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“I love you, Will, and I don’t want you to ever doubt that for a minute.”
When William Johnathan Lenney and Paige Georgina Preston split up, they both think they’ll get back together. Then a few months pass, they begin to grow from the harmful habits of their relationship and maybe, they’re not as meant to be as they once thought.
This is a story of two people falling out of love, realising they are worth much more than they thought when they were together and growing in both healthy and unhealthy ways.
"This isn’t goodbye, Paige.”
Will they find their way back to each other again? Like they so surely believed at first. Or will their relationship become memories in their lifetimes of rollercoasters?
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i never minded being on my own (then something broke in me) by agetwellcard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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“I don’t remember his name. Blond. Russian. Kind of intense.” Shane tries to keep his brain from lingering on memories of Ilya’s hands in his hair.
Rose has her mouth open when he looks over at her. “You literally talked to the team captain and you didn’t even know? Shane, that was Ilya Rozanov.”
Shane feels like he can’t breathe for a second at the sound of his name.
“That sounds right. Yeah.”
After a few seconds, Rose holds out her phone. It’s a picture of Ilya she has pulled up from Google. He’s in a hockey uniform but his helmet is off, curly hair glistening with sweat. “This is who you talked to, right?”
Shane nods. He hopes that it isn't obvious on his face that he did much more than talking with the man.
AU Where Shane Hollander is a rising actor and meets hockey star Ilya Rozanov at a club while celebrating an award show win. Between filming a movie where Shane is playing a gay man and having a casual relationship with Ilya, Shane deals with defining his sexuality and trying not to ruin their casual relationship with his feelings for Ilya.
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12 Mar 2026
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would you still love me by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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“Hey,” Ilya’s voice, deep and rough, resonates through Shane all the way down to the bottoms of his feet.
He turns his head toward the sound, but doesn’t open his eyes, instead opting just to keep the blissed-out look on his face as he waits to hear what Ilya’s going to say.
Shane imagines it’ll be something like, ‘You are perfect. Such a good boy.’
Or maybe in Russian, ‘I love you so much.’
But much more likely, ‘I give you ten minutes, and then I blow you in the shower.’
Fingers brush against his cheek, and Shane leans into the touch, lost in the feeling of being loved and wanted so wholly. And then, “Would you still love me if I was a worm?”
His eyes open, and he wonders if his dopamine-addled brain has just misheard. “I’m sorry. What?”
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12 Mar 2026
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“Sometimes, when people are very sick and they don’t get the medicine they need, they can feel very sad, and the sickness tricks them. It makes them think they’ll never feel better. They end their own lives so that the sadness will stop. That’s what happened to your grandmother.”
Sonya furrowed her brow and took a bite of her yogurt. “I don’t understand.”
“I didn’t understand either, solnyshko. I wish I knew the answer. The sickness is very confusing, sometimes.”
“Are you or daddy sick?”
Ilya has a difficult conversation with his five-year-old daughter.
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09 Mar 2026
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It’s dim inside, faint morning light coming from the barely slitted blinds.
She sees them right away. Ilya is slumped over another man in bed, fingers combing gently through his hair while their mouths slide together. It’s a slow, sweet kiss. Not a precursor to sex. Sympathy clenches in her chest.
Oh. She shouldn’t be watching this.
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Svetlana finds out.
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09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander was an incredible hockey player. His shot accuracy was legendary. He was a fantastic strategist and play caller. He, despite Ilya's insistence otherwise, was one of the fastest on the ice. Still, none of that was what made Shane great.
What made him great was how he cared. Shane would do anything for his team - including get his hands a little dirty.
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Shane Hollander can be bad, too. Five times Shane's gloves come off on the ice.
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06 Mar 2026