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  1. Rec 6

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    In the late 2000- Early 2010s we had a little show that changed our lives with tons of unanswered questions regarding a zany world that worshipped a deathmetal band. In the era of screencaps and a professionally crazed fan, here are the relevant news articles, and paper scraps that tipped off the audience about the lore, worldbuilding, and ever growing power of the tribunal.

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    29 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this knowledge changed my life

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    Written on my tumblr blog @ skwigelfskwisgaar.
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    Cold.

    Skwisgaar always hated the cold. But it wasn't like he wasn't used to it - he had grown up swaddled in the biting cold winds, reminders that his mother had forgotten to buy food, to purchase new coats, socks, boots for her growing boy. He was an afterthought, to be left outside like the rest of her worries.

    He said it was because he was always stuck outside and exposed to it - which wasn't a total lie - but in reality it was because it was a reminder that he was unwanted by the one person he ever wanted to be noticed by when he was young. He wasn't meant for love, he wasn't deserving of it.

    He was unworthy of it.

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    23 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 16

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    A decade ago, Trent ran away from home, only to become entangled with a seemingly trustworthy man. Now working as an escort, Trent spends his nights servicing clients who (with the rare exception) couldn't care less about him, all while struggling to break away and finally begin the music career he's always wanted.

    On what should have been a routine night, he meets a new client: Atticus, an insecure workaholic who is set to be attending a movie premiere...and due to a misunderstanding, is completely shocked to find out he isn't getting a female escort.

    Following an anxious night, Trent is sure that he'll never see Att again. That is, until a chance encounter with him one night creates a domino effect in Atticus' personal life, leading to the two furthering the charade they made.

    But as time goes on, and the more Trent unintentionally reveals himself to his client, the less it feels like a charade...

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    15 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    one of my fave trent fics

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    In the wake of a crashed mindflayer ship, Astarion picks himself up in the wilderness outside Baldur's Gate, unhurt and, for the first time in two centuries, free. There is a party of tadpoled adventurers, a sympathetic monster hunter, and uncontrollable flashbacks of his old life standing in his way. There is an opportunity, at last, for a new life.

    Or: An Act 1 retelling in which Shadowheart's Turn Undead worked on Astarion.

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    17 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    This time around, it's Quill who's in need and Valeria who holds all the cards. Valeria has to face her ex-captor and decide if he's worth saving, now that there are two versions of him in her head: Silvercrow, her enemy, and Quill, a broken prisoner.

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    29 Dec 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 5

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    Astarion tries to find his place as Cazador Szarr's spawn, and the learning curve is steep.
    The lessons - however harsh - are not completely without benefit, though.

     

    This angsty little fic is part of the #BIGWIPs March challenge "Spring Flowers"

    The prompt is: Thistle - the first time they handled their signature weapon or cast their signature spell (even though I stretched it a bit and included thieves' tools in that list)

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    25 Mar 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 57

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    Astarion doesn't look up from the paper he holds. He sucks in a breath, to talk, and his voice is a horror. “They knew. My parents,” he spits. “They knew what had happened to me the entire time. They knew I had been taken by Cazador.”

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    11 Mar 2024

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    "The way the body reacts after birth is unavoidable. All his siblings experienced it: searching for a baby that was no longer there, raging and screaming at everyone and everything in the vicinity as if the child was hidden like a sick parlour game. They all knew what would happen after the first time, but every subsequent time might as well have been the first.

    What would’ve happened if one of those children had survived?"

    Or: what if the spawn having spawn was a requirement for the Black Mass? What if the mindflayers captured Astarion with one of those children in tow?

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    28 Feb 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 55

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    How humiliating it is, wanting a prince, a hero, a godsdamned monster hunter to put him in his place, when he’s finally supposed to be free. What, exactly, does it say about him that he’d barely been free of Cazador for a week when he’d started imagining the Blade of Frontiers as his new master? Why is this where his thoughts always go, when he’s lying in his tent waiting for the others to fall asleep before he sneaks off to hunt? (Why is it that sometimes, in the afterglow of the fantasies of Wyll shoving him to his knees and brutally taking his pleasure, he imagines soft, chaste kisses and a hand gently taking his?)

