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It’s funny, if he doesn’t think about what it entails, that only three months after seeing Ilya play with those kids in the pool, Shane finds out he’s pregnant with Ilya’s baby.
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07 Jan 2026
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can you stay up all night? by huacheesecake
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jan 2026
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“I want a baby” Shane confessed, voice trembling,
Ilya’s eyebrows scrunched together, and Shane’s omega, so sensitive from being bared open, completely raw, took that as rejection. Shane started to sob, uncontrollable tears flooding his vision as he was engulfed in Ilya’s scent, burning softly like cedarwood. Ilya pulled back, stroking Shane’s teary freckles,
“Of course, we can my love” he said, “We can look at the options. There is surrogacy; however, is not very ethical. There is adoption-”
“No” Shane whispered, “I want your baby. I wanna have your pups.”
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Shane really wants to have Ilya's baby. He's also really horny.
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- Part 1 of thirty-four, thirty-five
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01 Jan 2026
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Shane is suffering consequences of being away from his baby. He’s in pain and uncomfortable at hockey practice.
Ilya is a helpful husband.
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01 Jan 2026
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sugar rush by huacheesecake
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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“M’ sorry, I’m sorry”, Shane whimpers, “Jus’ needed something dirty, couldn’t smell you on your clothes. Smelt bad, smelt wrong. M’ sorry, m’ sorry-”
“Is okay, my love”, Ilya reassures, trying desperately to focus on comforting Shane, eyes zeroing in on the way his husband’s legs have fallen open, revealing Shane’s tuft of dark pubic hair and the shimmer of slick on his protruding labia,
“What do you need, moy lyubimyy?” Ilya asks, “Tell me- and I will get it for you”
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Shane wants Ilya's dirty clothes for his nest.
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01 Jan 2026
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don’t wanna cover the scar by uzimaki
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Dune - All Media Types
30 Jan 2026
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“The Rozanov boy hasn’t had his first rut. But when he does, Grigori will pass the title onto him. Based on our intel…his body is preparing for it. It will happen soon enough. Before eighteen, certainly.”
“Then what?” Shane asks, although he already knows the answer.
“Then, you two will be married. And you will procreate. And you won’t disappoint.”
“You say it like it’s so easy.” Reverend Mother crosses her arms, and Yuna is taken back to when she was pregnant. That same judgement is there, but it’s hoisted upon her son, now.
”Lying down and being bred isn’t hard at all.”
[or: plans on plans have been made, all leading up to shane and ilya’s marriage and subsequent mating. shane hates it, and ilya…well, shane doesn’t care for how he feels. he’ll be duke of caladan, regardless.]
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- Part 2 of hollanovcore
- Part 1 of the players in the dunes
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01 Jan 2026
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Bare by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again.
“Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."
“That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”
“No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.”
“Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”
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- Part 4 of Heated Rivalry
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31 Dec 2025
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The Hows of Us by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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“Papa, what’s your job?”
Ilya opens his mouth. Closes it. He looks at Shane, who is suddenly very interested in his coffee.
“My job,” Ilya says slowly, “is to take care of you.”
“That’s not a job,” Wyatt says matter-of-factly. “That’s just being a papa.”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees. “It is.”
In September 2030, Ilya Rozanov is newly retired, newly restless, and learning the hard way that staying home with their three-year-old son is more exhausting than any playoff run. Shane Hollander is back on the ice, chasing another season while missing things he can’t get back.
After more than a decade together, Ilya and Shane must relearn the hows of their relationship—what comes after happily ever after.
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- Part 4 of I love you over and over again
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31 Dec 2025
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Pregnancy is making Spencer grow in all the right places, and Derek is absolutely obsessed.
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- Part 1 of moreid mpreg madness
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24 Dec 2025
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mating call by atfourtomic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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“I was not supposed to,” Rozanov murmurs, his thumb pressing harder into Shane’s sore gland, drawing a small involuntary squirm from him. “Go into rut here. Now.”
“But why-” Shane breathes, rubbing faintly against Rozanov’s chest, as if his body is trying to tuck itself closer on instinct alone. Rozanov lets out a rough sigh, his heartbeat stuttering loud enough for Shane to catch it.
“It’s you that should be in heat,” he says—no, states, heavy with frustration. “I think we… combined?”
“We synchronized,” Shane blurts, like the words arrange themselves for him, the one functioning corner of his brain lighting up in approval. “Fuck. That makes sense.”Or
Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have a complicated relationship. That doesn't stop a very primitive part of their brains from deciding that they should mate for life.Bookmarked by apium
13 Dec 2025
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To protect the BAU’s precious omega, Derek knots Spencer every night of the case. It’s supposed to be tactical. But somewhere between safety and instinct, something real begins to bloom.
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11 Dec 2025
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No matter what's happened between them, Harvey will always come running when Mike's in trouble - but even he can't really find a name for why.
