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    Neil met Andrew in juvie when he was 15 after his mother died and the cops found him staring at a burning vehicle. He was wary of him at first but eventually, they became friends which then led to a little bit more than friends. When Andrew eventually left to go live with Aaron, they kept in touch, until Neil got out of juvie and returned to his life on the run, where their contact was scarcer. One day, Andrew got a call from +44 20 number. London. When he answered it was the same boy he missed, calling to tell him that he gave up on running and was seeking refuge with his uncle Stuart in London. And he went by Neil now. Neil Hatford. Andrew was just happy to hear that he was all right.

    That was 3 years ago. Now Andrew is a sophomore at Palmetto State University, playing exy for the Foxes. And Neil… Well.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    1/5/26
    Cute!!

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    Neil gets injured during a game and freaks out. Andrew finds out what exactly happened to Neil in Baltimore.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    1/3/26

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    03 Jan 2026

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    1/3/25
    Loved this real cute

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    Andrew has a nightmare about losing Neil, so Neil spends the rest of the night in Andrew's bed. The next morning, no one can find Neil and Andrew is no help.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    1/2/26 short and sweet!

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    Andrew absolutely should not be interested in Kevin's protege.

    For one thing, he's too young.

    For another thing...

    Nope, that's it.

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    02 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    1/1/26
    Good read, liked this fr

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    Andrew would not call himself obsessed with Neil Josten.

    He would say he has a healthy fascination with his way of teaching, his apparently deep-reaching expertise on the intricacies of crime, and the way his tight little ass looks in those expensive slacks he wears to class.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    1/1/26
    Good read

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    “You ever get tired of hotels,” Shane asks, tugging on his jacket.

    Ilya shrugs, glancing back at him. “No. Hotels are simple.”

    “How so.”

    “No one expects you to stay.”

    OR

    Ilya Rozanov never tells the media anything real, but somehow can’t keep the truth from Shane Hollander.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    1/1/26

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    Ilya Rosanov gets added to a group chat under the wrong name and doesn’t correct it.

    The Montreal WAGs are open and inviting.
    What follows isn’t a lie so much as a pattern — one that becomes harder to undo the longer it goes on.

    No one knows the truth.
    Not the hockey world, and not the group chat.

    Until they do.

    By the time it arrives, everyone is already involved.

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    01 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Started 1/1/26
    First fic of the new year!!
    Adorable, a little confused on the timeline, lowkey hate that it’s canon compliant, but otherwise cute

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    Jackie wants to add Ilya to the Montreal WAG group chat.... but Lily is already in there

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    31 Dec 2025

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    12/31
    Silly goofy

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    I have made a discord server as a way to talk to more people from the fandom, along with that beta reader applications can be found in the announcements chat if you are interested - https://discord.gg/e3SvBaeSZp

    WAGs rookie brunch featuring ilya.

    or

    Ilya Rozanov being added to the WAGs group chat for the Montreal metros turns into him being forced into going to brunch with the rest of the WAGs to celebrate the draft picks

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    31 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    12/31

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    29 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    -2/28 and 12/29
    Love this! Especially more than them being outed tbh

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    "You won't if you want to fuck me tonight." Hollander had said in Russian. “Maybe I make you wait a whole week. Maybe I wear your jersey around and nothing else, but you still won’t be allowed to fuck me.”

    Dmitry glanced up, pausing from where he was unlacing his skates. What the fuck could in the conversation possibly have possibly led to this?

    He glanced at Rozanov, who'd been smirking and teasing Wyatt only a second earlier. Now, his mouth was firmly shut. All the rest of the team stared at Rozanov.

    Wyatt laughed. "Oh my God, Roz I don't even know what he said but you are so damn whipped!"

    "One word from the husband and he shuts up!" Bood crowed.

    Chouinard jumped in. "Yeah, what the hell did you say to shut him up that quickly, Hollzy?"

    (4 times shane was less boring than people thought. including hickeys, never have i ever, being in the room next door to them at a hotel, and a russian rookie)

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    28 Dec 2025

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    12/28

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    As he walked past he caught a brief exchange between the two.

