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They don’t do the easy drop-ins anymore. Eddie doesn’t find Buck half-asleep on his couch or rummaging through the fridge or baking up loaves of bread like he owns the place. He doesn’t show up at Eddie’s door with takeout and a grin like he belongs there. Eddie doesn’t go over to Buck’s much either —doesn’t know when that started exactly.
When they hang out, there’s usually Ravi in the mix. The kid’s smart and earnest and too good at pretending he isn’t paying attention. Eddie likes Ravi. He really does. But he can’t help resenting him just a little. He can’t help the small, selfish sting of it.
Like Buck needs a buffer now.
Like being alone together is something to be avoided.
And, fuck.
Eddie misses Buck.
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911verse Whump Bingo: #8. Blood
911verse Trope Bingo: #3. Kissing in the rain
Buddie First Kiss Bingo: #15. During an argument
Buddie Underrated Tags Bingo: #6. Kissing in the rain
Bad Things Happen Bingo: #3. Scar to RememberSeries
- Part 1 of 911verse bingo
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13 Jan 2026
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"Kiss me."
Buck's hands freeze, the stroking stops. “...I’m sorry?”
“Kiss me.” Eddie doesn't know where this is coming from, except he does, actually—it's coming from the part of his brain that has been chewing on this problem for two days straight and has finally arrived at a solution. A terrible solution. A solution that makes perfect sense if you don't think about it too hard. "I need to know."
Or,
The scientific unravelling of Eddie Diaz.a 9x7 coda
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12 Jan 2026
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“You don’t have to,” Buck says quickly. “You could just leave it. Don’t look.”
Eddie glances up at him, and they both know without saying it that he isn’t going to let this go.
There’s no way he can look away now, not after seeing the way Buck reacted.
“Or maybe just not now,” Buck says softly, stepping closer, his hand settling gently over the screen like he can shield Eddie from what’s on it. “Maybe leave it for now. You’re not… Eddie, you’re not doing well right now. I’ve been so worried about you and this—” his voice catches, “—you… Eddie, please don’t. Just leave it.”
It stings to hear the worry out loud, even if he knew it was there.
He wants to do what Buck says, he wants to trust his friend and give him what he’s asking.
Buck never asks for anything.
Eddie moves Buck’s hand aside gently, giving it a brief squeeze. “Can’t do that, Buck.”
Or; After Christopher leaves for El Paso, Buck decides that he and Eddie should trace their family trees to keep Eddie’s mind occupied elsewhere. The results lead Eddie to face a family secret.
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15 Nov 2025
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After a call gone wrong, Buck wakes up in the hospital with Eddie nowhere to be seen. No one will answer Buck's questions. He can only imagine the worst.
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10 Nov 2025
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A series of unrelated one-shots in which Eddie Diaz is put through a blender.
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10 Nov 2025
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Eddie Diaz versus the Perpetually Empty Toilet Paper Roll by buckasagirl, eatingmarbles
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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evandookies
5/30/2025 2:17:11 PM
Barnes and Noble
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Left Chris to roam in the manga section to run to the bathroom. That Barnes and Noble effect is REAL and targeting ME. Homophobic for real. And then I got lost in the gay section on the way and it just reminded me that I’m stupid and gay and in love with Eddie. FUck my stupid bisexual life. Wish I could kms but need to buy Christopher Demon Slayer… sigh.It makes sense. It makes so much sense now that he thinks about it. Buck would be into an app where he tracks bodily functions and gets weekly statistics out of it. Eddie’s starting to get hot flashes. Oh God, he’s reading Buck’s diary. And he can’t stop. He really, really shouldn’t keep looking. Except, he’s not entirely sure why reading about Buck thinking he’s hot is making him feel a little… Excited? Flustered? Not very friend-like, for sure. So he has to keep reading. For research.
Or, Eddie's sister makes him download the app Poop Map.
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- Part 3 of Eddie Diaz versus... (oneshots)
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10 Nov 2025
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Three months later, things are mostly back to normal.
And then there's an accident.
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08 Nov 2025
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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05 Nov 2025
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“You got hard,” Eddie says simply. “I saw it…” Then, with this purse of his mouth, this raise of his eyebrows. “I felt it.”
“Jesus.” Buck can’t breathe. He stumbles a few steps back and ends up on a wall, still staring at Eddie, in his bedroom, looking shadowed and sinuous. “That doesn’t… okay, what is going on here, Eddie?”
“You tell me,” Eddie answers, all husky, and fuck—it roars through Buck, builds in the center of him until he’s on fire.
