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We loved each other so hard and strong that we crushed each other in the process
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People sometimes still ask me about him, they ask why he isn't with me when I walk into a bar or to a restaurant where we've been together. They ask me if I miss him, sometimes I'm tempted to say yes, but that would be a lie. I like to look back at all the memories I share with him, even at the bad ones. But I don't miss him anymore.
I wake up in the morning and don't miss the weight of his arms around me, I make coffee and don't accidentally make a second cup just for him, I come home and don't yell "I'm home", at least not anymore. All of that passed with time.
Or Harry went through a horrible breakup and is now trying to start a new life in a new city. It isn't going well until he meets the handsome Professor Louis. He wants to let himself feel again but he's scared of getting hurt.
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Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.
And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.
Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.
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- Part 1 of i retract and repent in dust and ashes
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07 Feb 2026
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
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09 Jan 2026
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Love Written in Winter by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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For two years, Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander try to learn the choreography of loving someone whose life mirrors and opposes your own. Both are trapped in opposing coasts, opposing schedules, opposing worlds that occasionally kiss for a night and then vanish again.
So they build a bridge the only way they know: through words.
What begins as one shy text after a road game turns into a ritual. Then into letters. Then into private notes left in luggage, scribbled on hotel stationery, tucked behind mirrors, written on the backs of receipts. Their relationship lives inside these fragments — confessions hidden between flights, apologies drafted at 3 a.m., gentle teasing, unguarded longing, and the slow, beautiful terror of falling for someone who used to be your rival.
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09 Jan 2026
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ilyuca81 (otherwise known as lucarozanov) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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lucarozanov
if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though
Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.
Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.
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06 Jan 2026
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All Hail the Dark Lord, Or Something Idiotic Like That by NinjaPandaScholar
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
11 Feb 2024
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Harry Potter had a plan...it wasn't a very good plan, but at least it was simple.
Step 1: Don't die from the insanely difficult ritual
Step 2: Cause as much chaos to the timeline as possible before getting killed and/or arrestedAs it goes, it was really simple...until it became clear he wasn't traveling back in time alone. Now the whole plan has to change.
Step 1: Don't die from the ritual
Step 2: Kill off current Dark Lord
Step 3: Establish following to become new Dark Lord
Step 4: Overthrow Ministry
Step 5: Cause as much chaos to the timeline as possible
Step 6: Keep boyfriend alive and not mad at himIt was a work in progress, but plans hadn't worked out well for Harry in the past regardless. Oh well, it's not like he could make things worse...
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10 Nov 2025