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    Buck closed his eyes, but all he could see was that moment when Eddie had been shot, replaying over and over The pillow smelled like Eddie, the shirt smelled like Eddie, the whole bed smelled like Eddie, but Buck wanted the real thing.

    And when Buck had left the hospital, Eddie had smelled like antiseptic and sterile hospital clothing.

    Buck turned over, pulling the other pillow close and wrapping himself around it. He squeezed his eyes shut, but saw Eddie just getting shot over and over again.

    He fumbled for his phone on the nightstand and pulled up Netflix, finding a nice, quiet documentary that he could watch until he hopefully passed out.

    ***

    The room was just starting to get light when Buck woke up. Netflix hadn’t asked him if he was still watching, so he hadn’t been asleep that long, but Christopher would probably be up soon, and he’d need all of Buck’s attention.

    “About time you woke up,” Eddie said from behind him.

    “Why didn’t you wake me then?” Buck replied, scrubbing a hand over his face.

    “You looked like you needed the sleep.”

    Buck shook himself, trying to wake up. “Yeah, well, if you hadn’t been sh—”

    Shot.

    What the actual fuck?

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    25 Aug 2026

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    Bobby Nash is dead.

    He’s not crouched over in prayer anymore. He’s not at the lab.

    He doesn’t know where he is. There’s no one here to tell him.

    His surroundings are white - not sterile, hospital white, but a few shades lighter. Off-white. Cream. A comfortable white. It’s empty here. No physical environment. No room.

    This isn’t Heaven. This isn’t Hell. This isn’t Purgatory.

    He knows this for certain.

    Bobby’s not physically in a body.

    He’s just… here… existing. Not dead or alive. Somewhere in between.

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    Or - Bobby dies without closure. He needs to visit Buck’s past, present, and future in order to get it. Witness Bobby’s relationship with Buck, and Buck’s relationship with Eddie, through Bobby’s eyes.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Post-Lawsuit, Buck is on the outs with some of the team when they get called to talk down a jumper.

    In the end, it's really the jumper who saves Buck.

    For Whocares118 Bingo squares:
    -B1- found family, slow burn
    -I3 - angst with a happy ending, angst, fluff and angst
    -N4 - Evan "Buck" Buckley needs a hug, accidentally baby acquisition, love confessions

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    08 Aug 2026

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    “Trust me, darlin’,” Dean whispered in his ear, and Buck nodded, all too aware of the gun against his head.

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    They’d met twice before, their paths crossing as they worked their ways across the country. Two chance meetings, two very enjoyable encounters. Years later, a series of demonic church arsons bring them back together. Being taken hostage was not how Buck expected to reunite with Dean.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Soap knew that Ghost was going to be pissed when he got here and saw what these mercenaries did to him while they were keeping him captive. That was before one of them walked in and he realized how tall, muscular, and good looking he was, and that he clearly seemed interested in him back. Maybe he could have a little fun with him while he waited for his partner to kill every single asshole in this room.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Buck doesn't notice it at first.

    Accidents happen in their line of work, and despite their training, despite all of the precautions and protocols they follow down to the letter, injuries are a common occurrence.

    Bruises. Burns. Minor concussions.

    They happen.

    So it takes Buck nearly three weeks to really notice just how often they seem to be happening to Eddie.

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    12 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 36

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    “They left the heart in the body,” Soap explained, trying to remember everything he watched last night. “Ancient Egyptians didn’t really give a fuck about the brain. It was the heart that held everything. Destroying or even removing the heart was as good as destroying everything about a person. They couldn’t pass through the afterlife without it. The person’s soul would be condemned.” 

    “Bleak,” Ghost offered.


    Or: Soap gets hyperfixated on mummification, and Ghost hunts down the man who tortured Soap.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “So literally just—ask him,” Hen says. “With words. Say ‘hey, Buck, we’ve been functionally living together for years, want to actually move in’?”

    “No,” Eddie tells the tabletop.

    “I’ve gotta say,” Chim says and, by the sound of it, puts away the magazine he wasn’t reading. “This seems like a crisis of your own making.”

