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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    When a heavy storm hits the ship, Grace and Stratt find themselves forced into close proximity and repressed feelings accidentally come to the surface.
    This changes some things, and spans over thirty years.

    (June; Ryland and Dr Lokken are flown to remote Alaska to participate in preliminary engine testing using astrophage fuel; they spend two weeks in the wilderness, evading bears and trying not to get into shouting matches in front of everyone. Rasmussen installs the improved and approved o-rings. Ryland discovers that he misses falling asleep with Eva in his bed. The first round of testing is successful; the night he returns to the ship, he and Eva fuck three times and end up talking instead of sleeping, anyway. She tells him that she missed him. He thinks that he might love her.)

    (In July they nuke Antarctica. It’s hard to top that one.)

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Think of it in this way: suppose I make two statements. Statement one: “After I die, I shall be reborn as a baby… but I shall forget my former life.” Statement two: “After I die… a baby will be born.” Now, I believe that those two statements are saying exactly the same thing.”

    —Alan Watts



    Grace and Rocky watch a movie.


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    23 May 2026

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    Eva and Ryland are five years married when the Petrova Line is discovered. After Dubois and Shapiro are killed in the lab explosion, Eva has to send her husband to his death.

    Nothing is different, but everything is different.

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    17 May 2026

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    Ryland has a tattoo. So does Rocky. It's not the same thing, but it also really is.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Hail Mary Counter @hailmarytracker · 12 hrs
    Days since last contact with Hail Mary: 9,716
    🗨 1 ⇄ 2 ♡ 5

    It's been nearly 27 years since the Hail Mary departed. When the ISS detects a signal in the far off solar system, hope begins to grow, even as mysteries start to unravel and the universe becomes a little smaller.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Dec. 29, 2022: Rewritten, expanded, and alive!
    In this war, there's no where safe to flee to — just one very fast ship, her (in)famous Commander, her ace pilot, and all the people they collect. Sequel to A Star to Steer Her By. This gets dark because war is dark, but we're here to kick reaper ass, not settle for a sucky ending.

    Joker could feel the furtive glances as he and Rhi stepped out into the CIC. It wasn’t the same as when he’d made that long walk before, limping past the all-too-able-bodied flight crew. No feeling of self-consciousness now. Just tension, flickering from person to person, and Rhi — Shepard — in the middle like a grounding rod.

    Shit, they even looked at him as if he knew what to do.

    The reapers were here. The criminals, vindicated.

    Man, it sucks being right.

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    26 May 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 26

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    Quinn Hurd is a motorcycle courier on Camala. Tasked with delivering a highly sensitive package, she is accompanied by an armed escort. Trouble is, he's a batarian. The job turns complicated and so do their feelings for each other.

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    25 May 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 53

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    Cerberus has spent billions of credits trying to bring Commander Shepard back from the dead, and despite the odds, it seems to be working. Then a saboteur makes his move and Shepard's resurrection takes a horrific turn, leaving the Alliance, her old team, and Cerberus scrambling to control the situation...all while the Collectors begin their harvest of humanity.

    An AU "What If?" story where the Shepard that wakes up on Lazarus Station isn't the same person that died over Alchera. Things fly off the rails almost immediately, plans and contingencies are dead on arrival, and her former friends--along with the people she would have eventually called her allies--struggle to stay afloat.

    After all, how are you supposed to face your demons when the Paragon of Humanity has become one herself?

    Prologue: Ch. 1
    Act I: Ch. 2-16
    Interlude: Ch. 17
    Act II: Ch. 18-32
    Interlude II: Ch. 33
    Act III: IN PROGRESS

    *UPDATE (7/11/2026) Zoinks, it's been a year since the last update now, hasn't it? The story still isn't dead though! Can't guarantee when the next update will be, but ideally it'll be sometime between a second after you read this and the heat death of the universe*

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    26 Mar 2025

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    A retired Cabal Legionary with a bad leg, sixteen warbeasts, and a Hidden warlock on the run after the disappearance of her Light. The math shouldn't add up to anything but a bad joke, but somehow, they make it work.

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    27 Feb 2020

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