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    Summary

    A collection of poems written by a sad, amateur, teenager poet (me), mostly when sleep doesn't want to take me.
    I doubt anyone will really read this, but if someone will, I'll be very honoured; this is mostly just a way to keep everything in one place though.

    The poems are usually completely independent from eachother, there's no plot to any of this. These are just emotions written on paper because every night my heart bleeds out.

    Don't take anything serious written here to heart though, and enjoy!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    373
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Hits:
    4
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    Summary

    Zbiór wierszy pisanych przeze mnie w wolnych chwilach, zwykle gdy nie mogę spać.
    Trochę mi nieswojo tak wstawiać cokolwiek po polsku, aczkolwiek uznałam, że podzielę się paroma moimi wierszami, bo może komuś się będzie przyjemnie czytało, a poza tym jest to jakiś sposób na trzymanie tego wszystkiego po prostu w jednym miejscu

    Wiersze są od siebie zupełnie niezależne, nie ma tu żadnego ciągu wydarzeń. Są tylko emocje przelane na kartkę, bo w nocy serce mi krwawi.

    Series
    Language:
    Polski
    Words:
    357
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    2
    Hits:
    10
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    Summary

    Just as he put the glass to his lips, wanting to take yet another sip, someone sat right next to him. He ignored whoever decided to bother him, shrugging it off, thinking someone just decided to be a menace and take the nearest seat, despite all of the other ones being free. He turned his face towards the opposite wall and finally took a sip of his drink, swirling the liquid around in his mouth and enjoying the tangy taste on his tongue, before swallowing—

    “Won't you be a good dog and greet your master?”

    He nearly choked on that fuckass wine.

    Or,
    After a long day Chuuya goes to a bar, hoping to drink away his sorrows and relax. What he doesn't expect to see there, is a stinky fish saying something about dogs.

    Or,
    They talk after Dazai's defection from the mafia.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,422
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    51
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    630
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    Summary

    "Why are you never happy?"

    “Whatever do you mean, Odasaku? I’m smiling even right now, am I not?”, he calmly replied to the question with one of his own.

    “A mere smile does not mean true joy, Dazai.”, He spoke, his eyes closed as the ice clinked satisfyingly.
    Dazai downed his glass in one go.

    or,
    Dazai and Odasaku have a silly talk in their favourite bar and also things happen

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    872
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    451
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    Summary

    Eyes distant, mind elsewhere.
    But where?

    Why did it feel like it was gone forever?

    or,
    Dazai feels like he lost his personality, himself, somewhere along the way. What if it was never even there?

    or,
    I dunno I self-projected again don't ask chat

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,179
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    792
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    Summary

    Dazai Osamu does not want to die.
    Ironic, isn't it? The man who only ever talks about commiting a nice suicide, not wanting to die all of a sudden? How ridiculous that sounds.

     

    Or,
    Dazai talks about his opinions and feelings

    Or,
    VERY OOC DAZAI CUZ AUTHOR LIKES TO YAP

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    599
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    25
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    645
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    Summary

    It was a rather peaceful day at the agency.

    That is, until the door flung open, revealing a panting, all red brunet that very visibly struggled to catch his breath and seemed to be in a hurry. How unusual of him.

    "...Daz-"

    "Need-"
    "To find-"
    "Odasaku-..."

     

    Or,
    Dazai wakes up from a dream, believing he needs to save Oda before it's too late.
    But what if it's already too late?

    Or,
    Another Dazai angst oneshot cuz I needed an excuse to self-project!!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,298
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    290
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    2,224
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    Summary

    ....

     

    Crash!

     

    Okay what the fuck was that. Apparently he wasn't the only one in the penthouse.

     

    Oh, he's so fucked.
    Or rather, the burglar or whoever is in the house is fucked, that's for sure.

     

    or, Chuuya wakes up with zero memories of what happened before he fell asleep. Then he finds a slimy bandaged mackerel in his kitches.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,283
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    176
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1,928
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    Summary

    Dazai Osamu doesn’t know what love means.

