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When they come, they’re a knife to the back, and he twists it and pretends that he isn’t bleeding.
or: Dazai has violent intrusive thoughts.
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How could anyone blame him?
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It's only natural that a moth be attracted to the light.
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Excerpt: Testimony of Dr. Constance Peterson, psychoanalyst
While I initially treated Brandon for psychiatric symptoms related to his transvestism, he additionally divulged to me that he experienced sadistic homosexual fantasies—which, and this is an approximate quote, both aroused and disturbed him, the latter only strengthening the former. This started around age fifteen...
[can you detail the content of these fantasies for us?]
…I don’t know if it should be taken in a public court.
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02 Apr 2026
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127.0.0.1 (My Greatest Achievement) by marblehead
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
30 Mar 2026
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From the moment Caine finds himself shoved into the recycling bin, he knows escaping is a fruitless endeavor. So he does something he’d never let himself do before: He gives up.
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Kinger encounters his greatest achievement in the recycling bin.
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01 Apr 2026
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we've both done things we're not proud of (and you're definitely not one of them) by Ricih is in his TADC era (Ricih)
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
31 Mar 2026
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“T-that’s good. Please, I… I…” Caine sniffed. His shoulders trembled as he forced the words out. “You can fix me all you want, but if you really think you’re making a difference, let me… feel good.”
Kinger’s heart shattered into a thousand pieces in that moment. If he had a mouth, it would surely be hanging open.
Then Caine opened his mouth, letting Kinger look into his tear-filled eyes.
“I-I thought that by torturing you guys, I...” He rubbed his arm across his eyes in a futile attempt to dry the tears. “I thought that was what I needed to finally feel good, but it was not! Why?!”
Kinger stood up from his chair, but didn’t dare take another step forward when Caine aggressively gestured his hand at him.
“I-I never feel good! I live to make you happy and get nothing in return,” he cried. “I want to be able to feel. I-is that too human for me, too?!”
Or, Kinger manages to shut down Caine at the end of episode 8. He's now trying to fix it, but unresolved issues get in the way.
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- Part 3 of Royalteeth Week 2026
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31 Mar 2026
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"So, uh, anyways," Jax started to say. He underwent a hasty retreat back towards his chair, eternally grateful for the table that stood between him and Caine. "We were talking about you and your hobbies, right? What were those again?"
"I know what you're doing."
(Or, how Jax and Caine's dinner date could have ended.)
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30 Mar 2026
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Is This the World You Wanted? by Ozcall_Jameson
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
12 Dec 2025
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This fandom has me in a chokehold. Also loosely inspired by "If I Can't Have Me, Then No One Can." By HouseofWack & To Stay Gold by kalpea_varis (fromo)! Please go check them out too!
Jax is spiraling fast after the favorite character awards and unlike the others, nobody really wants to try and catch him. He would rather self destruct alone than try and reach out. He was so assured of himself that he was fine and if it was the end, then he was going out without dragging anyone else with him. Or so he thinks.
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- Part 1 of The Digital Abstractions
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27 Mar 2026