    “Thanks for cleaning up out here, I know there are things you’d rather do than clean up after us,”

    Rozanov laughed and kissed Shane. “Yes, I do not like playing maid for Boiziau and Pike. But I know you will stress if it is not done, so I do it. Go, relax.”

    In response, Shane melted into Rozanov. Shit, JJ could understand why. That was actually romantic as fuck. Damn, Rozanov.

    (jj and hayden visit shane at the cottage & jj realises there’s more to rozanov than he ever knew)

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    28 Dec 2025

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    12/28
    Need more

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    Surprisingly, Rozanov seemed to understand completely. “Long distance is hard, yes?”

    Wyatt saw Bood’s eyebrows raise. “You talking about your girl, Rozy?”

    Rozanov shrugged. “We know what it is like. I have had years of practice. Was complicated. Long distance is shit. It is better now I am here, in Ottawa.”

    “What?”

    “Yes, uh- she is from Ottawa.”

    Bood’s mouth dropped open. “That’s why you moved teams? For her?”

    (snapshots from the centuars pov of ilya rozanov moving too ottawa)

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    28 Dec 2025

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    12/28
    Mhm! Mhm! Yessss

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    The NHL's power couple has a new hobby: using Scott Hunter as their emotional (and chirp-related) ping-pong ball. He’s not mad, he’s just… profoundly done.

    Or,

    Two games, two losses, two infamous knuckleheads. Only, one is a ragebaiter. The other is ragebaited. Scott Hunter is just the poor soul standing between them.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    12/28 yuppp yuppp yup

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    Hollander gestures to where they’re sitting and asks, “This okay?”
    Rozanov yells, once more, “Puppies!”

    --
    OR: The Stanley Cup Champion Ottawa Centaurs Do Buzzfeed's Puppy Interview

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    28 Dec 2025

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    12/28
    Loved this really really good

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    Shane has spent his entire career rising above it.

    After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops.

    A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.

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    28 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    12/28
    That was so sad and so perfect and I love him. Cause it was love at first sight fr.

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    No one ever told Neil there was a second Minyard who was a soldier for the U.S. Army, and suddenly he was stuck with him in his dorm during Thanksgiving holidays.
    But sometimes first expressions can be wrong, and what Neil expected to be the worst week of his year might turn out completely different than anticipated.

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    28 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    12/27 and 12/28
    Cute, solid smut to fluff ratio, luv how in love they are

  19. Public Bookmark 93

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    The batch of horses that had been brought in were wicked, so there was no chance for a lucky draw. As the crowd itched for the fourth ride, the announcer spluttered. “Tonight, the next boy out of the gate is a rookie. Tonight’s his first ride under these lights,” He doubled back again, staring at his script as Dan nodded. “From out East in Maryland, make some noise for Neil Josten on Lady Macbeth.”

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    Neil Josten is running. He leaves Maryland with nothing but a pickup truck and a duffel bag. Neil finds himself stranded in Western Montana, and enters a rodeo competition on a whim. Suddenly, he’s offered somewhere to stay. A place to hide from his past.

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    Neil ends up on a horse ranch and suddenly finds out that he never knew what family was.

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    27 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Started on 12/26 finished 12/27
    The hat scene was real real cute, could use more andreil content fr

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    Shane blinks his eyes open to find Ilya hovering above him. “Let me make you a burger for dinner.”

    Ilya,” he smiles. Translation: Diet.

    “I will make you bird burger, the way you like it. Bean patty. Fake bread bun.”

    You think they have my bean burgers and weird bread at this thing?” Shane had been expecting to just survive on veggie platters until they got home.

    Ilya scoffs like he said something stupid. “Yes, Hollander, I told Dykstra to order them last week.”

    Shane and Ilya attend the 2019 Dykstra-Pike collaborative Canada Day cottage party.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Loved loved loved, ate it up on 12/26 (lowkey skipped them fucking on the ground cause I just couldn’t )

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