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    Their daughter has become a toddler, and Shane and Ilya are settling into a far more domestic life than the one they knew before.

    It's everything they've ever wanted, and absolutely amazing, but life has a way of bringing old problems back around when you're least expecting it.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    For the first time since 2008, Shane Hollander stopped deluding himself about how he felt about Ilya Rozanov. Ilya was patient, kind, and frustrating beyond compare. He was the only person, other than Rose, who had ever tried to understand Shane and all his quirky behaviors. This feeling he’d suppressed for the better part of a decade was love. But it surpassed all logic to be in love with Ilya Rozanov, a man who never did anything halfway. He knew that if he told Ilya about their baby, he would probably stop everything—even his playoff run—to support him. But he didn’t want Ilya to give up hockey, and he certainly didn’t want to force Ilya’s hand to put a label on their relationship by baby-trapping him.

    Or, Shane Hollander gets knocked up and does his best to navigate single parenthood.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane never got hurt during the game after Ilya’s father died and Ilya went through with breaking things off with Shane. Three months after their relationship fell apart, Shane found out that he was six months pregnant.

    Five years later, Shane is balancing hockey and a major secret and Ilya moves to the Ottawa Centaurs after several unsuccessful seasons with Boston. Neither of them are ready for how much a chance encounter at a hockey rink is going to change everything.

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    The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide

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    19 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 64

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    Shane Hollander is 25, an omega, and ready to settle down.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov, also 25, an alpha, and seemingly allergic to settling down.

    What could possibly go wrong?

    *Read the tags!*

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
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    19 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    If you’re like me, I absolutely love domestic Hollanov. I’ve been working on brainstorming different Hollanov Headcanons, and I finally feel ready to put them to work ☺️ Here she comes world, be kind!!!!

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    16 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 30

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    "You two love her, and that's better than some kids get. Mom, or not." She pauses, "I mean, in case you're asking a deeper question here. You two are the best parents I think she can have. Paternal, maternal, fricking fraternal."

    "Thank you, Jackie."

    She dips her head, then reaches across the counter to tug the nipple into the cap. Shane grabs the bottle and sets it in the microwave. "Did you ever feel like it goes away tomorrow? Like you worked so hard, and fell so deep, then the lamp looks weird, and it'll all vanish?"

    Shane's back is facing Jackie, so he can't see her expression. But she laughs once, and brushes their shoulders as they both watch the microwave spin. "Hayden and I weren't like you guys. My version of working hard and falling deep is completely different. Like Ilya said, different doesn't mean bad, just unique. You guys have spent so much time…and time is something you really can't waste, you know? Even if you both wake up tomorrow, and this is all a dream. I mean, the dream would be enough to take me back to sleep."

    Or, Shane and Ilya introduce the Pikes to their own baby, Irina.

    (Heed the eventual smut tag :)

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    Chapters:
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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander never got that concussion, and Ilya Rozanov breaks up with him. Shortly after, Shane suffers a career ending injury. They don’t speak again.

    Of course, stories don’t end like that. At least not theirs. When Shane adopts a little girl with familiar curls and deep blue eyes, Shane writes letters to Ilya, imagining he was with him, raising the girl together.

    Movers get things mixed up. Letters get sent. And after 4 years of no contact, Ilya moves to Ottawa to see Shane again. The only question is—will Shane let him in? Or is he still just as scared as he was in 2017?

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    Chapters:
    20/23
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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya stood up again, resuming his endless pacing around the room, “You never do it on purpose.”
    “What’s that supposed to mean?”
    “You always say you are sorry. But you never stop doing it. I move to shitty team, I get upset at shitty team and you feel guilty, you say sorry but you don’t understand when I complain.” He was raising his voice again and his grasp on English was getting worse by the minute.
    “That’s not fair.”
    “You say you are sorry about my family but then you do not understand what I have to say when we talk about families! It’s always your mom is too pressing or too worried. Guess what Shane! I do not have a mom to press me!”

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    Shane accidentally breaks something important for Ilya. Instead of reacting like he usually would, Ilya, already tired from a part argument, starts shouting at him eveything he's ever been upset about. Shane can't stand it and finds himself safe wording out of the argument. Fluff ensues.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    It's their daughter's first snowfall and Ilya teaches Shane about the Slavic tradition of outside napping.

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    Comments:
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    13 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 83

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    “I want to meet her.” he managed to say through the wave of emotion coursing through him.

    “No.” Shane said, as if there was no possibility Ilya would ever get to meet his daughter.

    “You don’t get to decide when I see my child.” Ilya said, trying desperately to keep his voice calm, not wanting to give Shane more reason to believe he was still the violent person he left seven years ago

    “Yes I do. I am not going to let my child be collateral in the war you’re in with your brother like I was.”

    “I am legit now. I promise. After you left I have spent the last seven years cleaning us up. We do nothing criminal. I have no connections to Alexei and Russia anymore. Just let me meet her.”