This isn’t normal. This isn’t Eddie, and yet, Buck’s throat is dry, and his dick is hard, and all he can think is that he wants it. All he can think is that he doesn’t know how to fight this. Doesn’t know how to say no to it.
All he can think is that he wants Eddie.
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Buck's new house is creepy, and Eddie's acting weird.
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18 Oct 2025
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“Okay, this is—” Eddie runs a hand through his hair, growing increasingly distressed, “you guys are purposely missing the point here. Buck, I’m not getting high with you, dude.”
“Uh, why not?” Buck asks, tilting his head. He has the audacity to sound genuinely puzzled.
“We can’t. We’re firefighters,” Eddie says, confused that Buck is confused.
Buck gives him a sad smile. “Not right now, we aren’t. And we won’t be, Eddie, not for a while.”
Buck and Eddie get injured on the job and decide to smoke a lot of weed about it.
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16 Oct 2025
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No matter the distance, the silence, or the storms in between – what’s meant to find it’s way will always do so. The universe, in its quiet wisdom, knows how to bring hearts home.
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Buck and Eddie can’t stand each other, constantly arguing and getting on the team's nerves. On a call, a botched magical encounter leaves them stuck hearing each other’s thoughts. Forced into unbearable closeness, they unravel secrets, past wounds, and inconvenient desires. What begins as a curse turns into the most intimate connection either has ever known. But falling in love when your enemy knows everything you’re thinking? That’s the real risk.--
Magic AU where Buck and Eddie end up with Telepathic Communication- Language:
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02 Jul 2025
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Buck: mercy kill me.
Karen: Victim
Buck: you are like papa
Karen: Tell him. It's just Eddie, Buck!
Buck: tell him WHAT?? “i hope i’m not just your non-woke situationship but also the love of ur life” ??
Karen: Sure.
Buck: i would rather give a rat a rim job
Or: Buck temporarily loses an eye, Eddie pines, and the rest of the team runs interference.
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- Part 7 of 9-1-1 chat fics
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26 Jun 2025
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31 May 2025
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29 May 2025
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After a while, he whispers it, barely louder than the rustle of his sheets.
A wish, a prayer, maybe it’s a plea.
“I want to know everything.”
It spills out of him in the stillness that follows, not loud, not dramatic, just the quiet truth of it.
“I wish you’d let me know you. I wish you trusted me with the parts you never show. The fears you don’t name. The secrets you keep buried so deep even you don’t look at them for long.
I wish I’d known you before life made you flinch. Before war and heartbreak, before your smile got quieter. I wish I’d seen the kid you were, so I could understand how you became the man I’m—
Buck pauses, the words catching in his throat.
—the man I’ve fallen in love with, without a shred of logic or timing or self-preservation.
I wish you’d let me know you.”
Or; Buck makes a wish and it comes true. So he spends the following twenty four hours with Eddie aging up three years every time he falls asleep.
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- Part 1 of three.
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28 May 2025
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“Eddie, you’re scaring me,” Buck says in the quiet of the room. “Do you-- do you know what day it is?”
“Friday,” Eddie answers, tongue thick like his throat is stuffed with cotton.
“Yeah,” Buck confirms. “And-- do you know my full name?”
Eddie swallows. “Evan Buckley,” he says definitively, but--
He finally turns to look at Buck’s face, and it’s like he’s waiting for Eddie to keep going. Like Eddie had gotten it wrong. Buck’s face melts, his brows pinched together, and Eddie--
He doesn’t know what the hell is going on.
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Eddie loves every version of Buck. And Buck? Well, he’s starting to realize every version of Buck loves him right back. If only Eddie could get back home to tell him that.
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13 May 2025
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“Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”
Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”
The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.
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Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.
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- Part 1 of seabird 'verse
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13 May 2025
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“No, I'll talk. You listen,” Other Eddie instructs. “I’m about to zip into thin air again so I need you to lock the fuck in and pay attention. Eyes on me. Focus.”
Eddie blinks.
“Great,” Other Eddie nods. “Okay.” He taps a finger sharply against Eddie’s chest. “Gay Eddie. Got it? Eddie, gay. You, Eddie — gay.”
Or, Eddie needs to lock the fuck in and kiss Buck. He gets 30 seconds to convince himself to do it.
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05 May 2025
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“Can you open your eyes?”
“No. I can’t look at you.”
“Because I’m gay?”
Buck sighs dramatically.
“Because you’re pretty. And because you’re gay. Because you’re gay and pretty.”
“Buck,” Eddie laughs. “Open your eyes.”
Or, Eddie comes out to Buck. Buck panics. Hijinks ensue.
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03 Dec 2024
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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19 Sep 2024