     

    He doesn’t know what it means to love.

     

    Doesn’t know what it means to be loved.

     

    Doesn’t understand the concept of love.

     

    And when he was younger, in his teenage years, he thought that maybe he’ll find out and learn.

     

    Or:
    A Dazai-centric fic just describing a bunch of his feelings and thoughts

    Or:
    Another Dazai angst oneshot!!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    708
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    44
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    561
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    Summary

    And I let you do all of that. I let you kick me down and shoot me. I let you take everything that mattered to me repeatedly. I let you break me apart and glue me back together just to shatter me once again.

    Oh Osamu.

    Or,
    Chuuya's feelings after Dazai left

    Or,
    It's NOT a Dazai angst oneshot this time!!!!
    Still angst but it's the loml Chuu :p

    (Read the end notes for more cuz there's imprtant stuff abt the chapter there!!!)
    (If you've seen this on wattpad before that's cuz I have a wattpad acc aswell!)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    765
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    481
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    “Goodbye, Atushi-kun.” The man smiled at his student one last time before throwing himself off the building. Atsushi tried catching him, but it was too late. What to do?! How to save him?! A million thoughts went through his mind. Using his ability trying to catch him wouldn’t do much, since Dazai’s ability would simply nullify it, making them both die.

    There was no solution.

    There was no way to save the other.

     

    Or,

    Dazai gets drunk and jumps off his balcony right in front of Atsushi. What he doesn't know however, is that I'm a huge Chuuya stan

     

    Or,

    Another Dazai Angst Oneshot but I did pay for your therapy this time!!

    I love Chuuyae

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,479
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    479
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    5,006
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    Speaking of which, where even is Dazai-San?" Tanizaki pointed out. The agency memebers looked around, serching for the messy mop of brown hair and a cheeky smile.

    Tanizaki was right. Dazai was missing...  again.

    Kunikida facepalmed and sighed in disappointment.

    "That imbecile..." he grumbled, looking like he's a step away from having a stroke. He pulled out his phone and dialed Dazai's number.

     

    Or:
    The ADA is preparing to celebrate Christmas, but something, or rather someone, is missing.

    Or:
    A Christmas Special that is obviously Dazai Angst again cuz I can't cope aby other way:p

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    641
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    199
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    2,015
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    He wasn't crying. He felt numb. He didn't really... know how to feel.

    Sure, he had lost people before, but this time it was different. It felt... surreal. All of it felt so surreal. Almost like a nightmare.

    Or:
    The aftermatch of Oda's death

    Or:
    The author trying to cope by pretty much projecting onto Dazai!! Yippee!!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    608
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    33
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    509
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    Summary

    Chuuya drew stars around dazai's scars...

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    989
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    204
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1,905
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    Summary

    Trans ftm dazai au

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    665
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    255
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    3,669
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    You’re late, idiot", Chuuya looked at him. He was in so much pain, yet he smiled a little.

    "Wait Chuuya. You’re not going to actually die…. Right…?", Dazai looked at the redhead with worry painted across his features. Genuine worry. Something he didn't usually show.

    Or:
    What if Dazai was late and couldn't save Chuuya from corruption?

    Or:
    Another Dazai Angst one shot!!!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    487
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    128
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    3,182
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    Summary

    Dazai's forgotten birthday

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,257
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    381
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    4,574
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    Summary

    Dazai and Chuuya decide to commit double suicide and leave this world together.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    560
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    363
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    4,258
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    It has been 4 years. Only 4 years since one of the dearest people to him died. How could he move on so quickly? How could he replace his best friend so quickly? He could still hear his own screaming sometimes, or his best friend's words echoed in his head, haunting him, because would Odasaku even be proud? Would he appreciate his efforts? Or were they useless? Maybe he should try harder to become a good person...

    Or,
    Dazai visits Oda's grave on the anniversary of his death.

    Or,
    Another Dazai angst oneshot(lowkey)!!!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,029
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    133
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    1,317
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    Summary

    Dazai and chuuya being gay :p

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    789
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    78
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    1,210

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