    “How?” Eddie says, into a patch of something sticky they should probably wipe up before Bobby gets here.

    “You’re the one who wants to ask him to move in via meme.”

    or, the one in which embracing the meme life turns out to be more complicated than eddie expected.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “Glad to see someone is happy I’m here,” Buck yells into the house, and only gets the rustle of paper bags and a vague grunt in response. He leans down and whispers into Christopher’s ear: “Was he being a Kermit again?”

    Christopher nods so hard that some of his hair ends up in Buck’s mouth.

    “It’s so bad,” he whispers back. “You need to move in with us already.”

    how is eddie diaz like kermit the frog? let buck and christopher count the ways.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Eddie leans back a little, his arms locked tightly around Buck’s waist. “I said I wanted a hug.”

    “Is this not what we’re doing right now?”

    “'s not a good hug.”

    “It’s not?”

    “Nope. It’s not how I want it, so it’s not a good hug,” Eddie says resolutely, looking at Buck like he should know this.

    “Okay, and how do you want it?”

    “I want you to hold me.” Buck’s heart jumps at the words.

    “I am holding you.”

    “Well, hold me harder,” Eddie demands, his cold nose finding its way into Buck’s neck.

    Buck suppresses a gasp as his arms tighten helplessly around Eddie. He pulls him closer to his body, pressing his nose into soft, messy hair. A happy sigh leaves Eddie’s mouth while he relaxes into Buck’s hold.

    There's a good chance that Buck is dreaming right now but he decides to just enjoy the moment for what it is because he might not get the chance to embrace Eddie like this ever again. It will go back to normal once his best friend is sober again. He's sure of that.

     

    Or, Eddie appears on Buck's doorstep, clingy and clearly drunk, demands cuddles, crawls into Buck's hoodie, and accidentally confesses his love. It changes everything.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    "You killed Chimney," Bobby said, frowning at the screen.

    "Yeah," Hen acknowledged, her face twisting into a similar frown at the monitor.

    The words COLLISION WITH TERRAIN blinked accusingly at the room.

    "I pulled a nasty trick on her," Buck explained. "It was a sim of a malfunctioning altitude readout and made Engine Three cut out too early. It's a deadly combination."

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    21 Apr 2026

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    “I’m a normal size.”

    “No,” Buck says, insistent. “It’s— it’s thick, Eddie. Like— a real handful thick.”

    Eddie ducks his head, swallowing hard. “I’m a— grower. By your definition. It gets bigger.”

    Buck is still staring at him. Eddie does not look back. “Like an inch bigger?”

    Grabbing his beer from the table, Eddie takes the last sip, hoping the chill of it will be some kind of cool balm over the flames within. It doesn’t help much. Quietly, he answers, “More.”

    Buck gasps, loud and theatrical. “More?”

    “Yes. Alright?” Eddie says tightly, his body flushes hotly. “More.”

    A long second ticks by.

    Abruptly and a little loudly, Buck asks, “Eddie, how big is your cock?”

    Or: Buck finds out Eddie is hung. Seriously hung. This is mindblowing information to possess, apparently.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Dana’s never had an orgasm she didn’t give herself. Cassie’s all too happy to help. Casual seems to work; of course, until it doesn’t.

    Set after the events of season 1, with absolutely no regard to whatever the fuck happens in season 2.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Eddie: why would I want to take time off from my job when I get to go to work with my best friend everyday?

    Buck: aww 🥰

    Eddie: I'm gonna miss Hen so much

    Buck: FUCK U FRFR

    ~

    or, Eddie sprains his wrist on a call and has to go on medical leave for 2 weeks, in the interim, he and Buck text non stop

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Buck scoots down and snuggles into the pillows, his lips still stretched in a tiny smile that makes Eddie’s heart flip for a whole different reason. “No, I’m okay. Thank you. But, uhm –”

    “What is it?”

    “Would you maybe sit with me for a little longer?”

    Eddie makes a gentle sound in the back of his throat and immediately lowers his body into the chair he and Chim dragged into the bedroom a few days ago. “You don’t even have to ask, Buck. I’ll be here. You can go to sleep.”

