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    After the tuna meltdown, they never really get the chance to get back together, only watching each other’s lives from a distance, occasionally reaching out through texts, pretending it’s enough.

    Until one day, Shane receives a package at his doorstep.
    It’s a book. It’s Ilya Rozanov’s memoir.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    When it happens the puck has just left his stick.

    It's a clean hit, but Shane takes it horribly, crumbling on impact and colliding with the boards. While he tries valiantly to keep his head up, he feels himself slide sideways and his last fully coherent thought occurs as his head cracks against both the ice and the bottom edge of the boards.

    Immediately, the arena starts to wilt.

    “… We just want a future.”

    “I have only been in love with one person…”

    Shane falls backwards and sinks, the ice turning to water beneath him.

    “Holy shit. I love you too…”

    “I love you…”

    The words—memories?— are swimming amongst him, angled and distorted; they consume him, they’re are all he can process, even as someone else—a medic, maybe?— on the periphery now, says, "Just stay still Hollander."

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    Or, upon appearing in a parallel world, canon-Shane is on a mission to fix AU-Shane's fucked-up life. Stat.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up in a future where he is openly bisexual and married. This would be great news, except for the part where moments ago he was in 2014 where he was many things: recent Stanley Cup champion, star of the Raiders, the sluttiest man in Boston, a Russian citizen with a father who is alive, and also absolutely, definitely, 100% not in love with Shane Hollander.

    And why the hell is he wearing a Centaurs jersey?

    Ilya Hollander-Rozanov wakes up in the past, and he really, really would like to go home to his husband.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    Everyone always thought that Shane Hollander was boring. Turns out, when he's got no hockey career to lose, the media trained filter comes off, and he turns into a fan-favorite commentator - he's brutal, funny and knows every stat in MLH history.

    AU where Shane and Ilya never got together and have been rivals the whole time. It's 2017 and Shane's injury during the Metros v Raiders game ends his career. So, the question is, what's next?

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a university student trying his best. He is managing three jobs, two majors, and one sexuality crisis that threatens to upend his hockey career before it even starts. When his best friend, Rose, begs him to come with her to an exclusive BDSM club to let loose and experiment, Shane cannot believe it when he caves to her demands and agrees. Oh and it just so happens that unbeknownst to Shane the club is owned by a Russian mob boss. But really, what could go wrong?

    ***

    Or the one where organized crime boss Ilya meets hockey-playing uni student Shane and big feelings and kinky shenanigans unfold

    Updates ~2x/week <3

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    17 Jul 2026

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    After a career ending injury, Shane is a ghost of the man he used to be. When Ilya Rozanov comes demanding payment for a dept owed, Shane offers himself up to save his parents. He doesn't care if Rozanov kills him, he'd already died on the ice months before. Except what Rozanov has in store for Shane might be worse than anything he'd thought possible.

    Ilya, enraged by Yuna Hollander's actions decides to demand payment. The only thing he wants from her? Her son. Ilya wants to break Shane and remake him into something just for him. To take away every part of the man he'd been until he is exactly what he wants.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    "I did not realize until you got here, how much they do not realize what a Montreal locker room actually sounds like."

    --or, a slight A/U where Shane didn't stay in Montreal after the cottage just because he wanted to or because he thought it was expected of him and those years after he came out to his team had been worse than he lets on

    ---OR, Shane acquires a Russian duckling, finally sets the record straight with his man, goes full 'protect the rookie' mode when his duckling is checked during a game in Montreal, and learns how to be part of a team again (in that order)

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    11 Jul 2026

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    After meeting at the spy academy ten years ago, rookie agents Shane Hollander, Agent 24, and Ilya Rozanov, Agent 81, started secretly hooking up.

    That's until Shane put a stop to it by running away from Ilya's hotel room three months ago without an explanation.

    Ilya was determined to forget Shane, but when one of his mission goes sideways, Ilya is reassigned to help Shane unmask the most prolific art thieves in the world.

    But Ilya's past finds him, compromising their new mission and both their safety.

    [OR This is a tuna meltdown AU where Shane and Ilya are both spies and end up in a safe house together]

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    22 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 68

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    The man sitting in the driver’s seat should not be here. He should be miles away, at his home base in Montreal, not driving a piece of shit beater in the middle of nowhere. 

