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    Neil was singing in the shower again.

    Neil didn’t like to sing in front of other people. He thought no one could hear him, but Andrew always turned off the TV when Neil went to shower so Andrew could hear his low timbre through the wall, mixed with the spray of the water and echoing off the tiles of the small bathroom.

    Sometimes, it was a blessing Neil was so dumb.

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    19 May 2025

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    A group of amateur thieves kidnap a senator’s son to ransom him for money. The senator’s son doesn’t want to go back.

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    “Are these padded cuffs?” Neil asked, his voice raspy, his throat dry. He tugged on his wrists and winced when they chafed against his recent wounds from Lola.

    “They’re Nicky’s,” someone answered him—a woman.

    “Fox Seven! Use the code names!”

    “Sorry. I’ve never kidnapped someone and ransomed them for money before.”

    “I’ve been kidnapped?” Neil asked.

    “What did you think was happening?”

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    14 May 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    “You found me again,” the man eventually said, sounding only mildly miffed.

    “I’ll always find you.”

    “Romantic.” His tone was flat.

    “It was a threat,” Andrew explained.

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    Cinderella AU, but with a ball every night.

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    13 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    Some days, when he remembers being crouched in a room with only his fear and aches for company, Andrew wishes someone would have said it and meant it. Just to know what a promise would have sounded like.

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    12 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    A snippet into Neil's trip to visit Andrew during his fifth year's winter break.

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    11 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Literally so good 😭😭💞💞

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    Just some info I've gathered over the past couple of weeks, about how to:
    1. Block tags using Site Skins, block only fics that contain both tag A and tag B, and block fics with a tag that contains a certain phrase, unless they are a specific whitelisted tag
    2. Highlight the tags in pretty colors! Or bold, or hide them!
    3. Block mega-crossovers with a million different fandoms
    4. Select for/block fics that are completed/rated something/have a certain category/don't have summaries
    5. Block everything that doesn't have a certain tag, or one of a list of tags
    6. Block orphan_account and tag block by author
    7. Block only tags of specific types (fandoms, relationships, freeforms, etc.)
    8. Block fics focused on a list of characters, and/or fics without any tags of a specific type
    9. Block every pairing with two characters in it—case insensitive, any order, no matter how many other people are also in the tag
    10. Block by number of tags

    Series
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    11 May 2025

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    “Still here?” Andrew asks Neil mildly.

    “He just helped us win the game, you ass,” Nicky says through a laugh. Neil doesn’t pay attention to Nicky. Andrew isn’t teasing. He’s asking, Where is your head right now? Are you here, or are you in Baltimore; Evermore; an overcast beach in California?

    Neil points at the ground. I’m right here.

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    23 Apr 2025

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    (And when the vines reached my heart? I didn’t pull them out. I named them after you.)
    --
    Hanahaki: love that takes root where it doesn’t belong.
    Neil was never meant to feel it. He wasn’t supposed to survive long enough to. But then there was Andrew.

    Now Neil is coughing up flowers—blooms that carry every unsaid word, every moment he couldn’t let go. But this disease only ends in one of two ways:
    You confess.
    Or you die.

    And Neil has always been terrible at both..

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    21 Apr 2025

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    February, 1996: Andrew gets into his car and disappears over the horizon, leaving Aaron and Neil behind to pick up the pieces.

    Two and a half years later, he walks back into their lives.

     

    Please do not translate or republish this work.

     

     

    Complete - posting Tuesdays and Fridays.

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    05 Apr 2025

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    Neil Josten is pretty sure that trying to live a "normal" life is hard enough without unwittingly becoming the tutor to a guy whose twin brother is a) horribly antagonistic to him for tutoring said twin brother, b) apparently notorious on-campus for sleeping with anyone once, and c) the first person to make him Google search, "Want to somehow kiss and punch someone at the same time?"

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    29 Mar 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 86

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    By sheer coincidence, Neil ends up at the very same gas station as Kevin Day. It changes things, to say the least.

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    24 Mar 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 73

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    Aaron has a knot in his back. Kevin has hands.

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    23 Mar 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 24

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    Lola brings the dashboard lighter a little higher.

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    10 Nov 2024

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    "It looks like someone got you with a knife-" The words die in his throat as the night comes together in a sharp, horrifying sort of clarity. He can barely speak the idea into existence when he says, "wait- did Andrew do this to you?"

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    After a bad night, Neil comes to Aaron for help.

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    13 Oct 2024

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    Neil hasn’t had the chance to examine the feeling of fear in a long time. He’s all too familiar with it though; from the nightmares, to the memories of a cold basement floor, he knows the feeling like the back of his hand.

    But this fear is new, loaded with ridiculousness and a complete lack of reason. It’s nothing more than pixels on a screen, far away theories that can’t hurt him like his past can.

    Maybe that’s why he’s beginning to not mind it as much. It doesn’t hurt that Andrew is also there to hold him through it.

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    18 Aug 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 1

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    Author's summary;

    In which Mickey and Cauler spend a lazy morning together in each other's arms.

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    16 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A podfic!!!!! Of my writing!!!! & its so good,,, 😭💕💕

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    Stuart sent Neil to the Yorkshire moor to heal, but all Neil wants to do is fade. Unfortunately, the other residents of Foxhole Manor have different ideas. Wymack’s huge house holds secrets: a mysterious howling, a locked garden, and an abundance of Foxes concealing their reason for being there. And Andrew, the man on the moor, is no help in unraveling things—though Neil is starting to think maybe they can heal together.

    A Secret Garden AU.

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    02 May 2024

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    “I have rules,” Andrew says.
    “I’m leaving in two months,” Neil tells him.
    “Perfect. Tomorrow night?”

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    Looking for a reason, a reason to stay.

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    31 Mar 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 11

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    Animatic submission for AFTG Mixtape Exchange 2024.

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    30 Mar 2024

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    Neil, an injured surfer, finds relief during summer at Palmetto Resort working the front desk.
    It’s uncomplicated until he meets Andrew.
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    Or the one where Neil has a broken ankle and the Foxes are surfers with summer jobs.

    Yeah this is a Stoked AU.

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    07 Mar 2024

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