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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
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- English
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- 145,227
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- 25/25
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06 Oct 2026
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.- Language:
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- 90,801
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- 12/12
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- 2,392
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- 10,649
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26 Sep 2026
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Leg Day by toric
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Sep 2026
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The Centaurs have a temp coach while Weibe is out on medical leave. The new coach isn't a big Luca Haas fan and Ilya will not stand for that
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11 Sep 2026
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tell me i've got it wrong somehow by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, heated - Fandom
27 Aug 2026
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Ilya smiled down at Shane and his eyes gleamed with mischief.
"You know, Troy is just a few doors down. We could call him over, make it a little party."
Shane's eyes snapped open only to narrow again as he glared up at Ilya.
“Would you like that?”
“No, I wouldn’t,” Shane snarled.
But his face was screwed up in frustrated pleasure. Ilya hummed thoughtfully and pretended to consider.
“Perhaps we could make it a competition then.”
Shane made an irritated noise and turned his face away. Ilya leaned closer and let his teeth drag down the length of Shane's clenched jaw.
"You want Troy to see how well you take it, or do you want to see if he's better at riding my cock than you are?"
He had been teasing him, pushing at the jealousy that usually made Shane squirm and glare and tell him to shut the fuck up while his traitorous cock twitched and throbbed at how much he secretly liked it.
So when Shane did squirm away from him, Ilya followed automatically, pressing their chests flush together. He thought Shane was playing.
“Get the fuck off me,” Shane spat.
-Shane safewords out of Ilya's teasing about Troy.
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- Part 7 of hollanov one-shots & shorties
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- English
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- 9,443
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- 1/1
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11 Sep 2026
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you seem pretty sad for a boy in a long-term, long-distance, non-monogamous, low-commitment situationship by pookiewookie111
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Aug 2026
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Ilya Rozanov starts taking anti-depressants in the 2015-2016 season. His dick stops working, and that only changes everything.
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- English
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- 16,105
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- 1/1
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- 212
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07 Sep 2026
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"Sometimes, I slip," Ilya says.
"Like, on the ice?" Shane asks.
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Or: Ilya sometimes wakes up a different age, but it isn't quite time travel. He and Shane navigate their relationship around one more obstacle.
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04 Sep 2026
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Ilya Rozanov does not let a little bit of influenza get between him and a Boston-Montreal game. Shane Hollander (and also Cliff Marlow) think this is stupid as fuck. Featuring: some angsty fights, Cliff being confused af but supportive regardless, and surprise appearances by Yuna, David, and pneumonia!
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- Part 2 of ilya sickfics
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- English
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- 22,387
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- 1/1
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01 Sep 2026
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Ilya tweaked his fingers further inside Shane, picking up the pace and the pressure on his bladder.
“Fuck,” Shane gasped. Then he clenched down around Ilya and came.
Except he didn’t. His cock got harder like it was going to ejaculate, but no cum shot out. Instead, a jet of piss hit the wall. Shane moaned, high and strangled. Ilya’s mouth fell open.
Shane asks Ilya to fuck him on a full bladder. A new trick is discovered.
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- Part 2 of Babe, You Turn Me On
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17 Aug 2026
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“I am sorry,” he says. “I am not trying to fight. I just don’t like the idea of you not being okay and me not knowing, even when I am in the same place as you.”
That Shane can understand. He wouldn’t like it if their positions were reversed, after all, if he thought Ilya was potentially in danger and he was in the next room over drinking champagne and making smalltalk. He sees Ilya go somewhere in his head sometimes, sees him retreat inwards, sees him check out even if his body is still there, going so deep inside that he doesn’t even catch Shane’s eye for a bit even when something funny happens, too far away for Shane to reach him.
But it’s also not like he can just go up and grab Ilya by the arm and pull him away from the party, not without inviting speculation and a whisper storm. He doesn’t have that right, doesn’t have that privilege, to potentially need Ilya or be needed by Ilya and be able to just pull him away.
It’s moments like these that Shane feels the weight of their secret like a physical thing.
(5 times shane and ilya couldn't be openly together and 1 time they could)
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- English
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16 Aug 2026
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“Why are you out here alone?” Ilya asks. “Who left you here?”
Hesitantly, Shane’s eyes cast up at the apartment building. Ilya follows his gaze, confused.
“I’m sorry,” Shane says softly, “I went home with someone.”
Ilya’s head snaps in his direction. “What?”
-an episode 4 au where shane goes home with the bartender instead of rose, and it goes very, very poorly-
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- English
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- 10,818
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- 1/1
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- 331
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- 12,995
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01 Aug 2026
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the way you love me by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.
