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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

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    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “You don’t have to.” Ilya whispers.

    “What?”

    “Love me. You don’t have to. To say it, you can move on, you can find someone better, you don’t have to.” he says. “I am. . . not good.” he settles on after trying to find the right words in his mind.

    *Alternate ending to episode 4*

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Hayden finds Lily’s contact and touches the little call button.

    After a short time, the call connects. “Shane,” a breathless sound reaches his ear, a broken heavy Russian accent cut off by a choked up sob. “You scared me.”

    Hayden hangs up.

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    Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury

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    08 Jan 2026

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    When Ilya proposes he could marry Svetlana to get citizenship, he did expect Shane to be a little surprised. However, what he didn't expect was for Shane to look away from him without saying anything.

    Ilya had never regretted anything more in his life.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    “I wasn’t waiting for you!” Shane says, irritated.

    “No? You answered the door like you were standing on the other side of it when I knocked.”

    “Well, you did text. You told me you were coming,” Shane huffs. He steps back from Rozanov to glare at him. “I didn’t want you waking up my neighbours. It’s late.”

    Rozanov looks amused. “Hmm, if you say. But I do not think you have to worry about that tonight.”

    “Why?” Shane asks.

    Rozanov raises a brow. “Did you not know that tonight is New Year’s Eve?”

    “Oh. I guess I forgot.”

    OR Ilya visits Shane in his hotel room on New Year's Eve, set during their hookup years.

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    05 Jan 2026