    “No. Not until you prove it to me. I will not let any part of that life affect her.”

    “Can you at least tell me her name”

    “Her name is Masha. Well it’s Mariya, but we all call her Masha.”

    Or Shane Hollander found out he was pregnant with Russian Mafia member Ilya Rozanov's child and ran away. Seven years later Ilya has broken off ties to his brother and found Shane and his daughter. He wants to meet her.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
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    12 Jun 2026

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    “You know,” Shane says quietly, “you do look really good like that.”

    “Like what exactly?” he laughs, toying with him.

    “Carrying her like that. You look very. . . dad.”

    Ilya snorts. “I do not know what that means.”

    “It means hot.”

     

    (ie. shane and ilya are snowed in at the cottage with their baby and have some alone time)

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    Comments:
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    10 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for 6 years with 3 kids, what seems like a picture perfect family actually hides a more sinister truth.

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    “You are not alone, you have me and your children, what more could you want?” Ilya said softly. “The world can be cruel, especially in my line of work. If I let you and the kids outside, you become targets. I keep you here for your safety, and because I love you.” Ilya placed a kiss on Shane’s forehead.

    “You trapped me,” Shane whispered.

    Ilya’s gaze changed, his face hardened. His heavy scent flared with suffocating waves of cedarwood and leather. Yet, he didn’t argue, he let his scent do the work. As the waves of intimidating Alpha scent flooded the bedroom, Shane could feel his inner omega biology washing over him, trying to force him to submit to his Alpha.

    “I saved you, everything I do is for you and our children.” Ilya corrected him softly.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    28,370

    10 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has built his NHL career on control—of his body, his instincts, and his secrets. As an omega in a league that demands perfection, mistakes are not an option.
    So when he wakes up sick with a nausea he doesn’t recognize, panic is the last thing he allows himself to feel.

    Until the test says otherwise.

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    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
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    22,786

    09 Jun 2026

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    No press conference. No dramatic video. Just a clean statement from the Montreal Metros PR account.

    ‘Shane Hollander will be taking the upcoming season away from professional play for personal reasons.‘

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    281
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    24,897

    09 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 91

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never meant to end up on the same side of the ice.
    Former rivals with a complicated past, they now coexist uneasily as coach and captain—professional, distant, and pretending the years between them erased something instead of sharpening it.
    Shane has a daughter. Ilya knows that much. What he doesn’t know is how deeply she ties them together, or how quickly proximity turns restraint into something fragile and dangerous.
    As road trips, chance encounters, and an overexcited toddler force them into each other’s orbit, old habits resurface, unspoken truths press closer, and the line between past and present begins to blur.
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    Shane accidentally got pregnant after an unprotected hookup and is an idiot who hides it from Ilya. A few years later, they meet again on the same team, both beginning new chapters in their lives.

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    5,344

    09 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 90

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    “Shane Hollander, I want to make you a father.” He looked up at Shane, eyes seeking approval. Shane looked down at him. God, was he perfect. His curly hair was tussled, sleep in his eyes, maybe even a little bit of dried drool on the edge of his mouth. He morning light shone on his face. Shane lowered himself until their faces were mere inches apart. He took a moment to look at every detail of Ilya’s skin, then to his beautiful, plush lips. Shane placed a gentle kiss before lingering there for a moment, not entirely caring that neither man had brushed their teeth yet. They pulled away again but continued to remain only inches apart. His husband was so beautiful. Not just physically. Ilya was the greatest person Shane knew, and he was asking Shane, with utmost earnest, to have a child with him. Who was Shane to deny him?

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    16
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    90
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    9,250

    09 Jun 2026

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    The doctor had told the mated pair that Ilya could experience a defensive rut. Rather than making an alpha super horny, a defensive rut causes them to shift into a hard ‘protect and take care of my family/pack’ mode. They typically only occur in mated alphas, especially after having their first child. While they can happen to any new alpha father, it almost always happens to alphas who have very dominant pheromones, like Ilya.

    (Ilya has his first rut since his omega husband, Shane, gave birth, but it’s never been like this before.)

     

    ((Can be read standalone))

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    25,143

    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane stood, kissed Ilya’s cheek, and gently took Eva from him. She paused for a second at the shift, looked up to Shane with her big watery eyes, and then continued to wail. He sighed, brushed his fingers over her wispy black hair, and began to rock her lightly in his arms as Ilya sank slowly to the couch.

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    5 times that Shane and Ilya soothed their crying daughter, and 1 time Shane and Ilya's daughter soothed her crying dads

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    835
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    18,870

    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are living the domestic, married life they've always envisioned for themselves. But when their 3-year-old daughter experiences loss for the first time, in the form of a little bumblebee she befriended, Ilya finds himself guiding her through grief.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    253
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    568
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    46,607

    06 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 86

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    Ilya finds Shane in heat

    Who could resist that?

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    Collections:
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    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    576
    Bookmarks:
    86
    Hits:
    8,836

    06 Jun 2026

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