It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.
(Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)
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- English
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- 8,684
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- 1/1
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- 5
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- 890
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23 Jul 2026
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hold me tight (or don’t) by PrincessAmericaChavez
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Jul 2026
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Lily: Sorry, I didn’t get to say goodbye
Shane had found the message sweet despite his disappointment. Now it just feels… ominous.
That’s usually the point when Shane has to get out of bed and pace around his bedroom and remind himself that, if Ilya is ghosting him (he is not, he’s not, he’s not), then he is also ghosting the rest of the fucking world. Because that is the thing that truly, really, terrifies him.
No one has heard of Ilya Rozanov in nearly three weeks.
Shane hasn’t been getting much sleep lately.
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After Tampa. Things between Shane and Ilya are finally starting to look stable… until Ilya drops off the face of the Earth with little warning. Shane spirals (a lot) and decides he’s going to find his man if it’s the last thing he does.
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- English
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- 43,225
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- 18/18
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19 Jul 2026
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Immediately following the events of Episode 6, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov return to the cottage and spend the next number of days talking, fucking, and sharing secrets about their relationship the other person doesn't know.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov, 2017
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,850
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- 1/1
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- 1,647
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- 13,262
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11 Jul 2026
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“Another?” Ilya asked as he picked up the empty glass before Shane.
“It’s your car,” Shane quipped under his breath, just loud enough for Ilya to hear. His husband’s eyes flashed dangerously. Then he hooked two fingers into the back of his jeans and tugged them back sharply, just an inch, so that the belt buckle dug into Shane’s bladder. Shane gasped.
“It’s your jeans,” Ilya whispered into his ear.
Shane gives up control for an evening. Ilya is happy to take it.
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- Part 4 of Babe, You Turn Me On
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02 Jul 2026
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Shane swallowed hard, tears still slipping down his face, but he managed another breath. Then another. Each one shaky. Each one fragile. But they were coming. Ilya kept his hand steady against his back, the other still lightly holding his forearm.
“You’re okay,” he repeated quietly. “I’m right here.”
Shane’s voice came out broken and small. “I'm sorry. I couldn’t- I tried- I needed-”
His words dissolved into another shaky inhale, frustration and shame mixing with the remnants of panic. Ilya didn’t press him to explain. He knew Shane’s mind was still tangled in whatever storm had triggered this.
Right now, breathing mattered more than understanding. “You don’t have to say anything,” he said softly. “Just breathe.”
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The pressure gets to Shane and he has an anxiety attack mid-game.
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13 Jun 2026
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Say You'll Haunt Me by eddiemunsterwashere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.
Shane is on board.
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- English
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- 144,045
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- 17/17
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13 Jun 2026
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Choked Up, Face Down, Burnt Out by lipstickliterature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Ilya swallowed audibly. “Maybe it will do nothing.”
“Yes,” Shane said suddenly, like he hadn’t thought of the possibility. “You’re right, it’s…they’re probably just sugar pills. A placebo. They can’t legally sell anything more than that…right?”
Or, Ilya receives a bottle of gas station erectile dysfunction pills as a birthday gag gift.
Shane accidentally takes one. By accident. As a mistake.
There are consequences.
- Language:
- English
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- 7,831
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- 1/1
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- 170
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- 9,004
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07 Jun 2026
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The Chains Forged from Fear by dragonsXmaroon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Apr 2026
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Montreal didn't take the news of Shane's and Ilya's relationship very well.
Shane would've never thought that the hatred of his teammates could run so deep, until he finds himself lying half-conscious on the floor, with blood coating his lips and face.
In the aftermath, Shane tries to protect Ilya as much as he can, not wanting to bother him with his fears.
Ilya doesn't want to do anyhting more than protect Shane from his fears, afraid Shane's refusal to talk will change their relationship irrevocably.
orAU fic set after Shane and Ilya's involuntary outing. A few teammates attack Shane. Ilya freaks out. Shane shuts everyone out. The following weeks are hell. Shane has to learn to overcome his fears.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 42,059
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 509
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- 5,732
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- 1,716
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- 165,678
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01 Jun 2026
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Ilya makes comments about Shane talking too much.
Shane takes him seriously and attempts to stop talking.
It doesn’t go well.
Now with a Chapter 2
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,386
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 6
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- 1,242
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29 May 2026
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Return to Moscow by LJoyFFic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jun 2026
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Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
Yuna flies to Russia.
Lots of Svetlana.
Healing journey fluff afterwards.- Language:
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- Words:
- 144,873
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- 21/21
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- 2,181
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22 May 2026