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Buck closed his eyes, but all he could see was that moment when Eddie had been shot, replaying over and over The pillow smelled like Eddie, the shirt smelled like Eddie, the whole bed smelled like Eddie, but Buck wanted the real thing.
And when Buck had left the hospital, Eddie had smelled like antiseptic and sterile hospital clothing.
Buck turned over, pulling the other pillow close and wrapping himself around it. He squeezed his eyes shut, but saw Eddie just getting shot over and over again.
He fumbled for his phone on the nightstand and pulled up Netflix, finding a nice, quiet documentary that he could watch until he hopefully passed out.
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The room was just starting to get light when Buck woke up. Netflix hadn’t asked him if he was still watching, so he hadn’t been asleep that long, but Christopher would probably be up soon, and he’d need all of Buck’s attention.
“About time you woke up,” Eddie said from behind him.
“Why didn’t you wake me then?” Buck replied, scrubbing a hand over his face.
“You looked like you needed the sleep.”
Buck shook himself, trying to wake up. “Yeah, well, if you hadn’t been sh—”
Shot.
What the actual fuck?
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25 Aug 2026
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Bobby Nash is dead.
He’s not crouched over in prayer anymore. He’s not at the lab.
He doesn’t know where he is. There’s no one here to tell him.
His surroundings are white - not sterile, hospital white, but a few shades lighter. Off-white. Cream. A comfortable white. It’s empty here. No physical environment. No room.
This isn’t Heaven. This isn’t Hell. This isn’t Purgatory.
He knows this for certain.
Bobby’s not physically in a body.
He’s just… here… existing. Not dead or alive. Somewhere in between.
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Or - Bobby dies without closure. He needs to visit Buck’s past, present, and future in order to get it. Witness Bobby’s relationship with Buck, and Buck’s relationship with Eddie, through Bobby’s eyes.
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- Part 1 of Above the Clouds
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09 Aug 2026
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Post-Lawsuit, Buck is on the outs with some of the team when they get called to talk down a jumper.
In the end, it's really the jumper who saves Buck.
For Whocares118 Bingo squares:
-B1- found family, slow burn
-I3 - angst with a happy ending, angst, fluff and angst
-N4 - Evan "Buck" Buckley needs a hug, accidentally baby acquisition, love confessionsSeries
- Part 1 of Whocares118 Bingo!
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08 Aug 2026
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Trust me, Darlin’ by DaniWib, TheInverseUniverse
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Jun 2022
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“Trust me, darlin’,” Dean whispered in his ear, and Buck nodded, all too aware of the gun against his head.
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They’d met twice before, their paths crossing as they worked their ways across the country. Two chance meetings, two very enjoyable encounters. Years later, a series of demonic church arsons bring them back together. Being taken hostage was not how Buck expected to reunite with Dean.
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- Part 1 of Darlin' Verse
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31 Jul 2026
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Soap knew that Ghost was going to be pissed when he got here and saw what these mercenaries did to him while they were keeping him captive. That was before one of them walked in and he realized how tall, muscular, and good looking he was, and that he clearly seemed interested in him back. Maybe he could have a little fun with him while he waited for his partner to kill every single asshole in this room.
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24 Jul 2026