    And Shane should not be here with him, because as far as Ilya Rozanov knew, Shane’s body burned up in a car fire four years ago.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “Tell me, Ilya,” Svetlana continued, propping her elbow on the table, “what exactly do you think you’re doing?”

    That got his attention. Finally, he glanced at her, his expression unreadable. “Having a drink.”

    “Drooling over a boy—a stripper,” she corrected. “Every night. Like clockwork.”

    5 years ago, Ilya Rozanov inherited his fathers casino.

    Now, he is the most dangerous man in the country.

    Inspired by this fanart 🤭🙏https://x.com/tanglewave/status/2026686370182476074?s=46

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Ilya sees the post at 11:47 AM.

    What the fuck, Svetlana had texted, and below that, Did Shane get hacked? I hope he deleted your dick pics if so.

    And then, because Svetlana knows he’d rather throw himself into the Rideau Canal than check social media when there’s breaking news about him, there’s a single Instagram link. A post from @shanehollanderhockeyplayer, which is still, Ilya maintains, an absurdly long and unwieldy username for a man with over a million followers.

    Ilya clicks the link. He’s expecting to see four candid photos, a well-crafted statement from Farah, a bold declaration of the rumors are true, and fuck you very much.

    Instead, he sees three paragraphs of Shane Hollander, his fiancé, love of his life, publicly breaking up with him.

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    Or, Shane Hollander realizes that getting kidnapped isn’t anything like what it is in the movies. Neither is getting blackmailed. It’s less like a bang and more like a whimper.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Fan mail isn't exactly odd for Shane, he's a well-known professional athlete after all. But when they start getting a little (more like a lot) personal, Shane starts to wonder if it really is just a fan, and if it is, how far they're willing to take things.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Years after getting married to Ilya, a visit with Rose reminds Shane about some fantasies he had of his husband before they were officially together. Shane decides to recount them to Ilya, who would like to formally thank Rose for her service by buying her an island full of horses. And maybe a gold mine.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    A freezing Boston sets the stage for a case that shouldn’t exist: a young man from the city’s elite found dead in the slums, under circumstances far too neat to be real. Detective Shane Hollander - methodical, unyielding, sharp enough to read a crime scene like a coded message - needs only a glance to sense that someone is steering the investigation off course.

    Every lead points to the Raiders and their leader, Ilya Rozanov: a master of high‑stakes robberies, arrogant, unpredictable, dangerously magnetic. The perfect suspect, maybe too perfect. The deeper Shane digs, the clearer it becomes that a powerful hand is shaping the narrative, deciding who gets blamed and who stays untouchable.

    As he follows trails that never make it into official reports - underground cage fights, glittering galas, unlikely alliances - Shane finds himself pulled into a maze of corruption and buried truths. And at the center of it stands Rozanov, a man who should be just a name on a file but the closer Shane gets to the truth, the more he feels another pull - dangerous, unexpected, and impossible to ignore.

    or: Detective Shane and Gangster Ilya. A hard-boiled detective story. Rivalry, smuttyness, romance.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    My greatest accomplishment is the life I’ve built with you

    I would trade every trophy, every award for just one more minute with you

    I need you to know that

    Or What if Shane had been the one on the plane? What if Ilya was the one to receive the fateful Instagram messages? What would happen in the aftermath?

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya’s brows quirked again, and he flicked open the first page of the textbook, ‘and you decided to learn Russian now because...?’

    ‘Because I married a Russian man, and I figured it was about time I learned.’

    ‘You never learned with me.’ Ilya said.

    ‘No.’ Shane replied, tersely, ‘there was a lot I never did with you.’

    Or: After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    156,992

    27 May 2026

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    “I’m trying to figure out,” Rose wonders aloud. “Are you always a complete prick? Just with women? Or just when you lose a game?”

    Ilya barks a laugh, shocked and almost delighted, and his smile spreads wide enough that Rose can see all those pearly whites of his that are so much nicer than she expected any hockey player’s to be. “All the time,” he grins, “all the time. However much of an asshole Hollander has told you I am, double it.”

    She answers truthfully, shrugs her shoulders in her tiny silver dress. “He hasn’t mentioned you at all.”

    After a shitshow of an evening in a Montreal nightclub, Ilya wakes up the next morning in Shane’s bed. Only, he’s not in Shane’s bed — Rose Landry is, and he’s in Rose Landry’s body, and she’s in his. Well, what the fuck are they supposed to do with that?

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    24 May 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    14,354
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    712,994

    23 May 2026

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