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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    This thing can wear his face.

    It can borrow his voice.

    It can knock on the door and call for Naim.

    But they don't know how Ryan walks.

    And they don't know that, given the choice between fear and each other, the boys chose each other.

    Again.

    And again.

    And again.

     

    Or: The after

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    01 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    "Why don't you ever want me to touch you?" Naim says, his eyes flicking back up when he finds his words.

    Ryan seems to take a moment to process the words before his face does a weird, stuttery thing, and he whips his head away from Naim's scrutiny. "That's not--" he shakes his head, like he's trying to figure out what he's trying to say. "Don't worry about that, Naim." He says, glancing at Naim from the corner of his eye.

    Naim feels his brows furrow. "What?" He asks, because it's all he's thinking, and when Ryan doesn't respond, he adds: "I wanna make you feel good."

    Ryan looks back to him quickly, shaking his head. "You do. You make me feel good." He says, voice adamant, and it makes Naim believe him, however foolishly. "So... Why does it have to be more than that? More than what we do now?" He looks at Naim through his eyelashes, warily, like he's worried how he'll respond. If he'll yell.

    Naim doesn't yell. He watches Ryan for a while before relenting. "...Okay." he sighs, and he knows that Ryan can tell he's not truly done with the subject.

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    Or: Trials/Tribs of coming out to your bf you have to spend forever with.

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    30 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Naim and Ryan, out of money and with no long term plan, find themselves in a small town living out of a motel room. While they save up money, the two are forced to navigate the realities of running away, first loves, and staying alive.
    POVs Naim and Ryan

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    30 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    They don’t speak on the bus. Maybe it’s the fragile truce that’s formed since the bus passengers proved they were both somehow still alive. Together. Maybe it’s the soft peace that’s settled since Naim allowed himself to bury his face in Ryan’s shoulder once again. And Ryan nuzzled against him in return. Maybe it’s wondering if Ryan, too, sees his ghost watching as they pass through an endless, empty landscape.

     

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    They escape with no plan for Step 2.

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    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    “I can see dead people.”

    “What the fuck?”

    or an au where underground boxer Ryan stumbled onto Naim who claimed to be haunted.

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    29 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 16

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    “I didn’t think—it didn’t mean anything between us.”

    “And with me?” Naim’s piercing eyes urged Ryan to lay his soul bare.

    “You’re different.” Was what he settled on to not reveal his true feelings. Naim was different. He was gentle and touched Ryan as if he would break. At night he played a montage of all the different versions of Naim that he memorized over the time they spent together. Naim, with his pupils blown from the weed, regarding him lazily. Naim’s warm body under his, letting out soft whimpers whenever Ryan pressed him harder against the concrete. Naim, holding his gaze at school and at church, the same way he held their secrets between them. Naim, Naim, Naim. Only ever Naim. Ryan knew what made him happy (late night talks and baggy clothes), what scared him (a lot of things but mostly heights and stagnancy and being forgotten), what turned him on (Ryan mouthing at his neck and when he pushed his tongue past Naim’s lips).

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    Ryan has lived with this curse long enough to be able to tell the entity and the real Naim apart. Or does he?

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Lando attaches the blushy, pouty photo and sends it, then locks his phone and drops it onto the carpet beside him, staring up at the ceiling.

    There’s a pause, stretching suspiciously long.

    A faint click echoes through the call. Mute. Then unmute again.

    “Sorry,” OP says when he comes back, his voice rougher now. “Thought someone was at the door.”

    Or: Lando loses an F1 championship and signs up for a charity Minecraft speedrunning tournament to cope with his existential crisis. Turns out his coach, faceless speedrunning champion OP81, might be a bit of a fanboy.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Worried about how much of a sensitive ‘quick shot’ he is—and convinced he’s not satisfying Ilya enough—Shane turns to the internet for advice. He tries repeatedly to stave off his orgasms: squeezing himself, thinking about taxes, even telling a confused Ilya to slow down during sex. It’s inevitable, though, that he still ends up coming helplessly all over himself.

    He eventually has to explain his insecurity to Ilya who condescendingly agrees with him and indulges Shane by:

    1. Making him wear a cock ring, and
    2. Letting a determined Shane control the pace—cooing at him while he slowly rides him—and later mocking him for still having no self control as he rams up into him

    Shane thinks he cums too fast. Ilya knows he can make it faster.

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    17 May 2026

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    Lando shows up to the circuit bouncing on his feet, fresh-pressed and smug, wearing the shirt.

    The shirt from the most recent upload. A thin cream-white thing with faded blue stripes. It had been rumpled in the video, clinging to sweat-slicked skin while a dildo was being fucked into a hole Oscar now knows too well.

    Lando bites into a banana and says, “You good?”

