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“Whoa, talk about a con man vibe,” Atsumu had said back then. “I can see it now. He tricked me and before I knew it I was in a jillion yen in debt.” He mocked him and Kiyoomi nodded, agreeing.
He looks slightly annoying, Kiyoomi remembers thinking back then. About three years ago.
He’s definitely annoying, he thinks now as he tries his best not to clench his jaw at the sight of that same man that has been blatantly flirting with Atsumu for about ten minutes now.
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Or, the one where it takes one Kuroo Tetsurou flirting with Atsumu, for Kiyoomi to realize maybe he doesn't want to stay as just friends.
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03 Nov 2025
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“Then you wouldn’t mind,” Atsumu said, his voice a soft rasp, “if I held yer hand, right?”
Kiyoomi stared at Atsumu wide-eyed and open-mouthed. When Kiyoomi’s objection never came, Atsumu tentatively pressed his fingertips into the soft skin of Kiyoomi’s palm.
Kiyoomi’s hand trembled, but he did not pull away. Atsumu slowly threaded their fingers together until their hands were entirely intertwined, flush and warm. Atsumu’s eyes drifted to their joined hands and then back to Kiyoomi’s face. His eyes did not glimmer with mischief. They burned.
After watching his parents’ and siblings’ marriages all end in divorce, Kiyoomi is convinced any relationship of his is doomed to fail. All his life he’s successfully resisted the urge to act on his feelings, and he plans to keep it that way.
Until Atsumu holds his hand on a whim, and everything falls apart.
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It’s just a fleeting infatuation. As long as he pushes through it he’ll manage. So what if nowadays there isn’t a night where he doesn’t dream of Sakusa pinning him down on his own bed, in the shower or make Atsumu go down on his knees in the hallway? Those are just pesky details.
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“Atsumu,” Sakusa utters, causing his gaze to snap up.
His pupils are so blown out that Atsumu can't see where they blend with his black iris. His look seems just as frustrated as Atsumu has felt all these last fucking days. The furrow between his brows reveals that he wants Atsumu at least as much and yet he’s still hesitant.
Atsumu frowns and inhales sharply.
“Ya really do want me,” he says. “And ya hate it.”
He changes the angle of his knife, so it’s against Sakusa’s neck. He doesn’t look nearly as alarmed by the cold metal pressed against his skin as Atsumu might expect. Not nearly as alarmed as when Atsumu brings his mouth to Kiyoomi’s.
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“If I missed you,” Kiyoomi said slowly, “that would mean it’s not over.”
Atsumu stared at him in silence, different emotions flitting over his sharp features: anger, disbelief, sadness, grief. Atsumu stepped into the water, his eyes wide and determined. “Are you gonna miss me, Omi?”
Kiyoomi dug his fingernails into his palm and prayed to draw blood. He took a shaky breath, trying to expel the lump in his throat, but all that came out was his shaky voice. “Stop asking me that question.”
“Why?” Atsumu dared him. “‘Cause it’d mean it’s not over?”
Months after their breakup, Kiyoomi and Atsumu accidentally run into each other only a few days before Atsumu leaves to play in Brazil. Atsumu invites Kiyoomi on a trip to the beach for one last goodbye, and Kiyoomi reluctantly agrees, hoping to finally find closure—or something else he's too afraid to face.
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Every single hue (of purple and blue) by LateNightLights for Lycorisia
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
18 Dec 2022
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“Don’t look at me like that,” he murmurs to the portrait, though it hardly has a choice. The page is full of the same two-dimensional man he always draws: attractive but stern, dark hair, dark eyes, two dots adorning his forehead in most of the sketches.
-------------Art student Atsumu has been painting the same beautiful face from his dreams ever since he can remember — though deadlines and art block are making uni life more stressful than he could have imagined.
But when a man with the exact same face walks into a coffee shop one crisp autumn day, fate seems set to inspire Atsumu once again (and maybe inspire someone else, too).
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12 Jun 2024
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Here’s the thing about bad habits: you can’t really ignore them forever. If you try to, they’ll just end up sneaking up on you at the worst possible moments. So Kiyoomi tries to wrangle his into a semblance of discipline: he promises himself that at the end of the week, he gets to indulge. He lumps in all of his vices into one night of bad decisions, a twisted opposite of going to church on Sundays to atone for your sins. He maintains his good habits all week, and rewards himself with one night of bad ones.
So on these days, he drinks more than he’s supposed to. He eats whatever sugary sweets he wants to. He opens the door for Atsumu when he knocks. But, then again, Atsumu never knocks unless it’s one of those days. If only the drinks and the food offered the same courtesy.
[Or: Kiyoomi makes a habit out of Atsumu and Atsumu wants to make Kiyoomi something much more.]
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Atsumu needs to move out—like soon. Like in a month soon.
Sakusa Kiyoomi has an extra bedroom that—the person he thought was his friend—Suna has offered to Atsumu, without asking.
Nothing could possibly go wrong, right? A borderline agoraphobic streamer living with a larger than life man with perpetual younger twin syndrome, it’s obviously a match made in heaven.
Turns out it’s actually not so bad—but it’s definitely a bit awkward when Sakusa realizes that he’s falling in love for the first time with a loud bottle blonde who somehow, despite everything, respects his boundaries and never pushes him. Things get a little more messy when Atsumu walks in on a stream and Sakusa’s chat wants to know who the cute boy that’s suddenly living with him is.
Or; Sakusa Kiyoomi learning through a perfect stranger to let go, Miya Atsumu learning to enjoy the simple, quiet things and their journey to meeting somewhere in between.
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Omi blinked at him, frown dissipating. “You want me to read to you?”
