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cure (in your gaze, i am seen) by autisticthan, ivanstills (autisticthan)
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
26 Oct 2024
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Without thinking, Till reached out and harshly shoved the hand that had reached for Ivan's weak body away, Mizi sucking in a little breath of surprise as she drew back. His face flaming, Till apologised quietly.
"Sorry," he said, his own hand coming to rest on Ivan's chest, the thumping of his heart momentarily quelling a quiet anxiety in his chest.
"Don't be." Mizi's voice was understanding and when Till looked at her, he didn't see the girl he'd spent his entire life chasing. In her place, a friend and ally stood, offering him her hand instead. He reached out and grasped it, basked in the quiet understanding and nodded.
in which ivan lives and till is left to figure out what this means for him, ivan and everyone around them.
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The prince shrugged and dug an ember toe into the stone in front of him. His voice was small, reminding Thanatos of the sleepy way Zag used to hold onto his robe after a nightmare when they were small. “I dunno. You’ll be busy with soul collecting. You might not have time to see me anymore. Achilles told me it happens when friends grow up. They grow apart, become busy.”
His heart thudded unevenly at the sadness the prince couldn’t quite keep out of his words, despite the effort. “Zagreus,” Than said and reached out again to place a hand on the prince’s shoulder. “You’re my best friend. I’ll always come back for you, okay? Just wait for me.”
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thanatos realising he's been in love with his prince for their entire lives, only he realises it a little too late.
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the shane hollander mesh top scandal by prettybegins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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Pop Base ✓ @PopBase
Ottawa Centaurs Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander stun in new photos from the annual NHL Charity Gala earlier tonight.
lucy @hockeyhusbands81
Replying to @PopBaseIS SHANE HOLLANDER WEARING MESH?,./,,?./?
Eli @what_the_puck
Replying to @PopBaseHey so like why are they naked
BANGTAN LOCKDOWN @hollzy875
OKAY THEY LOOK SOOOOO GOOD but WHO in the world managed to convince shane hollander to wear a mesh shirt?????????
kira @ilyasleftsock
Replying to @hollzy875idk but i hope they get a raise bc holy shit
or, Shane Hollander wears a mesh top to the NHL Charity Gala and breaks the internet.
Bookmarked by ivanstills (autisticthan)
21 Mar 2026
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So Much Of You Is Left Behind by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.
That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.
But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.
Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.
That he would be left behind. Alone.
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Bookmarked by ivanstills (autisticthan)
16 Feb 2026
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The Centaurs Have a PR Problem (and It’s Married) by Justaromanticfool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.
Featuring: email threads, the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, and Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com.
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Bookmarked by ivanstills (autisticthan)
30 Dec 2025
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A story in which two sets of best friends road trip across America together.
Yuuri remembers the Sochi Grand Prix banquet. He knows what he had the audacity to ask his idol, but that doesn’t make it any less confusing when Victor Nikiforov shows up at Nationals two weeks later with a bouquet of roses in hand and a smile that doesn’t fool anyone.
Victor has lost his drive and should be prepping for the European Championship instead of flying to Japan on a whim. After a crushing defeat at Nationals, Yuuri is in the midst of a crisis himself. Good thing they have their best friends – Phichit and Christophe – at their sides to keep them from falling apart. (And to encourage them in the right direction.)
When Victor learns Yuuri must return to Detroit to finish college, he makes a rash decision to come to America with him. But why rush the journey? There’s more than a week before classes start, dual existential crises to escape, and a budding romance to nurture.
Time for a road trip.
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Bookmarked by ivanstills (autisticthan)
14 Dec 2025
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[Atsumu]
never!!!
yer my omi-omi from now on!
[Omi-Omi]
I’m not your anything
[Atsumu]
but i’m the bane of yer existence right 😉
[Omi-Omi]
Get out
In which Miya Atsumu is a famous writer with a terrible personality and Sakusa is a book critic who hates his guts. Somehow they stumble into love anyway.
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14 Dec 2025