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    Hayden felt sick as he saw Shane glance between them and his own phone in J.J.’s hand, taking in what was probably his worst nightmare playing out right in front of him. Because Hayden could see it, within seconds, the way his face closed off, went blank, like he knew exactly what was happening because he’d been dreading it for so long.

    But his eyes, fuck, his eyes showed everything even as he went very still. The bone-deep profound terror was all there.

    Hayden wanted everything to stop, he wanted to shove J.J. out of the room, shove himself out of this situation, shove Shane out of harm’s way.

    “Why the fuck is Rozanov sexting you?”

    Hayden wanted to shove the shirt Shane hadn’t had time to put on in J.J.’s fucking mouth.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov’s relationship is probably the worst-kept secret in the NHL, and it’s entirely their own fault. 11 years is a long time to keep a secret, and Shane and Ilya are really, really bad at sneaking around.

    Or: A look into Shane and Ilya’s relationship over the years, from all the people who walk in on them, one way or another.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Hayden knows something is wrong the moment Shane lets his coat drop to the floor, in a little pile by the front door, instead of neurotically hanging it up like he always does. How could a hookup with 'Boston Lily' leave him this distraught?

    Or; an outsider perspective of episode 4, where Hayden has to pick up the pieces Ilya left of Shane after he storms out of his home in Boston.

    01/18/25- EPILOGUE ADDED!

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    12 Jan 2026

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    5 times Ilya teases and flirts with Shane in public without getting caught, and 1 time they do get caught.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    After Shane and Ilya's marriage, an embarrassing habit forms: people start walking in on them in the middle of sex.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    “No, Ilya, stay.” The last word came out as a whine.

    “Why is he calling you Ilya?” Pike asked.

    "Why is he asking you to stay?” Hollander’s mom followed.

    Ilya shrugged. “How would I know?”

    Hollander lifted his arm out, as if reaching for Ilya. “Because I want him to stay.” It was said in a tone that seemed to say, 'obviously'.

    “Shane,” Hollander’s dad started. “Um- what’s going on? I thought we hated Rozanov.” He seemed to realise what he’d said and glanced at Ilya. “Sorry.”

    “Is fine.”

    "No, I don't hate him. I love him."

    Cliff's jaw was firmly hanging open, and he didn't think it was going to move anytime today. He felt as if he'd been punched in the stomach, all the air ripped away from his lungs.

    "Am I dreaming?" Cliff muttered to himself.

    Pike let out a strained laugh. "I think someone spiked my coffee this morning."

    (cliff, ilya, hayden & shane's parents visit shane in hospital after the incident. a very drugged up shane cannot hide his feelings for ilya)

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    30 Dec 2025

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    One security camera. One leaked video. One choice that changes everything.

    Ilya Rozanov loses his country, his team, and his shot at Olympic gold in a single night. But he doesn’t lose Shane, and that makes all the difference.

    A story about finding home in a person, not a place. About choosing love over legacy. And about winning the medal you never knew you needed, standing next to the one person who matters most.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

    *

    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Buck cautiously peers into the small opening, catching a glimpse of Eddie staring at himself in the mirror, fingers gripping the edge of the porcelain sink as he shakes his head and says, “I can’t believe I’m in love with a Buckley.”

    It's a miracle Buck doesn’t pass out on the spot.

    He takes a stumbling step back into Eddie’s room, somehow managing to close the door quietly in his haze. Although it’s entirely possible that he just slammed it because he can’t hear anything over the whooshing in his ears.

    He doesn’t know how he didn’t see it before.

    Eddie is in love with Maddie.

    -:-:-:-:-:-

    Or, 5 times Buck thinks Eddie is in love with Maddie, +1 time he's sure he's not.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    “You want to sub for me?” Buck asks, surprised but not altogether unwilling.

    Eddie sets his jaw and averts his gaze. This is a horrible idea. It’s letting down one defense too many, even in front of Buck. He’s been mulling this over for days, finally working up the courage one night when they have the house to themselves.

    “Not if—I mean, if you don’t want—Never mind, I shouldn’t have asked.”

    “Eddie.” Buck says his name with such comfort, such love, that Eddie can’t help but look up. “I would love to do that with you.”

    or, Eddie subs for the first time and learns that being soft dommed by Buck can heal him

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    07 Sep 2025

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    Buck🌈: dude there are so many queer people here
    Eddie: Likely place for them to be
    Buck🌈: don’t be cute
    Eddie: I can’t help it :)
    Buck🌈: 😒
    Buck🌈: it’s super cool, people just keep high-fiving me for being bi
    Buck🌈: why don’t you do that???
    Eddie: Congrats on being bi, man 👊
    Buck🌈: thank you 👊

    During Buck's first Pride, Eddie has an awakening. During Eddie's first Pride, Buck falls more in love.

    or, Buck and Eddie experience queer joy through each other's eyes

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    07 Sep 2025

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    In the midday heat, they’re hiding in the shade of a gnarled oak. Back to back, they sit underneath it, sharing the remnants of water in Butch’s bota bag, while the cattle wanders the field, tails flicking to scare off flies and mouths moving strangely while chewing on grass.

    “Are you goin’ to the dance tonight?” Butch asks.

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    01 Sep 2025

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    Five times John and Sherlock kissed because of a case and one time they kissed for real.

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    23 Aug 2025

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    There's something going on with Cas. Dean is determined to help him through it, in whatever way he can.

    He might end up with more than he bargained for.

    OR: Dean helps Cas scratch an itch. As it were.

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    10 Aug 2025

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    Dean’s quiet time in the bunker is interrupted by some stranger-than-usual behavior from his angel.

    Oh, and feathers...there are a lot of those, too.

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    09 Aug 2025

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    Moving to LA and joining the LAFD, Eddie had planned to keep his head down. His only plan was to get through his shifts, take care of his son, and figure out this whole "single dad" gig for the sake of his little boy. He didn't plan to focus all that much on making new friends. He certainly didn't plan to keep date-crashing Carla's handsome teacher-friend with the birthmark just over his eye.

    ~~~

    Eddie barely has time to start the car before Chris is asking, "Dad, did you know dinosaurs had feathers?"

    Eddie chuckles, setting the radio to a nineties station on low volume, "I did not know that, bud."

    "It's true! Buck told me!" But with Chris's youthful lisp the name was still pronounced like "Duck."

    "Oh, well if Buck said so it must be true," Eddie snorts.

    "Hey," Buck gave Eddie a light smack on his shoulder, "I'll have you know I'm a trusted source for information."

    Eddie can't help but smirk back, "And with you saying so, it must be true."

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    03 Aug 2025

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    His dad wanted to make sure he was always loved, always taken care of. Chris knew with his entire being that if his dad couldn't be the one loving and taking care of him then there was no one who would do a better job of it than Buck.

    But apparently, this 'Evan' guy was written in his dad's will as the person to take care of Chris.

    But that's stupid, that's the stupidest thing Chris ever heard. Chris needed to know that if he couldn't be taken care of by his dad then he'd be taken care of by Buck.

    There was only one way Chris could make sure Buck would be the one taking care of him. He needed Buck to adopt him, as his stepfather.

    It was a great idea, really. Chris didn't know why he's never thought of it before.

    It was a win-win-win scenario. Chris got to be taken care of by his dad and Buck, his dad and Buck each got to marry their best friend, and this Evan guy could never take Chris away from Buck if his dad got hurt.

    So, obviously, his dad had to marry Buck. All they had to do was fall in love. Chris didn't think that would be too hard for them.

    //OR//

    After Eddie gets shot, Chris overhears a conversation about the will.

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    29 Jul 2025

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