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09 Oct 2025
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Jaeyun was done being overlooked by everyone. Heeseung had chose him to be his omega. Him. Not the stunning one with long red hair or the smart one with striking blue eyes. Him, Jaeyun.
So he would make sure the Kingdom knew that his rightful place was right beside Heeseung.
(Heeseung fell first, Jaeyun fell harder, then Heeseung felll the hardest.)
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31 Aug 2025
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After years of war, all they want is something small, soft, something that’s born and grows between them.
But it doesn’t come.
And hope isn’t always enough.
All that’s left is love, frustration, and tenderness in a nest that still waits to be filled.Or:
Sasuke and Naruto want a baby.
The universe, apparently, says no.
Not yet.Title inspired by the song "Not a Lot, Just Forever" by Adrianne Lenker.
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- Part 2 of The Weight of Small Things
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08 Aug 2025
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Over the past few years, he’s started sleeping as little as he possibly can without dying — his under-eyes are permanently bruised and he spends daytimes hallucinating. It’s better than dwelling on what has come before: screams, limp bodies, spraying blood, blue eyes.
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15 Jun 2025
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“Tell him, Jake,” Jay says, pointing between where Jake has caught himself and where Riki stands still.
“I think we’re all forgetting our priorities,” Jungwon spits. “We’re filming at a music show tomorrow and as of right now, I can’t trust you two to be in the same room as each other,” he reminds everyone.
“My priority right now is him,” Jay shakes his head. Jake turns back to looking at Jay, and sees that he’s pointing a finger at Riki. “I need him to know that Jake didn’t mean it. Tell him you didn’t mean it.”
Jake can’t tell Riki that — it’s not true.
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Jake bites Jay, accidentally bonding the two of them together. Damage control means that Jay isn’t allowed to bite back to complete the mating process: in six months, the unreciprocated bond will fizzle out and reverse itself from Jake’s end.
But until then… Jay is his alpha, whether or not either of them like it.
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14 Jun 2025
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“I can’t stop winning!” (in league of legends) by Breadytodie011
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band), &TEAM (Band)
17 Jun 2025
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“Mnmm… Hyung, can you go turn that shit off? I finally ranked up to gold in League. I don’t think I have it in me to get up from bed right now…”
Jay opened his eyes out of frustration. Or maybe he opened his eyes just to open his mouth and scold the younger alpha who had bothered him three hours ago—but no words came out. With an incredulous sigh, Jay sat up and kicked the covers off himself, bracing himself mentally.
“We really need to fix that fucking alarm. I don’t think I can get up more than once in the middle of the night just to turn off that shitty thing…”
“Hyung. Please just go turn that shit off.”
Jay turned his head to scowl at Sunghoon, but the younger alpha could not have given less of a fuck. It was unfortunate, really—the fact that Jay had been woken up twice: the first time to play a cursed game of League of Legends with Sunghoon, and now again, forced to leave the warmth of his bed just to shut off that damn alarm in their dorm.
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- Part 3 of bottom jake
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23 May 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of cannibalistic’s fic archive
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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27 Apr 2025
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Heeseung is dying. His ears are ringing with mortification, skin flushed all over, and he twists around in Sunghoon’s arms like he can physically escape this conversation.
“Stop telling them that,” he mumbles into the sheets, whining. “You’re telling them everything.”
“They need to know,” Jake says, not unkind. “This won’t be the last time they're in here for this, baby. Don't you want them to know how to help you?”
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- Part 3 of like a fever
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24 Apr 2025
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IN HIATUS UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!
"Just let me in."
Jake barely had time to brace before Heeseung was curling a hand around his waist and shoving him against the lockers. Heeseung’s body was close, broad shoulders overtaking Jake’s whole vision, strong arms tense on either side of him, breath hot against his cheek. At first Jake thought he had driven the sentinel into anger. But there was something else there, buzzing between their connected perceptions. Fear. Despair.
“Don’t say that,” Heeseung whispered in a husky voice. “You don’t know what you’re asking.”
Jake stared back, unblinking. “Then show me.”
Heeseung took hold of his fingers, so thin compared to his big hand, and brought them to his own temple. Jake barely had time to register the feeling of his pads touching sweat damp skin before his entire world exploded.
In a bleak future where dwindling Guides are conscripted and Sentinels are treated like weapons, after 21 years hiding, Guide Sim Jake finds himself forced into a bond with Sentinel Lee Heeseung. The system demands obedience. Jake isn’t sure he can offer either, but survival might depend on finding something real between the cracks of duty.
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24 Apr 2025
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“You always catch me,” Jaeyun says.
And Heeseung, foolish, aching, almost believed he’s allowed to. He smiled then, soft. “You always fall.”
And then Jaeyun looked at him, the way he does that makes Heeseung’s heart constrict in his chest. His hand touched Heeseung’s wrist, just barely. “Maybe it’s because I know you will.”
In a world where Omegas are protected and cherished, and Betas are meant to serve and never reach, Heeseung makes the mistake of hoping.
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18 Apr 2025