blissfall
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With every conscious step, the still-there muscles constricted painfully around what didn’t exist anymore, and what hadn’t existed for a very long time. It flared into his thigh, hitting his pelvis and traveled straight to his head in a dizzying rush of fucking ow. The sensation hardly ever let up, but the dull pang that steadied deep within his upper leg was soothed by the rhythmic motions of his hand massaging the five-year old gaping chasm within his thigh. He’d already downed what felt like half a bottle of Vicodin judging by the remaining weight in his pocket and it was only noon. Five hours to go, so much to do. The tasks which he so very much had to complete before the day let out were as follows: jamming to his favorite vintage vinyls in his office and ignoring patients.
or: House has a bad pain day. Wilson helps distract him.
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It’s not until after the fight that Tommy really, truly registers all the events that just occured in the past couple of hours.Blurs of color, of yellows and blues and purples flood his vision before he’s spewing nausea and spit into the empty bucket next to his bed. His head spins as he gags, a wave of a dizzying spell infesting his mind in relentless agony. He ignores the pain stealing his chest, his ribs and everywhere else. All he can focus on is how much it hurts inside.
It’s vomit-inducing how much his head hurts after only just touching the tip of the iceberg, of grazing his fingers across the edge of the surface before he’s waiting for the bile to slide up his throat and into a waste bucket he has perched in his lap. Yellows, blues, purples— there’s orange, there’s green, pink— Tommy thinks he even sees some red down there but he doesn’t know where the fireworks end and people begin anymore.
or: a semi-character study on tommy following tubbo's execution
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Wilbur knew what it was like to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders.From the moment he set foot inside of the training academy at thirteen, to the minute he joined his first real live hero fight and was subsequently pummeled into the ground-- he came home that day with bruises lining his torso and the biggest grin adorning his face-- but nothing was like that now. It hadn’t been like that for a while. Once you get passed the dream life, passed the "all villains are evil" mindset-- you realize how fucked up the system is.
The idea that an entire population of people were relying on you to keep them safe; the crushing dread that comes with not being able to save every single person that crosses a fight you've taken on; Wilbur knows it first hand.
He knows it like he knows how to breathe, knows it like he knows how to brush his teeth even when he forgets for months at a time. He knows how much it hurts to be a hero, and that's why he needs to save Tommy from suffering the same fate.
or: Wilbur tries to stop Tommy from stumbling into the same fate as him. It goes about as well as you'd imagine.
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Contentedness as a vampire was usually a stomach full of blood, or the smell of a freshly opened wound, or the sight of a crowded city at night. Rarely did it ever consist of hugs and gentle touches.
"If I could wish for anything, it'd be to never have met you."
Wilbur wishes he could say the words hurt like a blade to the chest, but he couldn’t deny the fact that he’d been expecting them. He didn’t turn or look surprised. In fact, he only gave Tommy a low hum in response to the statement.
or: Wilbur is a vampire and Tommy is a suicidal teenager. They butt heads.
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tommy compares exile to staying at a friends house. thats the fic
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Derek didn't choose Meredith. He didn't. Why would he? Why would he choose the slutty intern. No one chooses Meredith. Her mother didn't choose her, her father didn't, neither did Richard, and Derek too.
Meredith has to relive her teenage years. After Ellis Grey is admitted into the hospital, and thinks her daughter is still the mentally unstable suicidal 16 year old. She yells at her poor daughter for being a burden and makes her relive her past, who is now a surgical intern at Seattle Grace Hospital, where she was admitted.
Dr. Grey relives her traumatic childhood and teenage years. Derek didn't choose her, but after all that's happened to her, maybe he will? Or maybe he won't.
But, as they say. History always repeats itself.
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04 Oct 2025
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MER/DER. A short serial that takes place immediately following the season 7 finale. How do you recover after the storm? Written in 2011 and crossposted from ff.net
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15 Sep 2025
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Post-4.11 MerDer one-shot. In Vino Veritas.
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12 Sep 2025
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In the wake of Derek's tragic car accident, the process of Meredith Grey rekindling her romance with Derek Shepherd is a slow one fraught with unexpected challenges. You know how it starts. You know how it ends. In this companion novel to Recover, join MerDer for the journey. [MerDer, post 11x21, fix-it, multi-chapter][COMPLETE]
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- Part 3 of ReVerse
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Bookmarked by blissfall
08 Sep 2025
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☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️i love you merder. ch14 is very sweet!!
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Meredith and Derek have a real conversation about her mother, her future, and a lot of things. Post Wishin' and Hopin'
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- Part 1 of Treading
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09 Sep 2025