aestivation
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He wondered, sometimes, what would happen if he failed while everyone was watching? If the boy they believed in blinked at the wrong moment. If the field stopped listening.
Yoichi Isagi told himself these were ordinary thoughts, the kind that visited anyone standing this close to the summit. He told himself pressure was proof of meaning, that doubt was simply the shadow cast by ambition.
He did not yet know that something inside him had already begun to slip —quietly, gently— out of sequence.
In which, Isagi starts hallucinating due to a mysterious neurological disease. His reality is distorted. His vision —once his most polished weapon— is now a puppet to his ill mind. He slowly spirals all while the world sees him as an embarrassment, an insult of a player, a fading star that ran out of fuel; anything but a sick boy who has the weight of the world on his shoulders.
Who would've thought his greatest rival would be the one rearranging his broken pieces into something intact? Will he shatter again? Had he ever been truly intact in the first place?
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Blue Light Messes With Biorhythm by aestivation
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
13 Feb 2026
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Kaiser stared at them, jaw clenched, heart loud. He felt the truth crowd in on him, unavoidable now.
Isagi wasn’t unreachable because he was cruel. He was unreachable because he was whole.
And Kaiser had never been taught how to be anything but fractured.
the lock with no key and it happens to be blue
Aikunc: Nutella is overrated
Nikotine: no its not??
In which, our funny Blue Lock boys all go to the same university, but the cloud of life keeps pouring emotional disintegration onto the chosen ones every now and then. This is merely a metaphor and sadly not a supernatural plot.
Or, a pathetic attempt at impersonative humour + a pathetic-er attempt at character study
This is only half chatfic atp
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It started, as most calamities do, with silence.
He always sat by the window, where the light could not quite reach him, as if the sun itself was wary of his stillness. I always watched him—Sae Itoshi, the guy who made absence look divine. His voice was a rumor, his heart a locked cathedral I wanted to enter barefoot.
I smiled at him, because that is what I do when I do not know how else to feel. He did not smile back, because that is what he does when he feels everything all at once.
There are people who arrive in your life like a sentence you cannot finish. He was one of them.
In which, Sae Itoshi majors in astrophysics whereas Bunny Iglesias uses papers like bandages and blood as ink.
While cathedral bells chime and the soundwaves travel through the space between them, will they let the gravity weigh them down; or defy the laws of physics and float toward the sun where a brighter future enshrines?
Bunny will likely pray their wings are not made of wax. Frankly, Sae doesn't understand how Bunny adores Icarus so much.Read Bunny Iglesias' emotional exhibition through his own pen.
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discovering the strength to let you in by juryrouge
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
17 Dec 2023
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A few years after the Blue Lock Project comes to an end, Isagi Yoichi finds himself in Munich, Germany set to join Bastard München and ultimately win the Bundesliga. And that also means reuniting with Michael Kaiser who is: one, still as infuriating and annoying as ever; two, maybe kinder than meets the eye; and three, now incredibly tall and attractive with a propensity to stand in his space.
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Sae’s vengeful rematch against Bunny Iglesias ended in tragedy. Not because of the game’s outcome, but because the two athletes were inconveniently trapped together in the locker room afterwards.
As time passes within the confined space, Sae and Bunny reluctantly recall their bygone rivalry. Sae’s failed dream left him dead set on resenting Iglesias, but being stuck with the embodiment of his past might just change his future.
Or: After Sae and Bunny are unfavorably locked in the same room, they process their shared past— and new perspectives bring about unexpected revelations.
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24 Aug 2025
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The most emotionally and psychologically profound bnse fic so far
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Are there some aces up your sleeve? by numberoneisagifan
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
07 Dec 2023
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Itoshi Sae wants Isagi Yoichi, Blue Lock’s star hero, for himself. The plan was simple, get Isagi to come to Madrid with him, train him on the team, and sculpt him into a striker worthy of his passes. He can’t help it when that attraction to his plays turns into something more, living with the striker for five weeks probably won’t help either. Definitely not when he’s Sae’s wet dreams come to life.
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What happens when your crush starts dating another?
Isagi learns the worst course of action is to fuck the friends brother
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Or the one fic where you don’t know the endgame until the end
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i love everything u do (when u call me fucking dumb for the stupid shit i do) by headrush
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
09 May 2025
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Isagi and his stupid, crazy, insane eyes that see right through him like he’s a glass house. They're the ocean at the drop of a cliff ledge: Dangerous. Beckoning. Fatal. Rin wants to kill him, or something—destroy Isagi before he can destroy Rin. Not that Isagi ever could, of course.
Thoughtfully, Sae says, “You can’t just be normal about things. It’s always indifference or obsession.”
After suffering a grueling defeat on the national stage, Itoshi Rin enters the off-season plagued with bloodlust—the next time he faces his long-standing rival on the pitch, Isagi Yoichi, he promises to devour him whole.
That was the plan, at least, but their reunion arrives much sooner. When he and Isagi Yoichi cross paths again, it’s at the Wellness Studio he does yoga classes at. Without the distance of the game between them, Rin realizes how thin the line between love and hate really is.
or: Rin does yoga. Isagi takes up pottery. Things happen.
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25 May 2025