“Yeah.” Atsumu turned on his side, facing Sakusa. A soft yawn fluttered from between his lips. “You have a nice voice, Omi-kun. Really soothin’. And if ya repeat this to anyone I’ll kill ya, but I think I could listen to ya talk fer hours. So please read me that boring as shit book, then we can both go to sleep.”
Atsumu's gaze never left Sakusa’s face as he spoke, which is how he noticed the light dusting of pink across his pale cheeks. Atsumu’s heart thundered loudly in his chest. Had he really just made Sakusa Kiyoomi blush?
Sakusa cleared his throat and picked up the book. “You get twenty minutes.”
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or, the one where atsumu is oblivious, kiyoomi is pining, and natsu is over it. can't they just confess already?
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and now there's a russian translation
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How To Make Your Emotionally Closed Off Crush Jealous: A Guide By Miya Atsumu And Oikawa Tooru by Espoofy
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
17 Aug 2021
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Oikawa and Atsumu play a vicious game of gay chicken in order to make Iwaizumi and Sakusa jealous.
Needless to say, chaos ensues.
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Ever since he had been turned into a vampire, Sakusa Kiyoomi lived through a large number of events.
Over the centuries, he witnessed the birth of theater, experienced a lord’s life, watched the eradication of half of Europe’s population, painted his way through a cultural revolution, survived one of the deadliest conflicts in history, and became a professional volleyball player.
There was one common thing between them all, someone whose soul remained the same and repeatedly found its way back to Kiyoomi regardless of time.
Or, five times Sakusa Kiyoomi met Miya Atsumu through history and had to watch him go. And one time he made him stay.
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Sakusa just wanted to be left alone.
The Kitsune had other ideas.
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- Part 1 of Fox Fire
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motoya changed the playlist to soft acoustic music, gentle guitar and soothing melodies serving as a backdrop to quick typing and snipping scissors. the ambiance is furthered with the sound of shampoo lathering rhythmically in atsumu’s hair and with the dense, white suds concealing the brassiness, it’s easier for kiyoomi to focus on how strong and healthy his hair is, silently impressed as his fingers work further into the strands. as the clock ticks steadily, kiyoomi begins to relax, thinking that the worst of the day is over.
and then with kiyoomi’s hands still in atsumu’s hair and fingers massaging his scalp, miya atsumu moans.
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“…she called you ‘papa’,” iwaizumi managed.
oikawa just stared for a moment longer before relaxing in a smile. “yeah. cute, right? but you can call me ‘daddy’ if you want.”
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“Are ya waiting for yer soulmate, then? They must be very lucky to have someone as faithful as you…”
“I don’t believe this soulmate bullshit,” he snarls, hiding his hands under the table. I can still see your reactions, ya dummy.
“Why?”
He sees the way the words get stuck on his throat when his pinkie twitches again. He sees the way he frowns and looks down at his hands in confusion. Atsumu is still staring at him, not a hint of a smile or amusement on his face because, well, he should’ve been able to realize it by now, even if the string remained invisible in his eyes.
“There’s no proof,” he says simply. “There’s a red, invisible string connecting people? Says who? If no one can see it, doesn’t that mean it doesn’t exist? I’ve never met anyone who could, how can I believe it?”
You did meet someone who can. I’m right here.
or sakusa thought he had a tic and atsumu liked to see his confused expression when it started to happen exclusively when he was around.
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- Part 1 of of threads & ribbons
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"I was telling Shouyou about this article I read last weekend. It's all facts, they conducted a study,” Inunaki said, turning around and meeting Atsumu’s eyes in the mirror. “It says you can’t sleep with someone multiple times without catching feelings. It even says if you sleep with one person five times, it means you're already in love with them.”
Saying that the world had stopped spinning would be an understatement. Atsumu felt the moment his soul left his body while he stood there in front of the mirror, his reflection gaping back at him in horror. In his peripheral vision, he saw Kiyoomi freeze, phone slipping out of his hand, the object tumbling in slow motion before meeting the floor with a dull but resounding thump.
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“No.”
“Ya haven’t even met him yet."
“And I’m not gonna, ‘Samu. Ya can’t make me do jack shit.” Atsumu flicked a balled up piece of napkin at his brother. It hit his shoulder and bounced onto the floor. Neither of them picked it up.
“Well, it’s not up to you,” Osamu said, gesturing to the glass doors of the cafe where a tall man was just reaching to open the door. “There he is.”
Or:Atsumu and Sakusa are bounty hunters (a generous label), with an important target - the violent criminal group, Nekoma. But not everything is as it seems, in a city of magic with dark shadows.
Now complete :)
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- Part 1 of Blood // Magic
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"I'm askin' for a favor," He flashes Sakusa a carefree smile, "I was wonderin' if you'd be my fake boyfriend for the year? Or at least until I can get a one up on Sumu."
Sakusa immediately recoils, shuffling away from him.
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Sakusa fixes him with a vague expression of something like distaste. There's a scathing edge to his tone when he speaks. "Contrary to what you seem to believe, not everyone who meets you is instantly dying to get into your pants, Miya."
"Lucky I don't really care right now what 'everyone' wants to do, then." Atsumu swivels his mug around on the tabletop a few times, and then brings it to his mouth to drain the last few dregs of his latte. Over the rim of his mug, he adds casually, "Just you."
Whoa hey Bodyguard Omi, I think Spoiled Rich Kid Tsumu might possibly have a teensy crush on you.
(Full credits to this by @anta_baka00 [twt] for heavy inspiration! Go shower it with love if you haven't already !!)
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Atsumu was a tornado he kept letting in — he comes, he destroys, and before Kiyoomi could even register the damage, he was out the door.
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In which Sakusa Kiyoomi and Miya Atsumu’s love story starts in high school, but of course they make a complicated mess of it for years. Six, to be exact.
(SakuAtsu ft. first kisses and first everything)