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hold you as the water rushes in by justhockey
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Dec 2025
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“Ilya,” Shane whispers. “Ilya, baby, can you open your eyes?”
He’s met with silence, and the frantic tremor of his heart turns into an earthquake. The ice beneath him seeps into his veins and freezes his blood. Panic claws at his chest, scaling his ribcage like a ladder and lodging in his throat. He can barely breathe around the terror.
“Ilya, you need to open your eyes. You need to look at me.”
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31 Aug 2026
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i find you every time, this little light of mine by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Aug 2026
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Shane is the steady ground he stands upon, the hand that guides him, the very air that he breathes. They’re so entwined now, that Ilya is certain he would cease to exist if ever they were separated.
It’s maybe becoming a problem.
Or, 5 times Ilya and Shane try (and fail) not to be codependent, and 1 time they just give into it.
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30 Aug 2026
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Love to Wash in Your Old Bathwater by Hellobeany
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jun 2026
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“You're hot when you're jealous,” Ilya grins, humming as Shane kisses and licks his neck.
Ilya’s smell is slightly different than normal. He is wearing his stupid slutty cologne he always wears when he wants to get laid, because he thinks the notes of amber and musk make him smell sexy.
He does smell pretty sexy, admittedly.
“Not jealous. Just horny,” Shane argues, working to unbutton Rozanov's shirt as he continues kissing his neck.
Ilya just responds with a soft moan, clearly delighted by this turn of events.
Basically, a fic inspired by the song Bathwater by No Doubt, which is one of my faves. Ilya and Shane cheat with each other, not on each other, because they're possessive and jealous boys who are menaces and can't stand the idea of the other one being with anyone else. Not angsty.
Also, despite the /original characters tag, it's more of a mention. No long, detailed scenes or smut with those characters.
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28 Aug 2026
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I'd Like To Say How Beautiful I Think You Are by Hellobeany
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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“You heard me. Truth or dare?” Hollander asks, crossing his arms over his chest. His breath ghosts over Ilya's ear, causing a shiver to run up his spine despite the heat inside.
Ilya is not often surprised. He doesn't like surprises. He is usually the one who is causing chaos around him, bringing a tornado of mayhem with him wherever he goes. If he is the one starting shit then it can't sneak up on him. Then he can't be caught off guard. Can't be caught gaping like he is now, like an idiot.
He tries to regain what's left of his composure. Save some face, if he ever had any.
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Or, a bunch of tipsy hockey players play a slightly homoerotic game of Truth or Dare and Ilya becomes very jealous at the idea that Shane has sent nudes to someone who isn't him. Both men proceed to crash out into a spiral of possessiveness and jealousy.
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27 Aug 2026
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I'd Let You Wreck My Life by Hellobeany
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Aug 2026
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"Shane is too pure, too perfect, to deserve being fucked with. People think he's some pushover or too nice and sweet to fight back but Ilya knows how he really is, and he knows Shane can easily handle his own problems. That isn't the point. Shane can fight his own battles but he wants Ilya to fight his battles sometimes because they both get off on it. They both enjoy the foreplay of it, and the unspoken possessiveness of don't fuck with what's mine. Don't fuck with my person."
Or, instead of communicating about their feelings towards one another they instead show affection through being menaces and fucking over people who do the other wrong. This really comes to a head when someone leaks an old sex tape of Ilya Rozanov.
Tbh actually a lot more soft and loving than I originally thought it'd be but I'm rolling with it.
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27 Aug 2026
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nothing fucks with my baby by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Aug 2026
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“How’s your head, baby?” Shane asks, his voice soft and steady despite the lingering fear.
“I have never had any complaints.”
“Jesus Christ,” Shane sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose between his finger and thumb. He’s smiling behind his hand, though. The relief in his body is still a palpable thing.
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26 Aug 2026
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Bitch4Bitch by Shanebug (Wildandflourecent)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Aug 2026
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“Curtis, let me get this straight,” Ilya said, still half asleep. ”Are you telling me I grow up in Russia, I worry whole time about dangers of being gay, I risk those dangers and my job when I am outed, am only safe after I marry my husband, but am lucky enough to never have formal trouble with tyrannical regime, only to officially be reprimanded by suburban Canadian neighborhood code for the property I own?”
“No one is trying to stop you from being gay Mr. Rozanov.”
“Hollander-Rozanov.”
“We just ask that you follow the neighborhood’s bylaws about how you display it.”
“Funny,” Ilya said dryly. “Putin told me the same thing.”
OR Shane and Ilya Hollander-Rozanov are a lot of things, including bitchy gays. As they put up with less bullshit in married life, their petty side shows more. Never come between a professional ragebaiter and his bitch wife.
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- Part 3 of Est. 2021
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26 Aug 2026
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the sum of its parts by FlameHazel18
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 May 2026
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A (slightly AU) series of socmed/group chat fics following Shane, Ilya, and the Centaurs from the Hollanov outing through Shane’s first season with Ottawa
These are technically all interconnected, and will include references to past events within this universe, but can absolutely be read as standalones
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24 Aug 2026
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When I Picture You by FlameHazel18
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Aug 2026
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Shane discovers the wonders of the timer function on his phone's camera, and how fun it can be to rile Ilya up at the most inopportune times.
