms. He can feel Eddie’s nose pressed into the side of his head. "I have to get you a ring," he says, still laughing, a little wet this time. As Buck cries into Eddie's nice suit jacket their family around them laugh, too.
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In the fall, Buck begins to disappear.
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- Part 2 of All I Am, All That I Am
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02 Oct 2023
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Really, it was Lena’s fault. She’d been the one to demand a video when Eddie had finally caved and sent an SOS to the group chat asking if anyone was willing to trade.
“Is anyone interested in trading jerseys with me? Preferably for a smaller size,” Eddie had said because knowing his coworkers, one of them would’ve been a smart ass and gave him an even bigger size. “I ordered an XL because I’m usually a XL but… the way it fits makes me look like I’m fucking one of the players.”
Eddie wasn't trying to go viral. He just wanted to trade his jersey. But then something called Booktok got involved.
Bartender!Eddie Diaz x Hockey Player!Evan Buckley
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20 Sep 2023
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Lord Diaz and Mr. Buckley hope to have found an even keel in their marriage, but the course of love rarely runs smooth, especially when old friends, new acquaintances, romance, and jealousy muddy the waters.
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- Part 3 of Regency: Buddie Style
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20 Sep 2023
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Pick a Star on the Dark Horizon (Follow the Light) by bi_buckrights for MonsterRae1
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16 Sep 2023
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Buck and Eddie had been luckier than most enlisted soldiers - after meeting at basic training, they were stationed at the same base, and had been in the same unit ever since. Buck had been there through everything; from their first deployment to Eddie's divorce, supporting him in war zones or at home with Christopher. Most friends in the military didn't get so much time together before getting shipped off somewhere new, so it was bound to happen sooner or later.
When Eddie learns that he's getting stationed on the other side of the country, he's faced with a reality where Buck isn't a part of his daily life. Neither of them are prepared for a life without the other. Their solution? To get married.
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17 Sep 2023
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The kid with blood pouring down his shins is not so far from the dog lonely enough that he thinks breaking his housetraining is worth it for the ten minutes of berating that come with it, the ten minutes of undivided, if reluctant, attention.
Buck thinks, sometimes, that at least he wasn’t the kind of puppy that gets put in a sack and drowned at birth. He wasn’t always unwanted. And he isn’t anymore.
or, evan “i love you like a dog” buckley has only ever known how to love like, well, a dog, but maybe eddie diaz is the kinda guy to give a flea-bitten mongrel a forever home
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- Part 1 of i love you like a dog
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13 Sep 2023
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The secret ingredient is golden retriever.
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“I’m asking you to be my husband.”
Eddie sighs, straddling Buck’s thighs and sitting down on Buck’s big, cushiony lap. It’s his second favorite seat, after the recliner Athena bullied him into buying when his ribs broke in the overpass collapse. “Buck—”
“And it makes sense, you know?” Buck cuts in, gripping Eddie’s thighs and pulling him in. Eddie can feel all of him, through the thin layers separating them. “I mean, I sat here and I watched you peel an orange for me ‘cause I can’t do it the way you do and in the time it took you to separate the sections I fell in love with you all over again.”
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Buck asks Eddie to marry him in the kitchen, of all places.
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- Part 2 of mi media naranja
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06 Sep 2023