    “Thanks, Eds,” Buck says again, his voice breathy as his lashes flutter softly before he promptly falls asleep.

    Sleep has been a rare occasion for Buck lately, the withdrawals making him sick and achy and despite the bone-deep exhaustion also restless and oftentimes too anxious to sleep. So, whenever he manages to get a few hours, Eddie and the others watch over him in sheer relief.

     

    Or a 9x15 coda in which Eddie worries, watches over Buck, and stays the night.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    When Bobby had arranged the camping trip, it was with a particular goal in mind, one which he had expressed to his wife early on in the planning.

    “And how are you going to make that happen? They’ll get a whiff of you interfering and it’ll be game over,” Athena had commented, but despite sharing her namesake’s wit, she didn’t understand the 118 quite as well as he did.

    “I don’t have to do any interfering. All I need to do is get them there, and the rest will work itself out.”

    And he was right. A little too right.

    Secrets are spilled and truths brought to light when the 118 and their partners go on a camping trip.

    Oh, and there’s malaphors. Lots of malaphors.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Approximately ten seconds had passed before Hen hastily folded the letter again, shoving it back into Eddie's hands, her eyes slightly wide. "You - er - you should be reading this. Not me."

    Eddie looked at her curiously. "Hen -"

    She shook her head. "No, I'm serious. That is not for my eyes, Diaz. I'll - I'll go and search the living room. You - you should read it. I heavily urge you to read it," she added, a little softer this time. 

    Well, fuck it.

    Eddie started to read. 

     

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    The 118 are at Buck's, making sure his home is a safe space for his recovery. Eddie opens a cupboard and finds a letter that changes everything.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Buck has a secret.

    He's the guy behind a wildly popular tiny cooking channel. A channel that he fuels through “borrowing” negligible amounts of ingredients from Eddie’s kitchen. He’s not proud of it, but what someone doesn't know won't hurt them, right?

    Eddie has a problem.

    He has a rat that’s been stealing ingredients from his kitchen. It’s smart and subtle in its takings, but he’s onto it and will catch it. Good thing he has a best friend, who he may or may not be in love with, to help.

    An accidental identity reveal, a deeply committed “rat” bit, and a minor emergency later, two idiots who fall in love.

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    Buck has a miniature cooking channel no one knows about. Buck also has a bad habit of stealing ingredients from Eddie’s kitchen. Eddie thinks the missing ingredients are due to a rat, which he enlists Buck’s help to catch. Hijinks ensue.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    “On the other side of this,” Eddie whispers. “Maybe we can try it.”

    “Hm, okay,” Buck hums, apparently awake, but barely. “What are we tryin’?”

    “I know now isn’t the right time. I’m not - - we’re not ready. But this next bit isn’t going to be pretty. It’s going to be hard. And I need you to know, so you have something to hold on to. So that I don’t forget what it feels like. What it felt like. We could - - we could try.”

     

    Or, after the kidnapping, Buck goes through it. Eddie goes through it with him.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    There is something so glaringly not Buck about the scene in front of him. That knot of dread becomes a boulder, plunging into Eddie’s gut and nearly knocking the wind out of him.

    “Hey, Chris, wait here a second, would you?” Eddie’s already crossing the threshold.

    “But, it’s just Buck-”

    “Chris,” Eddie turns around, scrambling to collect the worries that are slipping through his internal defenses like a sieve. He meets Christopher’s gaze, his son no longer a boy but a young man. He doesn’t ask or demand. He begs. “Please. Please just wait.”

    It’s probably fine. All a misunderstanding. Eddie is jumping to conclusions. Even at his worst, Buck would never—but if Eddie’s worries are well-founded, he would never forgive himself for letting Chris see what’s inside that house.

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    Or, Eddie uses his key to Buck's house and finds himself in a situation that is all too familiar, only this time he's on the other side of the door. Meanwhile Buck struggles to cope with eight years of love and loss, oh, and that whole kidnapping thing.

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    21 Mar 2026

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