Or: 5 times Shane torments Ilya with sexy photo shoots (+1 time Ilya makes him pay for it)
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23 Aug 2026
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zuko nation @yaoionice
tell me why the rozanov leaks have me sobbing into my pillow … god i see what you have done for others
oh captain my captain @jimothykirk
Replying to @yaoionice
RIGHT like i think love might be real
dani @danisqueerbar
Replying to @jimothykirk
we found love in a hopeless place (rozanov’s dms)
Or, the internet reacts to leaked messages between Ilya Rozanov and the mysterious Jane.
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19 Aug 2026
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show me slowly what I only know the limits of by EveFrancesca
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Aug 2026
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"That smell, I know that smell." Ilya is visibly confused but his pupils have dilated slightly, his body catching on before his brain can catch up. "Is that—? What are you wearing?"
"It's just cologne. I thought that's what people did before this kind of thing." Shane puts his hands in his pockets and tries to look casual. He is absolutely not going to laugh at the bewildered look on Ilya's face.
"What kind of thing? What are you talking about?"
"You know. Before meeting up like this." He swallows. Squares his shoulders. "I mean, I gave you my room number. I told you I wasn't a chicken."
He can pinpoint the exact moment that it clicks into place for Ilya what is happening. His mouth falls open. "You… it's— Hollander," he exhales. His eyes have gone almost entirely black and his breathing is ragged.
Shane leans back against the door and tilts his chin down, looking up at Ilya through his eyelashes. "This is such a bad idea."
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Scent is a pretty strong memory trigger. Shane finds the cologne he wore the night they first met up in Room 1410, and decides a do-over might be fun.
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10 Aug 2026
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Episode 4 Fuck Montage meets Forced Proximity meets Accidentally Domestic and stuck in a storm with your No Commitment Non-Monogamous Long-Distance Situationship™
Or: they get snowed in at Shane’s apartment and they’re both fucking horny and go multiple rounds.
Oh, and it’s Christmas, isn’t it.
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- Part 4 of Heated Rivalry Episode Inspired
- Part 5 of Sub Top Ilya
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07 Aug 2026
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Mic'd Up by CaptainKenway
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Mar 2026
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22 Jul 2026
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glass closets and thrown stones by Sporkess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya sign with Ottawa on July 1st 2018. It goes startlingly well (apart from all the bits that don't).
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- Part 7 of It starts in an elevator
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02 Jul 2026
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Shane rested his forehead against Ilya’s, closing his eyes. “I’m gonna ride you, is that okay?”
Ilya nipped at his bottom lip. “I don’t know, let me think. This is same as asking me, is Shane Hollander the best hockey player in the world? Obviously yes.”
And oh, the honest praise was all worth it for the private smile that lit up Shane’s face right then. He kissed Ilya once, slow and sweet. “Shut up,” he murmured, smiling into it. “You’re an asshole.”
Ilya was a little achy with how happy he was, such a wild contrast to his overwhelming grief only moments ago. “I finally admit you are better than me, and now I am an asshole? I think not, Hollander.” He gripped Shane’s hips and flipped them over, the sound of Shane’s breathy laughter while Ilya kissed him into the mattress like medicine for his soul.
Episode 5 in depth: the beach, the all-star game, and if Shane and Ilya made love in that hotel room before confessing their love.
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28 Jun 2026
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“Hollander,” Ilya murmured gently. “Bath is ready.”
Shane cracked his eyes open, staring dumbly at the burly Russian hovering over him where he was still laying in bed.
“…bath?” He croaked, voice raspy with disuse.
“Mm. I ran you a bath. It will make you feel better before you go to sleep tonight. Will help with your sore muscles.”
Shane asks Ilya to fuck him gently during one of their regular hookups, badly bruised from their game. Ilya runs him a bath afterwards, and they fall secretly and desperately in love that way, through whispered confessions and late night conversations while Shane soaks, and Ilya quietly observes him.
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28 Jun 2026
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Knights of the WAG Table by winter1477
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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After harsh demand from the Ottawa Centaurs WAGS, Shane Hollander is added to their secret group chat. Chaos ensues.
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- Part 4 of Hollanov Texting/SMAU's
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- 3/3
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10 Jun 2026
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Convince Me Either Way by isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Hollander huffed and then, slowly, looked into Ilya’s eyes. “What if… what if we didn’t do it all the way?”
“Yeah?” Ilya breathed. “Like?”
“What if it’s just the tip.”
Ilya’s jaw literally dropped. “Who the fuck taught you that?”
Hollander shrugged, then his eyes locked onto Ilya. “Yes or no.”
Fuck it.
Or: episode 4 fuck-montage meets Just The Tip meets down-bad but doesn’t know it Ilya Rozanov meets barebacking
OR: Ilya “just the tip” Rozanov and Shane “just fucking come in me” Hollander
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry Episode Inspired
- Part 1 of Just The Tip™
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- 5,057
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- 1/1
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05 Jun 2026
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ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane
Last chance. Take your tank top back.Lily
no, it's a fucking gift
keep itShane
Fine.
I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.Lily
what the hell is that supposed to mean???
hollander
fuckShane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.
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- 5/5
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03 Jun 2026
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“How long do you think you can last?” Ilya says, scrolling through the minutes on the stopwatch. “Two? Five?”
“Five minutes,” Shane says.
Ilya chuckles. “Wow, I thought maybe you might at least go for ten. So modest.”
“Fuck off. I get to cum in your mouth either way, so what does it matter? Whether I last long enough or not.”
“Oh, Shane,” Ilya purrs. “We both know you hate losing.”
Ilya decides to test Shane's endurance.
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- Part 3 of alphabet hollanov smut
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02 Jun 2026