    Oscar blinks. Thinks about pressing Lando against the wall and having his way with him. Sending Lando off to media duties with a stretched hole and come trickling down his thighs. “Yeah. Fine.”

     

    Or,
    Oscar stumbles upon a camboy account that looks a lot like Lando. It ruins his focus, rewires his brain, and makes him want things he shouldn't.

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    09 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 27

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    Oscar’s drunk brain short-circuited.

     

    “Not… not just girls,” he’d slurred, cheeks burning. “Me. Sometimes I think about… being the one wearing it.”

     

    The words hung there.

     

    AKA Oscar is into feminization...

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    09 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 83

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    Oscar thought he'd dealt with this years ago.

    The way his chest clamps down, and his heart races, and he thinks the walls are closing in.

    And the last thing he needs to realise is that he hasn't whilst Lando is standing right there.

    But Oscar's exhausted, and you can only push these things under for so long.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “…You want to?” he asks.

    Shane blinks. “What?”

    “Kiss someone.”

    The question makes Shane’s brain short circuit.

    Shane swallows. “I mean—yeah.”

    “Then why haven’t you?”

    “I don’t know.” Shane shrugs again, shoulders tight. “Timing. People. It’s just… not something I think about like that.”

    That’s not entirely true.

    He does think about it. Just in a different way. Abstractly. Like something other people do, but not he himself.

    Ilya watches him for a long moment.

    “I could show you.”

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “Not a big deal?” Lando says, as if Oscar has personally insulted his mother. “Don’t you know what this means?”

    “No?”

    “It means you’re single for the first time since I’ve known you,” Lando points out. “And like in your life.”

    “I’ve been single before,” Oscar argues.

    “No, you’ve been a child before,” Lando says, exasperated. “You’ve never been single like this. Like, mate, you’re an F1 driver and you’re rich and shit. It’s awesome.”

    “I’m not much for clubs or hookups,” Oscar admits, making Lando tsk.

    “You weren’t much for clubs and hookups,” Lando corrects. “You will be. It’s a whole new world out there, Oscar. And it’s fucking awesome. I’m gonna show you. You won’t find a better guide to the single life than me.”

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    Fresh off a breakup, Oscar is learning to navigate being single for the first time as an adult. A famous, rich adult. Lando generously offers to show him how to make the most of being a single, famous F1 driver.

    AKA Lando's guide to being single and trying not to fall in love with your teammate as you do it.

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    25 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 30

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    “I know what you really want.” Johnny’s hands drifted upward, fingertips slipping underneath his waistband.

    “And what’s that?” Peter let out, finally taking the bait, and Johnny grinned up at him.

    “You want me to feel you,” He said, grabbing Peter’s hand with one of his own and placing it right against his throat. He swallowed, just so Peter could feel his adam’s apple bob under his palm. “Right here.”

    -

    Johnny needs to get his grades up. Hopefully the hot young TA can help him out.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Oscar goes into a surprise heat after the Saudi Arabian GP.

    The only problem? Oscar was an alpha.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    “You will not be so nice when we beat you,” Ilya told Shane Hollander, holding onto his hand, not letting him pull away. Not yet.

    But Hollander’s brow furrowed, not in anger but in confusion. “Ah, um, sorry,” Hollander said. “Merci. My English is bad. Worse… than you. Maybe slower?” And he leaned in, like that would help him understand.

    Ilya’s eyebrows rose, and his smile widened.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov grew up in Russia. Shane Hollander was raised in France. When they first meet, neither of them can speak English very well. Somehow, it’s easier to understand each other when words aren’t getting in the way.

    (Stand-alone remix of “I’m Reading Your Lips (You’re Speaking My Language)” but this time neither of them are native English speakers, and learning a new language is sort of like falling in love, if you think about it.)

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    14 Feb 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “Rozanov needs a place to stay. His visa won’t allow him to go home to Russia over the break, and we don’t have the cash to put him in a hotel.”

    Did the Harvard dorms completely shut down over the winter break? What about the dining hall? Shane supposed he didn’t really know. He’d never stuck around to find out, when he was younger. 

    “Okay?” 

    Coach raised his eyebrows. “So, he’s staying with you.” 

    Shane’s eyes went wide. 

    “What?” 

    “Come on, Captain,” Wiebe looked down his nose at Shane. “Try not to look too thrilled.”

     
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    or, Shane's a senior captain with an empty house over winter break. and Ilya's the freshman who will be crashing his Christmas. 

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    29 Dec 2025

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    "I say when you come," Rozanov explained, kneading the muscle of Shane's ass. "You listen. Only then, yes?"

    Shane blinked, processing. It felt almost too vulnerable, to give up all control that way. But underneath was a need to prove himself: to live up to the hungry want painted over Rozanov's face.

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    01 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 12

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    17 Nov 2025

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