    Astarion's plagued by embarrassing fantasies about the Blade of Frontiers putting him in his place. He only gets more embarrased when his tadpole gives Wyll a glimpse of said fantasies.

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    22 Feb 2024

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    There was a problem with Astarion.

    Well, in all likelihood, there were quite a few problems with Astarion.

    He was abrasive and flippant and self-serving, and Gale was in no doubt that his quick fingers were skimming at least a little out of whatever chests Tav had him picking.

    Oh, and there was the fact that he was a vampire. Yes, there was that little detail.

     

    Or, Astarion getting outed by the shadow-cursed lands.

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    22 Jan 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 47

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    Two years after the events with The Absolute, the party have been brought back together to help Tav with her new child and celebrate. Halsin couldn't be happier with his newborn son, but Astarion has a growing feeling of dread every time he looks at his adoptive child. What happens when the child you promised to love and raise happens to be the reincarnated soul of Cazador? Can he heal from his past or will he fall back into old habits? And how far will Astarion go to find Tav when old enemies come to take revenge?

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    22 Jan 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 71

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    Astarion gets staked by Tav, and he dies. It turns out to not be the worst thing in the world, because at least in death he's free from Cazador, right?

    Wrong.

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    21 Jan 2024

  13. This has been deleted, sorry!

    17 Jan 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 57

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    Astarion is sleeping when it happens. His head is lying on the filthy stone floor of the kennels, not even a blanket or a pillow to protect him from the chill.

    Abruptly, his rest is interrupted when he feels something inside of him, something that has been a part of him for his entire unlife, suddenly snap.

     

    Or: Wyll and Astarion navigate a world where the tadpoles don't exist, find their freedom, and maybe something more.

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    13 Jan 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 29

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    The Moonrise Towers prison break quest has gone horribly wrong, and Tav and Astarion have been captured. Taking place after the conversation with the blood merchant but before Astarion's love confession. Two idiots who've caught feelings but don't want to admit it facing the horrors together.

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    08 Jan 2024

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    Astarion is near the docks when he feels Cazador's compulsion on him snap. He doesn't think twice. He just takes the next available ship out of Baldur's Gate. Its destination: The City of Splendors. Waterdeep.

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    Gale takes back the glass, now empty, and then seems to fidget a little. “There is something I wanted to get your opinion on- but it can wait until you’ve recovered. You don’t look well at all- no offense meant, of course.”

    “None taken,” Astarion says sweetly. “Please go on. Tell me exactly what it is about my appearance that you find lacking.”

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    06 Jan 2024

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    Meditation is not sleep, and reverie is not quite dreaming. Fever can shunt humans into a horrible half-sleep. Elves, instead, get one foot caught in memory.

    Memory can be unkind.

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    06 Jan 2024

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    Being the demigod daughter of Lord Bhaal, Tavrah comes from an ancient respected royal bloodline.
    One night she offers the vampire Lord Cazador an arrangement he cant refuse, bodies for his ritual in exchange for one of his spawn. Astarion soon learns there is more to his new master Tavrah than meets the eye, and she has some tricks up her sleeve that could turn the tides for the vampire spawn.

     

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    Slow burn. Slow build.

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    04 Jan 2024

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    The others have their own sordid pasts, to be sure, but it's different for Astarion. Being a monster is one thing. Being a monstrous, pathetic, conniving, little whore is entirely another.

    There’s no cure for being owned by Cazador Szarr. There’s no fixing what Astarion is. He'd have to be crazy to believe otherwise.

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    02 Jan 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 21

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    A version of history where Durge used to attend Cazador's parties.

    The spawn met his gaze with blazing eyes. Furious. Dar had expected a broken shred of a person. The snivelling humans offering up blood were pathetic and he was expecting something worse from the spawn. This wasn’t a shredded broken thing. There was hate in those eyes. Trapped and controlled but not truly broken. Dar held his gaze. The spawn’s lip curled, showing fangs but then he got that under control. Cazador was watching. The spawn hated Dar but he was too afraid of Cazador to risk anything more than that flickering hate in his eyes.

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    02 Jan 2024

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